A week or so after the 'incident' with the suicidal teddy bear and Dean's food poisoning, we're at some bar, where I played pool against some guy.
Just like Dean, I lured my 'victims' into false sense of security, before I bet higher and won the whole shit.
"Come on, dude!" I whined.
"Just, let me win my money back!"
The guy stared at me skeptically before he shrugged.
"It's your cash", he then said.
"Excuse me. My sister's a little sauced to making bets", Dean broke in, popping up after smirking while I 'lost'.
"Hey, she insisted", the guy protested.
"Yeah, but can't you see she's not, in the perfect condition exactly", Sam chimed in.
"Let's call it a night."
The guy smirked.
"Sure, after she loses."
"But you've already taken two bills from her", Dean protested.
I turned my 'drunk' 'annoyed' look over to him before I slurred out something I barely could understand myself.
"Shu 'p 'Ean, I 'ine", I said, before I noticed that I maybe exaggerated, a bit.
Sam rolled his eyes, which Dean noticed and stomped on his foot for. He looked a Dean accusingly, which I found very amusing.
"No, you're not fine, Abster. You're drunk", Sam stated.
"Let's make it $500!" I said and giggled.
"$500?" Dean asked with a loud voice.
"Sure", the guy agreed as I slammed the bills on the table.
"Your break", he told before I smirked slightly toward my brothers.
As we played, I kicked his ass. The guy's face was hilarious. I actually won and was about to take my reward, when…
"We have to go", Sam suddenly said.
I stared at him confused and followed where his eyes looked. And guess who I saw? Miss Demon bitch.
Anger boiled up like water inside me. And why the hell was she here? Except for glaring at me and checking out Sam?
I put away the stick but grabbed the money before the guy could take them and followed Sam. Even if it was something serious going on, me winning pool while playing drunk made me deserve some cash.
"Hey", Sam greeted while the first thing I did was glare at her.
"You got a lot of nerve showing up anywhere near me or Abigail", Dean snapped at her.
"I just have some info and then I'm gone", she scoffed.
" What is it?" Sam asked kind of too nicely.
I kept quiet, even though I wanted to growl at her or Sam for being nice to that bitchy little cockroach.
"I'm hearing a few whispers", she began.
"Wow, demon gossip", I remarked with fake enthusiasm spiking my voice.
"That sounds like something we could trust."
"A girl named Anna Milton escaped from a locked yard yesterday. The demons seem pretty keen to find her. Apparently, some really heavy hitters turned out for a Easter egg hunt", she said and ignored me.
" Why? Who is she?" Sam asked while Dean and I took two shots of tequila, each,
The disgusting taste and the burning in the throat was still much better then hearing the sound of Ruby's voice. But I still listened for some weird reason.
"No idea. But I'm thinking that she's important, cause the order is to capture her alive. I just figured that whatever the deal is, you might want to find before the demons do."
Sam turned his head toward us, just to see me almost choke on the tequila.
"Look, maybe we should check it out", he suggested and hit me in the back.
I swallowed and looked at Sam skeptically.
"Actually, we're quite busy. There's this case we have", I lied and stared at Dean sternly.
"What case?" Ruby snorted.
"Uh, we've got leads, big leads", Dean lied and lied worse than me.
"Sounds dangerous", Ruby said sarcastically.
"Well", I began and turned on my head so I met her eyes with a hidden hate behind them.
"It's more dangerous than chasing after some chick who might not even exist, and even if she does exist, she might not even be important."
Ruby responded my hate-look with the burn-in-Hell-look. Haha, that was quite a bad one, because I don't remember being fried in Hell.
"I'm just delivering the news. You can do whatever you want with it. Far as I'm concerned, I told you, I'm done", Ruby snarled and was about to leave, when Sam grabbed her arm.
"Wait, wait, wait. This hospital Anna escaped from—it got a name?"
And the suddenly, we're back on the road, again.
After researching a bit, Sam found out that Anna probably was hiding in the church she went to.
So, here we were, raising our guns if something would happen, when I noticed her hiding behind a colored window. I slowly put down my gun, holding weapons wouldn't make this any easier.
"Anna? We're not going to hurt you. We're here to help you", I called gently as we neared her.
"My name is Abigail and these are my brothers Sam and Dean."
"Abigail?" Anna replied.
" Not the Abigail Winchester?"
I exchanged looks between Sam and Dean before I replied.
