Author's note: This might be the longest chapter I've written…
Warning: Sexual content. EXPLICIT
Thanks to my dear beta Abooknerdandproud 3
Enjoy!
"Okay, Maya." The doctor said. "Are you ready to remove all these casts and bandages?"
"Absolutely." She lied. She was scared to shit.
The accident had left her real beat up and although she had more broken bones than cuts, they were pretty deep. It was sure they left nasty scars. She was one to know of having scars, but, unlike the ones she already had, these are physical. It was frightening enough that her body would not be the same it was before, though she thought it wasn't all that, but now her main concern was what Josh might think of it.
"Alright, it may hurt for a few minutes; it's been in the same position for months."
"No problem, I can handle pain." Maya replied.
"But you still need to say something." Added Josh.
"Yeah, Maya. Don't act tough." This was Shawn.
One by one the cast were ripped off from her body. He was right, it did hurt but it was manageable, it faded away a few minutes later.
"Great, let's start with the bandages."
It was the moment Maya dreaded most. She was far from ready to see what her body had become. When the doctor pulled just a corner of one she stopped him.
"Wait." She pushed his hand and sucked a breath.
"You okay?" Josh asked. He knew what was going on. She was afraid he would be disgusted but the truth was he was going to love her scars or not. Sure, he used to be a very superficial person but Maya managed to change him in so many ways. Not that Maya wasn't hot, heck she was gorgeous! But she made him see so differently.
"Yeah… sorry. Please continue." Maya invited he doctor.
When the first bandage came off her right arm she sighs in relief. It was a small faded scar, barely visible. It was practically nothing so Maya didn't feel so bad.
When the second bandage was peeled off her skin her heart sank. It was at the bottom of her abdomen, almost reaching her hip bone. It was pink, almost purple and thick. It was about four centimeters long and even if she squinted to see if it got lost, it didn't.
Not being able to stop staring at it she only reached for the person closest to her.
"It's not that bad." Josh said holding her hand tight.
"It will fade away… right doctor?" Shawn asked concerned of Maya's reaction to it.
"Of course, with time. You can even accelerate the fading process with some especial creams." He smiled, but his smile didn't even give Maya a sense of comfort.
"The next one." Was all she said.
The other scar was just as the first. It was located on the side of her hip.
It was a Sunday, which meant they both had the day off from school and they were now eating lunch with Amy and Alan.
"Wow! Mariah! Cero casts, nice!" Alan said hugging the eighteen year old when she arrived. She only smiled halfheartedly.
"Hi, Maya." Amy greeted. "How was the doctor?" she asked earing a look from Josh that indicated it was not the moment.
"During dinner Maya wouldn't talk other than answer the questions she was made. Excusing herself to go to the bathroom, she rises up quickly so into her thoughts that she doesn't hear the steps behind her.
Without bothering to close the door right she lifts her shirt and pulls down her jeans to reveal the scar the accident had left her.
As her insecurities surged once more Amy entered and saw the reason why Maya was so off.
"That little thing is what has you so troubled?" she asked chuckling.
"I just-"she couldn't continue.
"You're afraid my son won't like you the same. That he'll think it's gross." It was more an affirmation than a question and it caused Maya to blush.
This made Amy laugh softly. "It's okay. It was bound to happen and bite marks take longer to fade." She gave her a knowing look which made Maya wish the earth's ground ate her that very moment.
"Uh… "Maya was speechless. "I guess… yeah. I know I don't have the most perfect body. I'm too pale, too short, too flat…"
Amy laughed hard. "Maya… you are fine! I was like this once." She said before pulling her own shirt up and her jeans down revealing her C-section scar.
"See this?" Maya nods. "I hated this scar. I felt exactly the same way you are. Don't feel so bad your scar isn't even as bad. Anyways, Alan made me see how things were. He said he loved me no matter what and this scar was just a remembrance of my bravery and the miracle of life childbirth is." She smiled covering her scar.
"Yours is of how you survived." Josh added entering the room. "And, what are you talking about?! You're friking hot!" He held her hips. "I wouldn't let you bite down so hard if you weren't." he laughed.
"Ah son!" Alan said. "Don't ruin my image of Mayim!" he covered his ears. "And why are you not disgusted?" he turned to Amy.
"I wash the sheets." She said simply making her way out followed by a distressed Alan.
Maya sighed.
"Maya… I love you so much." Josh whispered to her ear. "a scar is not going to change that." He kissed her cheek. "I promise." He kissed her jaw. "You're beautiful." He kissed her neck while his arms wrapped her around the stomach pressing her against him letting Maya know he meaned it.
