Hey there, so I apperently found some time to write ;)
I Hope you remember my characters Jasmin, Daniel and their son Chris. Hope you like this chapter.

Kensi arose early the next morning, as she has been for a couple of weeks now. She didn't sleep well. Her night was haunted by either nightmares or dreams of her team, her family. The latter weren't really bad, on the contrary they were good dreams. She liked them but waking up and realizing it only was a dream, that was horrible. She had thought about killing herself more than once after having one of those dreams, but that would mean that she was weak. And she didn't want to be weak, she never has been weak. So she had brushed those thoughts away every time.

So now every morning she did some training. She wanted to get stronger and once she was strong enough she would fight Mark and it would either kill her or she would win. But there was no way in hell she was living this life until she died. She just couldn't do nothing day in and day out for the rest of her life. She took advantage of the trust Mark had in her and would use it against him. He gave her freedom inside the house and in the garden, and he would even leave her alone for a couple of days.

So she would work out without his notice. And maybe it would pay off someday. Hopefully sooner than later. But even if she would win that fight, she would still need to get rid of that bracelet. But that was a problem for afterwards.

After she finished her training, she took a quick shower and started to prepare some breakfast. Maybe he would trust her even more if she didn't fight him or his orders. That's why she decided to be nice to him although that wasn't easy, considering that he was the reason for this hell. But she'd try for Deeks and for Sophia.

"Good morning Kensi."

She swirled around not having heard him entering the kitchen.

"You scared me."

"Sorry didn't mean to."

He sounded honest. That was the confusing thing about him. Some times he would act like nothing was wrong and he cared for her and then other times he would beat the crap out of her and get angry when she just did as much as breathe. He took the bowl of cereals she offered him and sat down at the table.

Kensi sat down on the other side of the table. They ate in silence. It was always quiet around them, they just talked when it was absolutely necessary.

"I'm going to leave for a week. There's enough food in the fridge and shelves. Don't do anything stupid. You know the consequences, don't you?"

"Yes I won't do anything stupid."

He left early the next morning. Kensi didn't hear him leave but she found the note he had left on the table in the kitchen. After breakfast, she immediately started her work out program. She would to that ever day he wasn't home for the next few month.

"Daddy can I wear this? Do I look nice?"

Sophia stood in front of the mirror in her room with Deeks watching fro the doorway. Today was visiting day in Sophia's class. The parents would visit their children and stay for a couple of hours while the kids would show what they have prepared. He wondered how Sophia would cope with the fact that the other kids would have two parents watching them and she would only have him. He really hoped it didn't threw her back to having nightmares.

"You look nice Soph, don't worry. "

He stepped behind her and kissed the top of her head. She wore her brown wavy hair down just like Kensi did.

"Come on princess lets eat some breakfast."

They went into the kitchen and while Sophia sat down, Deeks made some pancakes.

"So what did you prepare for today pumpkin.?"

He had tried to get to know it several time but she wouldn't tell him. He admired that she didn't slip up but he wanted to know.

"I won't tell you daddy, we're not supposed to tell anyway."

"Come on pumpkin just a tiny hint?"

"No daddy."

He sighed in defeat.

"Alright. I guess I have to wait then."

He looked at his watch and saw that it was time to go.

"Lets get going Sophia. You don't want to be late today, do ya?"

She jumped of her chair and ran over to him, grabbing his hand and dragging him towards the front door.

"Come on then daddy. Today is important!"

He laughed at her eagerness.

The closer they got to her school the more nervous she got. They found a parking spot near to Sophia's school.

"I wish mommy was here." "Me too, pumpkin, me too."

Deeks took her hand in his and together they walked to her classroom. It was filled by children and parents and therefore it was very loud.

"Hey Sophia! Come on look what my mom gave me."

Chris shouted excitedly from his place, waving with his hand. Deeks let go of her hand and Sophia ran off. He went to the back of the classroom where Jasmin and Daniel were already waiting for him.
They talked about stuff just like their children did until the teacher walked in.

"Good morning everyone."

"Good morning Mrs. Fisher." The kids answered in unison.

One after another, the children presented their essays, project or whatever they have prepared. Chris for example prepared a presentation about Germany, the home country of his parents. Then it was Sophia's turn and she stepped in front of the class and began to speak.

"My name is Sophia Mary Deeks-Blye and I'm 7 years old. I wrote an essay about my hero. My hero isn't actually a hero but a heroine. Her name was Kensi Marie Blye and she was my mother."

Okay so I was wondering if i should acutally write taht essay about Kensi. And since I couldn't find an answer, it's up to you all. Should I write it or not?
Just let me know ;)
Linds