"Uh, yes. It's me", I told her.
The girl Anna went out from her hiding and stared at us astonished. She had red hair, big green eyes and was pretty, which Dean seemed to notice, since he stared at her. And it was something with her, something familiar…
"And you're Sam?" asked Anna and nodded toward Sam, who nodded.
"And you're Dean? The Dean?"
"Well.. yeah. The Dean, I guess", Dean said and smirked slightly, which I almost rolled my eyes over.
"It's really you. Oh my God", Anna said and walked closer.
"The angels talk about you. You and Abigail were in Hell, but Castiel pulled you out, and some of them think you can save us. And some don't like you at all", she told and looked at Sam.
"They talk about you all the time lately. I feel like I know you", she told and stared at us amazed.
I widened my eyes surprised.
"So, you can talk to the angels?" I wondered.
" Oh, no. No, no way. Um, they probably don't even know I exist. I just kind of.. overhear them", she stammered and looked down on the floor.
"You overhear them?" Sam asked.
"Yeah, they talk and sometimes I just hear them in my head", Anna replied.
Dean looked at her with a shocked expression before he opened his mouth to talk.
"Like.. right now?"
"Not right this second, but a lot. And I can't shut them out, there're so many of them", she said quite fast.
Maybe because we were the Winchesters or the fact that we believed her and didn't think she was nuts.
"So, they lock you up with a case of crazies when you were just… tuning to angel radio?" Dean said slightly impressed and with a small smile.
"Yes, thank you", Anna thanked, which made Dean think for himself a moment or two.
Like I said: She was happy that we believed her.
I rolled my eyes at Dean when Sam glared slightly at me. Typical Sam.
"Anna, when did the voices start? Do you remember?" he questioned thoughtfully.
"I can tell you exactly— September 18th", she told us.
Dean and I looked at each other— the day we got out from Hell. Sam stared at us, also realizing it.
"The day we got out of Hell", we said in unison.
"First words I heard, clear as a bell— Dean and Abigail Winchester are saved", Anna informed us.
Team Winchester looked at each other, all of us trying to figure out something. Why? Why did the radio suddenly activate after our rescue?
"What do you guys think?" Dean asked us.
"It's above my pay grade, man", Sam replied.
If things hadn't been serious and this had been an ordinary hunt, I would probably have laughed at it.
We were silent. I hated awkward silences, so I felt quite relieved over Dean breaking it.
"Well, at least now we know why the demons want you so bad. They get ahold of you, they can hear everything on the other side's cooking. You're 1-900-ANGEL", he joked and smiled, making Anna laugh.
Oh, they were just adorable, I cooed in my head.
"Hey, um, do you know— are my parents okay? I— I didn't go home, I was afraid", she then said.
I looked down on the floor, I didn't want to see her face when she found out. But luckily, Ruby stomped in, and that would be the only time I was happy that Miss Bitch was here.
"You got the girl? Good, let's go!" she ordered.
Anna yelped and backed quickly.
"Her face!" she exclaimed horrified.
One thing I learned today: Human angel radios could see the true face of a demon, which was quite nasty.
Ruby's face was really awful, I had seen it once and really didn't want to see it again. I had known she was a bitch but not an ugly bitch, until that moment.
"It's okay, she's here to help", Sam comforted Anna.
"Not so sure about that", I muttered.
"We have to hurry", Ruby said quickly.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because a demon's coming— big timer. We can fight later, Abby", she explained, her voice filled with fear.
My mind then searched through the demons that were quite big bad, and I could only name three big timers, like real big timers. Azazel (who was dead), Lilith (not so dead, very much alive) and last and worst: Alistair.
Please, not Alistair, please…
"Well that's pretty convenient, showing up right after we found the girl with some bigwig on your tail?" Dean almost growled.
"I didn't bring him here. You did", Ruby defended herself.
I widened my eyes shocked. Seriously, were we like demon bait?
"What?"
"He followed you from the girl's house. We got to go now!" Ruby demanded.
"Guys", Sam said slowly and pointed at the statue of Mary, who was bleeding from her eyes.
That didn't happen with statues, I was very sure of that. At least not normally. And it was then I knew who it was, ding ding ding! It was Alistair.
Why'd I have to be right?
"It's too late. He's here", Ruby stated.
Sam grabbed Anna quickly and ushered her into the closet in the church. He then moved back to us, with a flask with holy water.