She closed her eyes taking in every word and touch lighting up a fire in her she ached to have so much. She turned around taking her lips in between hers grabbing his hips pressing him to her even more, if it was even possible.
The kiss was heated, one of them biting occasionally each other's lips. Friction building between their bodies, Josh decides to stop.
"As much as I missed this, we can't do this here." He said out of breath.
"You're right." She said.
He grabbed her by the hand and ran down the stairs and out the door without even stopping.
"Leaving already?" the older couple asked.
"We really have to go." Was all he said, leaving them confused… for a minute.
"Oh my God." They both said.
Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
They entered the room without parting their lips. Shutting the door with his foot he ripped open her shirt letting the buttons fly in all directions while she undid his belt.
She turned them around and pushed him to the bed and started to strip out of her clothes. He kicked of his shoes and took off his jeans. Maya crawled on the bed on top of Josh. She kisses his lips as she sat on top of his erection. It gave Josh a perfect view of her lacey black bra that barely covered her breasts. He licks his lips unconsciously and he groans as she rubbed herself against him. It's too much for him so he turns them so he's now on top. Impatiently, he unclasps her bra and gets rid of her matching underwear to then take her bundle of nerves in his mouth driving her into a deep wave of ecstasy.
She gasps at the contact. "Oh yes! Yes, yes, yes!" she said excitedly which made Josh want to drive her crazy even more and he did.
"Ah!" she moaned. "Right there, babe. Yes!" she moaned harder gripping his hair. Not that he needed help; it made her feel like she was in control.
When she reached her first orgasm she screamed his name.
"Maya! Shh!" he laughed.
"He kissed his way up, from her center, to her scar, to her bellybutton, to her breasts, to her neck, to her jaw and finally to her lips.
"I love you, Maya." He whispered against her lips, never breaking eye contact.
"I love you too, Josh." She said kissing his lips. She grabbed his shoulders and pushed him against the mattress. She worked her way down to his member, her hot pink lips taking it in making him feel like he would burst in mere seconds. When he feels he can't take it anymore he groans hard to let her know. She gets this and crawls up opening her thighs wide letting him in her. She was tight and silky and it drove him absolutely crazy.
They were now panting, Maya on top, her hands resting on his chest. After a few minutes he turns them over without breaking the bond. Their foreheads pressed together, letting them feel each other's breaths. After about a minute Maya says the word he loves to hear.
"Harder." She moaned. He sped up his rhythm only to be ordered once more.
"Harder, babe." It was barely audible. He thrusts in and out harder and faster.
"I- I-"she was moaning. "I'm coming." She moaned hard making him lose it.
For another minute they groaned and moaned, her nails digging into his skin, his hands gripping her thighs tight leaving marks.
She's now biting his neck and he's sucking on hers, they're like this until they both come.
As they both came down from their highs he filled her face with kisses.
"Now, lying on their sides face to face they both said the words they loved to hear.
"I know I've said it too much, but I love you." he said.
"Every day you show me it in different ways." She smiled. "Thanks for loving me, flaws and all. I love you."
"Of course… you're perfect." He finished holding her in his arms, ready to transport to a world of dreams that included only themselves. That was until:
"That was a nice blouse." She hit's his chest making them both laugh hard.
"If it helps, I'll buy you a new one. No promises it won't end up like that one though as you look freaking hot in it." He said while letting out a sigh.
Maya smiled, and laid on Josh's chest.
"How do you feel now?" He asked.
"What do you mean?" She asked. "About your scars." He whispered.
Maya sighed knowing that this question was going to be asked. "Honestly, I still feel a bit insecure but you've helped me a lot, I love you." She said with a smile.
Josh frowned, at hearing the insecure, and then thought of an idea. He slowly slid down Maya until he reached her scar on her lower abdomen.
"What are you doin.." Maya began until she was suddenly cut off.
Josh started kissing Maya's scar, whispering beautiful while he kissed it. He then kissed a different spot whispering some more words like beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, lovely, striking and even some hots. He kissed up and down numerous times until he had finally got his message across.
He slid back to Maya's face and gently placed a kiss on her lips.
"What about now?" He asked.
Maya smiled, reassuring him that she was absolutely fine now.
"I love you." Maya whispered.
"I love you to." Josh whispered back.
They then cuddled up together and tried to get to sleep. Josh drifted of first.
While Maya was trying to get to sleep she realised something. As long as she had Josh by her side she would never feel insecure.