"Jade, Jade…wait!" Beck exclaimed as they walked after her but she wasn't stopping so Tori had to put a couch on her way and then they finally reached her. "Why are you running from us?"

"What do you want? To say 'we told you so'? I don't need that now, leave me alone" Jade responded upset and used her powers to throw the sofa away very violently but Beck grabbed her arm before she could walk away.

"No, we weren't gonna say that but I'm glad you know the truth now" Beck commented and Jade stared at him coldly. "But what we need to tell you is much more important, please listen to us"

"Fine, what is it?" She questioned.

"But not here, let's go somewhere private" Tori suggested and they nodded, Jade simply rolled her eyes but ultimately went with them.

"We are here now, what is it?" Jade asked once they were all in Cat's room.

"We saw the CEOs talking yesterday after your reunion with them" Tori started.

"And Beck could see what they were thinking" Robbie added so Jade turned to Beck.

"You're useful to them but that woman is not willing to put up with your rebellious attitude, you're not what they need and she's regretting not training you before you officially joined them" He commented.

"That's not news" Jade responded.

"But that's not all, she wants you out of the game for good" He informed and she stared at him slightly scared.

"You mean she wants me dead, say it how it is" Jade said and he nodded.

"Well, yes…she wants you dead" He affirmed and she took a breath.

"Okay, then I suppose I won't be seeing you around anymore" She commented and they stared at her confused.

"What?" Tori asked disconcertedly and Jade shrugged.

"They're gonna kill me so unless you can communicate with the afterlife world I don't think we'll be in touch" Jade said and they looked at each other.

"So that's it? You're just gonna let them kill you?" Beck questioned upset.

"Do you want me to be honest with you?" Jade asked and he nodded. "I would do it myself if I had the guts to, it's for the best"

"You've got to be kidding me, Jade West" He said clearly angry and she took a breath.

"I envy you, you know?" She suddenly commented and Beck stared at her even more confused. "I wish I had your power and not this"

"What are you talking about? You're the most powerful among us" Andre affirmed.

"Yeah, look how many wonders that has brought me, I am leading such a beautiful life" Jade responded ironically. "I wish I had your power, Beck, you can see the truth in people, you know when they're lying and when they're being honest, it must be great" she commented and looked down.

"Your power is such as good, Jade, we all wish we had it" Tori affirmed.

"You all should feel lucky that you're not the monster I am" Jade said.

"You're not a monster" Cat commented and Jade looked down.

"At least I hope they don't make you do the things they made me do, your powers fortunately are not so…cruel, I suppose the gifts we get go accordingly with who we are" She commented and they stared at her sadly.

"Was it really that bad?" Tori asked and Jade nodded.

"Most missions weren't the best because it was dishonest but what else is new? So it was fine, but what I had to do in that camp with those men and those kids, I felt like a monster the whole time" She responded. "You have no idea how hard it was to watch those kids cry and then seeing all the corpses…" Jade said and closed her eyes as she shook her head. "I don't ever want to do that again, I would rather die"

"That's exactly what they want, you can't let them kill you" Beck said seriously and she looked down.

"They won't kill me, they need me" Jade affirmed. "They still need me to do things for them so don't worry"

"I do worry, Jade, because I know they are serious and because I love you, I can't stand the thought of you dying" Beck responded and she gave him a small smile.

"You love me? After all the things I've done?" Jade asked and he nodded.

"Yes, I do because I understand you…and I'm very happy you're back, I don't want to lose you" Beck said and she stared at him not knowing what to say.

"I'll be fine, thank you for everything" Jade said sincerely and opened the door. "Bye guys"

"We can't just let her get herself killed" Tori exclaimed once Jade was gone.

"She is too overwhelmed now, let her think things through" Andre responded.

"Andre is right, Jade won't get herself killed…she's a fighter" Beck added. Jade indeed went to her apartment and spent the evening thinking about everything, she reflected about her life and all the things she'd done with her gift, she felt she was in the point of her life where nothing mattered anymore but she didn't want to die for real; she just wanted to be free.

It was 1am and Jade was peacefully sleeping on her bed when she suddenly felt someone abruptly put her on her belly and grabbed her arms back. "AH!" She screamed scared and tried to get the person off her but she couldn't.

"Hey baby" Alexander whispered on her ear as he tied her hands behind her back and she tried to turn to her head to him scared but he made sure to keep her looking at the pillow.

"Alexander? GET THE HELL OFF ME!" Jade screamed madly.

"No, no, Jade, you owe me something….and you will give it to me now" He affirmed and Jade started panicking because she couldn't use her power against him. "I wanted this to be a nice thing for both of us but you refused to love me, I did everything I could for you…I deserve it"

"Get off me! NO!" Jade screamed terrified when she felt him breaking her shirt and touching her all over.

"I'll be gentle, don't worry" He said.

"FUCK YOU!" She screamed madly and he laughed as he stroked her legs, he put his hand on her shorts and started pulling them down but Jade closed her legs tightly so it was hard for him. "Stop it, Jade, cooperate" He ordered but she ignored him so he had to move back a little to be able to open her legs, which put all his weight on Jade's feet so she managed to roll over and fall off the bed. "No!" He exclaimed from the impact and she immediately turned to him.