What would a small flask of that matter now? Alistair wouldn't be affected much by that.
"No, Sam, you got to pull him right away", Ruby told hastily.
I widened my eyes. No, no, Sam would not use his demon mojo. The side effects would probably be disastrous.
"No, wait—" I protested.
"Now's not the time to bellyache about Sam going the dark side. He does his thing, exorcises this demon, or we die", Ruby defended.
We all stared at Sam, who put away the flask awkwardly and we waited. Until the door flew away and revealed a man in his older fifties or something. My money was defiantly on Alistair. Sam raised his hand to do his mojo, which barely worked. Alistair just grabbed his throat lightly, revealed his demony eyes and coughed like he had a cold, until his eyes turned normal.
"That tickles", he mocked as Sam lowered his hand.
"You don't have the juice to take me on, Sam."
He then threw away Sam with his mind, which left us three, a demon and two humans with one demon killing knife. I bet my money we'd win…. not.
I raised the knife and tried to stab him in the back, but Alistair quickly grabbed my arms and stared at me amused.
"Hello again, Abigail", he greeted, before he shoved me into the wall and started to punch me, which made me drop the knife, sadly.
I could see Dean trying to help me, but Alistair quickly mojo-ed him into another wall and continued to beat me.
Every punch hurt, but knowing Alistair, he could inflict much more pain than punches.
"Don't you recognize me? Oh, I forgot. I'm wearing a pediatrician."
"We were so close, in Hell", he continued and punched me in the gut, making me choke for air.
"Of course I know who you are, Alistair", I hissed.
He laughed before he hit me again, and got the knife in his shoulder by Sam. Which didn't seem to hurt him much.
"You have to try a lot better than that, son", he taunted and released me to remove the knife.
I ran/stumbled to Dean as quickly as possible to get him up. When we all were on feet, Sam motioned for the window, which I didn't enjoy. Like really didn't, but we had choice. I pretended we wouldn't crash into glass, more like glass-like sugar, which sounded more fun, as we crashed into the window and fled for our lives with glass in our flesh. Yikes.
Back at the motel, I was busy with pulling out a big chunk of glass that was stuck in my shoulder. As I pulled, the wound burned like acid and I had to clench my teeth not to groan so high. Not so luckily, it was quite deep and had to be stitched. So I did what I had to. And it hurt like a bitch.
Sam was stitching himself while Dean spit blood in the sink.
"Dean!" I said and grimaced as the needle buried itself down in the arm.
"I have some glass in my back, I think."
Dean then gestured for me to take off my shirt, which I did, since it was in the way and we were siblings, and then he started to pull out the glass quickly.
"Never again", I muttered and winced as he poured alcohol over it all.
"Got a dislocated shoulder here. Any help?" he asked me after he was done.
"Just, give me a sec here, almost done."
I winced again as the pulled the thread and cut it off, to then take Dean's wine and pour it over the stitches, which felt like I was skinning myself.
Okay, perhaps not skinning, after all, I had been skinned myself.
"So you lost our magic knife, Sam?" I guessed.
"Yeah, saving your ass. Who the hell was that demon?" Sam asked.
I swallowed and stared at Dean with a slightly fearful look. He understood immediately.
"Not a good one. We have to find Anna", I said.
"Ruby's got her. I'm sure she's okay", Sam insisted, dismissing the worries, his worries at least.
"Right", I muttered.
I positioned myself behind Dean, with my hands on his shoulder. To be honest, I was stronger than people believed I was, popping back a shoulder wasn't a easy thing to do.
"Ready? On three— One!" I said and popped it back, with Dean groaning in agony.
"Thanks, Abster for helping me with the shoulder", I muttered to myself.
I sat down beside Sam, who was holding a bloody towel over his wound. Knowing Anna was with Ruby didn't make me feel good, not at all.
"You sure about Ruby? Cause I think it's just likely she used us to find radio girl and then brought that demon to kill us", Dean said while looking at his shoulder in the mirror.
"No, she took Anna to keep her safe", Sam defended her.
"And she hasn't told us where she is, because…?" I asked.
"Because that demon is probably watching us right now. Waiting to follow us right back to Anna again. That's why he let us go", Sam explained.
I stared at Sam.
"You call this letting us go?"
"Yeah, I do. Look, killing us would've been no problem for that thing. That's why, for now, we just got to lay low and wait for Ruby to contact us", Sam told us.
