Sorry I didn't update last week. My life has been hectic to say the lest.

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I sigh and drop it, I know if its really that important he would say something.

"Well I'll be here if you need me," I squeeze his hand a little.

"I know you are," he gives me a sad smile and lays back down.

We sit in silence for a few minutes when there is a knock at the door.

Chogi walks in and I release both of my hands to grab the food he brought with him.

"I brought you some dinner," he hands me the food and I set it in my lap.

"I should tell you that if Tsunade sees you all in that bed together she'll kick both people who don't new to be in it out of the hospital," he explains as nicely as possible.

"Well, you heard him you guys, its time for you to get up," I patted both of their hands.

"That's too troublesome when it's so warm right here," shikamaru wined.

"Well to bad because I want you to stay with me and you'll get kicked out otherwise."

Kiba and shikamaru slowly got up and sat down in a nearby chair.

"I'm sorry. I know you didn't want to have to get up."

Shikamaru sighed, "Well if its that or getting kicked out I would rather sit over here."

I smiled, "thanks." I sat and stared at my food not wanting to eat it.

"You need to eat your food Dei," Kiba picked up the food and put it closer to my face.

I pushed it back down, "Ya I know."

He put it back in my face, "then eat it."

"Okay, okay I get it," I opened the container and started eating.

Kiba nodded, "that's better."

I glared at him not being able to talk with food in my mouth.

He simply stuck his younger out at me and stood up. "Well im going to go get my own food, I'll be back in a few minutes," Kiba walked out the door to go get some food.

"Huh, I've never seen him so... I don't know the word for it," shikamaru looked at the door after him.

"I think you mean annoying."

"No, I've seen him way worse then that. I think he might actually be worried about you," shikamaur crossed his arms and leaned back in his chair.

"I don't know... I haven't actually seen him since the funeral and that was 2 years ago. I don't feel like I really know him at all any more," I sighed.

"He's still the same old Kiba. Sure he has some things he hasn't told you but he's had that secret since freshman year of high school,"

"That seems like so long ago, I guess it kind of is though that was 7 years ago. Seven long years of confusion and pain," I leaned against the wall and closed my eyes.

*flash back begins*

"Well Dei our first day of high school, how do you feel?" Sasori looked down at my face.

I looked up at him and smiled, "I think we're growing up. It still feels like we're in 6th grade and you just told me how you feel."

"Ya it does, but were in high school now and I live with you here. Everythings changing," sasori took my hand and started walking toward the school.

*end flash back*

"Ya know I never would have guessed things would turn out like this, but after everything that's happened I can't imagine it any other way."

Shikamaru looked over to me, "me either Dei, me either."