"That was a terrible decision" Jade exclaimed still on the floor and he stared at her scared but a second later he fell off the bed trembling in pain. "How dare you?" She asked as she stood up and kicked his face madly. "You wanted to rape me, you son of a bitch" she said angrily and made sure to make him feel as much as pain as possible.

Jade proceeded to calmly untie her hands while he suffered and then she grabbed his face with her eyes red in anger so he got scared, he'd never seen her so furious. "You thought it'd be easy, right? How stupid of you, Alexander, I thought you were a smart guy" she commented and smirked as she changed the regular pain to a hallucination to make him feel he was on fire. He immediately started twisting over and scratching himself trying to escape the nonexistent fire he thought he was in.

Jade simply let him suffer for about five minutes and then put him out of the hallucination but at that point he was all shaky and he had a lot of scratches all over his skin. She controlled his mind to make him give her the keys of her apartment he had and then made him get out. "I don't want to see you here ever again" she said madly and closed the door on his face.

Two days later the gang was in the garden having breakfast when they saw Jade walking by so they immediately approached her. "Hey, where are you going?" Beck questioned.

"To the office, I got called" Jade simply informed.

"What did you decide?" Tori questioned.

"Nothing, I stand by my decision" She responded and continued walking so they followed her but she ignored them; Jade entered the meetings office and the gang hid outside to wait for her.

"Jade, it's good to see you…You seem more calm now" Anna commented and Jade faked a smile.

"I am" she said. "So what's my new mission?"

"Not so fast, first we need to know which side you're on" Sebastian said.

"Which side? Mine, of course" Jade informed. "I don't know what you expect me to say"

"You should be on your country's side" Alan commented and Jade sighed.

"I've done everything you've asked me to do for the country, my actions in the last mission weren't in any way harmful for the United States…I'm pretty damn sure that two year old baby is not a terrorist" She responded and they stared at her coldly.

"You killed two soldiers and paralyzed the rest" Alexander affirmed and Jade shrugged.

"It was necessary, don't act like you haven't sacrificed innocent people for the cause…except that in my case, they weren't innocent" She said.

"I see, so that's your point of view…" Anna commented.

"Will you give me a mission or may I leave?" Jade asked and Anna chuckled.

"Your mission is very easy, you'll travel to Iraq and manipulate whomever is in charge into bombarding a school, a hospital and an orphanage in Pakistan" Anna informed and Jade stared at her appalled.

"You must be kidding" she commented.

"No, dear, I am not…we need a reason to attack" Anna said.

"You're liking the thought of using me for murder purposes" Jade commented and they smiled. "I'm not gonna do it"

"Excuse me?" Sebastian questioned. "No is not an option, dear, you and your gift belong to us"

"My gift belongs to me and I don't belong to anyone, sorry to break it for you" Jade responded coldly.

"We formed you, we made you what you are now" Alan said upset.

"That's true, Hollywood Arts did a lot for me but that doesn't make me your slave, sorry" Jade commented ironically.

"I think it does, you must do what we tell you to do…It's your job" Alexander affirmed.

"Wow, baby, you'd never been like this to me…It's like your love disappeared in two days" She responded and chuckled so he glared at her angrily. "What a shame, I was really expecting you to beg me to marry you again…I bet you would've liked a better honeymoon than the one you attempted to have two days ago"

"Not happening, you're not worth it" He said and she smiled ironically.

"Oh but I was worth your help a few months ago, right? Do your friends know you kept me updated on everything they did?" Jade asked and all the CEOs turned to Alexander.

"Shut up, bitch" He demanded.

"Oh so they didn't know…well, now you do" She said and smiled at them. "Alexander found me long ago and he told me everything you guys talked about, that's how I knew you weren't near finding me, he even told me some gossip about all of you…by the way, Sebastian, how's Alice? I bet your wife would be glad to meet her, I mean we all want a secretary who does EVERYTHING for us, right?" she commented and chuckled.

"So it's true, you damn traitor" Sebastian questioned shocked and Anna took a breath because she'd suspected it but she hadn't actually given it much importance.

"That's in the past, I wanted her to sleep with me" Alexander said and Jade laughed.

"Oh man, then you must be pretty disappointed that it hasn't happened yet" she said and he glared at her angrily. "Oh and just so you all know, all those marks he has now were made by himself because he was smart enough to break into my apartment and try to rape me but it didn't work, right baby?" she asked and they all turned to him. "I had to teach him a little lesson, nothing extreme…but I think he learnt it"

"You'll regret this I swear to god" Alexander threatened and she raised an eyebrow at him with a cynical smile on her face.

"Really?" She asked and he stood up angrily so she put him in pain. "Sit down…and say it again, I'm the one who's gonna regret it?" she questioned as Alexander trembled in pain on his chair.

"That's enough!" Alan exclaimed and Jade stopped so Alexander started catching his breath.

"I suppose that's all so I'm leaving" she informed.

"Wait!" Anna exclaimed and Jade turned around again. "You might want to reconsider your decision…take a deep breath and answer me, will you take the mission?" she questioned.

"No" Jade affirmed with a straight face and Anna smiled.

"Bad choice" Anna said and it was the last thing Jade heard before everything turned black.


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