"How's she gonna do that?" Dean asked.
"Why do you trust her so much, Sam?" I asked.
Sam let out a sigh before he said:
"I told you."
"You gotta explain better than that. Look, I don't want to fight, but I have to know why, to understand. I deserve to know why. We both deserve to know why", I said.
Sam was silent.
"Because… she saved my life."
He then explained how he'd met Ruby and all that. How she'd saved his life. It was just one thing I didn't like when he told us about it, he kind of told us quite detailed how he and Ruby were doing the nasty. And that was disgusting. The image would be carved into my brain as long as I lived. Sam, with Ruby! Yuck..
"Sam", Dean interrupted him as he told us about the sexy times part.
" Yeah?"
"Too much information", we both said on the same time disturbed.
"Hey, I told you I was coming clean", Sam protested.
I wrinkled my nose.
"Yeah, but now I feel dirty and need therapy."
Sam rolled his eyes but to spare mine and Dean's minds, he skipped the rest of that part and told us more about the part where Miss Demon saved his ass. But for some reason, I still didn't trust her.
My gut told me that she was the enemy, and perhaps she was, but that didn't mean that I could not play nice and pretend to believe that manipulating smokey, ugly (at least her true form, her vessel was hot), bitch.
"Whatever you have to say, she saved me. More than that, she got through to me. What she said to me, it's what you two would've said. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be here", Sam said.
Dean and I looked at Sam for a long moment, before someone knocked on the door.
"Housekeeping", a woman said.
"Sorry, ma'am, not now", I told and tried to hide my annoyance, the freaking DO NOT DISTURB sign hung clearly on the doorknob on the other side.
"Miss, I've got clean towels", she said after a moment of awkward silence.
I sighed quietly before I rose open the door to the maid outside.
"Couldn't you just have left the towels outside?" I asked before she kind of shoved them in my arms and then went to pull the curtains close.
She then gave Sam a note, which he took confused.
"I'm at this address", she explained to him while I put the towels on the table.
"I'm sorry, what?" Sam asked and stared at her questionably.
The maid stared at him before she pointed towards the bathroom window.
"Go now. Go through the bathroom window. Don't stop, don't take your car. Don't pass go. There are demons in the hallway and parking lot."
I stared at her and realized that she was Ruby. And I was pretty damn sure that the maid wasn't in coma.
Remember, Abster, pretend to kind of trust her, I reminded myself.
"Ruby?" Sam said loudly.
"Okay, yeah. So I'm possessing this maid for a hot minute. So sue me", Ruby said and put her hands on her hips.
"Yep, defiantly Ruby", I muttered.
Ruby ignored or didn't hear me while Sam still stared at her.
"What about—"
"Coma girl? Slowly rotting on the floor back at the cabin with Anna, so I gotta go. See you when you get there. Go!" she said and left.
"Glad you could make it", Ruby told as she opened the door.
"Thanks", Sam replied.
I noticed Anna sitting on the couch, with no scratch on her, at all.
"Anna, you okay?" I asked her.
"Yeah, I think so. Ruby's not like other demons. She saved my life", Anna told us and smiled.
"I hear she does that", Dean stated while I smiled gently at Anna when I really wanted to grimace.
Still did not trust Miss Demon.
"Well… I guess that Dean and I… you know" I began and thanked myself for drama school, at least the times I could go there.
Ruby crossed her arms amused.
"What?"
"I guess we owe you, for Sam", Dean continued and probably did mean it, tragically.
"And we just wanna… you know", I said awkwardly.
Ruby stared at me even more amused before she replied.
"Don't strain yourselves."
"Okay then", Dean said.
"Good. Because that was awkward", I finished.
" Hey, Abigail, you think it'd be safe to make a quick call, just to tell my parents that I'm okay? They must be completely freaked", Anna stated.
A cold feeling grew in my gut as I looked down.
"Um…" I started and looked desperately at Dean and Sam.
How did you tell someone that you had become an orphan?
"What is it?" Anna asked worried.
I looked at Dean before I sat down beside her. This would really hurt…
"Anna", I mumbled.
"Your parents…"
"What about them?" she said, her voice breaking slightly.
I pressed my lips together before I looked her in the eye.
"I'm sorry."
"No, they're not—"
"Anna, I'm so sorry", I whispered sadly and really did mean it.
She started to cry while I gently stroke her hair, trying comfort her the best as I could, in vain.
