Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been super busy. I don't know if I should continue this story, though. Anyways here is chapter two.

Chapter 2

That night, after Austin left to go home, I couldn't stop thinking about that moment we almost shared. I kept seeing his perfect eyes that I could have sworn were filled with longing. This is the first time in seven years that I actually feel like Austin may feel the same way as I do. It is 3 in the morning and I just can't sleep. How could I possibly sleep when just hours earlier, the guy I've been pining over for half my life almost kissed me? I felt my eyes getting tired and I soon fell asleep dreaming of him.

"Ally, I've always loved you. Since the moment I saw you, I knew you were the one." Austin said as he held my hands in his larger ones. They fit perfectly, like they were made to fit that way.

"Ally, will you be my girlfriend?" He asked with a sheepish smile.

Without hesitation, I replied "obviously". Then, in that moment, he started to lean in again. He had the same look he had earlier. Our lips are cm apart. This is it…

"Don't you worry, don't you worry, child. Heavens got a plan for you…" (Don't you worry child by Swedish house mafia). Justin was singing as he was doing his hair in the bathroom across from my room. His pitchy voice dragged me out of my dream. This is the second time that Justin has ruined a kiss with Austin. Sure, one of them was a dream, but still, come on.

"Morning, Als!" Justin was never this chipper in the morning. Usually he was moping around the kitchen looking for food. I knew what he was doing.

"Justin, I'm fine, you don't have to be all happy just to cheer me up." His eyes grew wide as he realized was onto his plan, then in a really high voice, the voice he makes when he lies, he says, "What? Psh. I'm not…" then his voice returned to normal, "Fine, you got me. Are you sure you are ok? I can talk to mom and see if you can stay home today."

"Justin, I'm fine. Well, except for one thing…"

"What? What is it Ally?"

"You just ruined a perfectly good song by singing it" I gave him a cheeky smile, and then he feigned hurt and left. To be perfectly honest I was not fine. I never knew what breaking up felt like. It feels like you can't control anything in your life and a part of you has just been taken. I know that we were only together a few months, but it still hurts. Today was going to be extra awkward with avoiding Dallas and the whole Austin thing.

When I walked into school, I got a bunch of sympathetic looks. Everyone knew about the breakup. I hate being the center of attention, so I try to run into an empty classroom. I see the nearest one and head towards it, but before I go into the room, I see something that nearly breaks my heart again. Austin and his junior girl were making out in the room. My eyes started to water as I saw my dream boy with a different girl. At that moment I realized how stupid I was to think that Austin really liked me, and the moment we had yesterday just shattered into a million pieces. I ran to the bathroom and collapsed in the stall, balling.

"Ally? Are you okay?" I heard the familiar voice of my best friend, Laura.

"No, I'm not" I said crying as I opened the stall.

Austin's POV

After Ally calmed down, Justin and I went back to play some more games. Usually I beat him at everything, but my mind was somewhere else. I don't know what came over me. I was really sad to see her sad. And angry at Dallas for hurting her. Then I saw her face. In that moment, I realized just how beautiful Ally was. Even with red eyes and a runny nose, she looked so pretty. I had no idea what I was doing. She is my best friend's sister, and my pseudo sister, why on earth would I try to kiss her? None the less, I tried to kiss her. I was going to kiss her, too, but Justin came in and ruined everything. Ruined? I mean he…he saved me from making a huge mistake.

As I walked home, I couldn't stop thinking about Ally. What was happening to me? I have a girlfriend, Jane. She is pretty, even though ally is prettier. But Jane is smart, Ally is a genius. Jane is nice and funny, but Ally is the kindest person I've ever met and she makes me crack up. Ugh…why am I even comparing the two? Jane is my girlfriend; Ally is like a little sister.

The rest of the night I forced myself to stop thinking about her. It wasn't easy, but I finally fell asleep.

As soon as I woke up, ally was back in my mind. So once I got to school, I looked for Jane. As soon as I found her I rushed us into an empty classroom. I had to kiss her to get Ally off my mind. We were making out for few minutes when I pulled away.

"Austy? Are you ok?"

"No, I'm not."