"Why is this happening to me?" she exclaimed while sobbing.
My chest felt terrible while I watched her cry.
"I have no idea", I whispered.
Suddenly, she sat up straight, like she had heard something.
"They're coming", she warned panicked.
I widened my eyes and looked up to see the lamps flicker. Oh shit.
"The backroom", Dean ordered before I led her away and closed the door after her.
Dean handed us the shotguns while Ruby searched for something.
"Where's the knife?" she demanded.
I looked at Dean, and started to scratch the back of my head awkwardly.
"Yeah… About that", I said and laughed nervously and uncomfortably.
"You're kidding!" she snapped and glared at me.
"Don't look at me! It was him!" I protested and pointed at Sam.
Sam rolled his eyes at me and stared at me accusingly.
"Thanks a lot", he said.
"You're welcome."
Ruby looked at all of us annoyed. Like annoyed.
"Great. Just peachy. Impeccable time guys, really", she said.
Suddenly, the door started to sound weird and rattled. We all held up our guns, ready to shoot, as the door flew open. The wind suddenly rushed and in and made my hair fly back, right in my face. Great, just great, I thought and blew out the hair from my face.
The sound of wings was heard, and Cas walked in, along with Mr. Grumpy. I glanced at Ruby, who had paled and her eyes became demony.
"Please tell me you're here to help us", I told with a slight annoyance in my voice.
"We've had some demon issues the whole day."
"I can see that", Uriel responded dryly while watching Ruby.
"You want to explain why you have that stain in your room?"
I looked at Ruby before I looked back at Cas.
"We're here for Anna", he told, his eyes locked on mine.
I raised my eyebrow. And why were they here for her?
"Are you here for her like… here for her?" Dean asked, which just sounded weird.
"Stop talking. Give her to us", Uriel said with something dangerous deep down in his voice.
"Why? Are you going to help her?" I asked, while deep down I knew they weren't.
"No, she has to die."
I stared at them dumbstruck. Why kill her?
"Why?"
"Out of the way", Uriel demanded and somehow, it felt like I should say that to him.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa. Okay, I know she's wiretapping your angel chats or whatever, but that's not a reason to gank her", Dean tried to reason.
"Don't worry, I'll kill her gently", Uriel replied and smiled coldly.
I narrowed my eyes and glared at him.
"You're some heartless sons of bitches, you know that?" Dean growled.
"As a matter of fact, we are. And?" Cas said.
I had to be honest there, Cas could be sassy sometimes, even if he didn't know that himself.
"And? Anna's an innocent girl!" I exclaimed and stared at Cas with widened eyes.
"She is far from innocent", Cas told.
I widened my eyes even more.
"And that's supposed to mean…?" Sam wondered.
"It means she's worse than this abomination you've been screwing. Now give us the girl", Uriel said with a harsher tone.
We all exchanged a look between us before Dean spoke up.
"Sorry. Get yourselves another one. Try JDate", Dean mocked.
I smirked at Uriel, before that smirk faltered.
"Who's gonna stop us? You three? Or this demon whore?" Uriel taunted before he grabbed Ruby and flung her into the window.
He then took a grip on her throat and seemed to be trying to smite her. How much I wanted her dead, I owed her. After all, she saved Sam's life, manipulating him or not.
Oh well, had no choice then.
I went behind him and hit him in the head with my elbow, which only made him turn to me pissed. He stopped my second punch and began to crush my hand. I yelped and tried to release it with my other, when his fingers touched my forehead.
A wave with power flowed inside me whispered one word forcefully over and over again: Sleep.
I squinted my eyes shut, ready to fall asleep, when nothing really happened.
With nothing happening, I slowly opened my eyes surprised, but my reaction was nothing compared to the angels.
Dean and Sam were already unconscious as Uriel stared at me confused and shocked, which I smirked at.
"Looks like your mojo doesn't work on me, sucker", I sassed and kicked him in the gut.
He staggered but quickly returned with hitting me, over and over again. Even if I seemed to be immune to the sleeping dose, that dude could still throw punches very good.
Uriel kicked me down on the floor and I was quite sure that he enjoyed it. While I loathed it.
"I'm been waiting for this", he mused and was about to make me faint forcefully, or just kill me to later resurrect me or something, when a white light appeared.
Something inside me was forcefully pulling me against the wall. I was flown back into the wall and crashed painfully. But Cas and Mr. Douchebag weren't that lucky. Cas spread his arms before the white light sent him away, but before he disappeared, I could see the shadow of his wings appear, and then, they were gone.
Ruby stared at me shocked, like I had exploded into glitter.
I rose from the wall and pulled her up.
"What the hell happened?" I whispered scared.
She stared at me even more, which annoyed me.
"How did you do that?" she said.
I looked her in the eye and answered honestly.
"I have no idea."
After a second, Dean and Sam woke up, groaning like they had a headache.
Ruby went to help them up while I opened the door the backroom, and found Anna bloody.
"Anna? Anna!" I exclaimed horrified and pulled up her arm to see a deep gash in it..
"Are they gone?" she panted.
I looked up and saw a sigil, painted in blood,
"Are they dead?" I asked, hoping Cas wasn't.
Even if he was a 'heartless son of a bitch', I kind of cared for him.
"No, I sent them away", Anna said while I took a piece of cloth and wrapped it around her arm.
"Far away."
"Can you tell me how you know that spell?" I wondered as my brothers came in with Ruby.
"That just popped in my head. I don't know I how did it. I just did", she said, becoming slightly weaker of the blood loss.
I looked at Sam and Dean, and gestured outside, while Ruby was going to fix the wound.
"What do you think?" I asked.
"I think Anna's getting more interesting by the second", Sam said.
"Yeah, I agree. And what did they mean by 'she's not innocent'?" Dean asked.
I shrugged and glanced at her, who winced slightly while Ruby seemed to stitch the gash in her arm.
"They want her, and not because of angel radio, because that blood spell, that was some big stuff", I stated.
"Something's going on with her", Dean said and glanced at her too.
"See what you two can find out."
I raised my eyebrow.
"And you?"
"Anna may have set the angels to the outfield, but sooner or later, they're gonna be back. We gotta get us safe now", he said.
Dean called Bobby, who was on vacation and let us borrow his house, if we paid for everything we destroyed of course.
Gotta love Bobby.
After doing some more research about Anna, we found out about her screaming about her real father and that he'd kill her. So we, of course, called Pamela, who was eyeless, literally, since Cas.
And since she wanted to make the angels' job hard, she helped, and we found out that Anna was an angel. That was quite… strange. After searching and finding her Grace's location, we traveled there to get it, and it was stolen. Of course.
"Well, we still got the hex bags. I say we head back to the panic room", Dean suggested.
"What, forever?" Ruby stated.
"I'm just think out loud!" he exclaimed annoyed.
"Oh, you call that thinking?"
"Hey, hey, hey. Stop it", Sam interrupted.
"Anna's Grace is gone, you understand? She can't angel up. She can't protect us. We can't fight Heaven and Hell. One side maybe, but not both. Not at once", Ruby stated.
I looked at Anna, who looked like she was listening to something, in her head.
"Um.. Guys, the angels are talking again", she said.
"What do they say?" I asked.
"It's weird, like a recording, a band. It say 'Dean and Abigail Winchester give us Anna by midnight, or..'"
I frowned.
"Or what?"
"Or we hurl them back to damnation", she finished, making my heart almost stop.
No, I didn't want to go back there. Not after all that happened. Not after…
I screamed, until they ripped up my throat. Warm, wet bloodroot down inside my throat down inside me while the wound burned. They started the torture like this every time, every day.
While I choked on my own blood, they started to rip off the skin of my face and body, slowly and agonizing.
After the first part was done, the scalpel went up in me and started to work its way up, destroying me from the inside out.
As the torture went on inside me, someone poured a liquid over me, which started to hiss on the damaged tissue….
After the everything was over, for today and my body was whole again, Alistair showed up, smiling.
"Yes… Or no?" he asked.
"Abby! Abby!" a voice exclaimed while I could feel something sting on my cheek.
The image of Alistair slowly disappeared and was replaced by Sam and Dean kneeling beside me, their faces full of anxiousness.
I was breathing hard and fast, feeling like my head was a ticking bomb.
"I'm here", I panted.
"I'm here."
I realized that I sat on the ground and rose, only to lean on Sam, crying.
"Abby, what happened?" he asked.
My body hurt, like it had happened all over again. I felt so weak, both mentally and physically. What had I done? Why had I done it?
"It's… it's nothing", I mumbled against his chest.
"Abby, that wasn't nothing. It was Hell, wasn't it?" Sam realized.
I was silent before everything went black.