The Ghosts Of The Past Chapter 3: White As The Snow Pale, a twilight fanfic

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THE SONG IN HERE IS NAMED 'PALE' BY WITHIN TEMPTATION.

EVERY SONG HERE IN THIS STORY IS BY WITHIN TEMPTATION.

CHAPTER 3

"Hello." My mom answered.

"Hey mom, could you get dad I need to tell you guys something." I said and my mom called Charlie.

"Hey sweetheart, what's going on?" My dad said.

"I'm singing again."

Silence.

"And Angela took me today to the studio and I'm the new lead singer of Silver Hearts."

More silence.

"Bella are you sure your ready to sing again?" Renee asked with worry on her voice.

"Mom I had another dream." I told them.

"And what did she say sweetheart?" Charlie said.

"She told me to go to the audition, I know she wouldn't have wanted for me to stop singing dad, and that's what I did since she died and… the feeling of singing again was so overwhelming and amazing I've missed it a lot." I said as I started crying.

After telling them that the said that they would support me no matter what and I believed them because Kristine would have done that no matter what.

~One Month Later~

I was in a field or rather a meadow with a beautiful black dress. Far away I could see a beautiful blossomed tree and there was somebody there. When I got to the tree what I saw made me smile, it was Kristine in a beautiful white flowing dress and a beautiful white and violet lily behind her ear.

"Hey little sis." She said to me.

"Hey Kris." I said with a smile.

"Bella today you will start recording with the people who will become your family and today you will compose a song with the feeling of this." She said with a tear rolling down her face.

It all turns black. Pure and undefined blackness.

February 7, 2004. 11:02 pm.

"Kris please can you stop speeding, all we need is to get stopped by the cops." I tell Kristine since she's speeding and we really don't need dad to see the police report of his two daughters being arrested for driving under the influence and with one of them being a minder. And to top it all it's raining cats and dogs. Ha ha, cats, dogs. Lol.

"Oh come on Bella its way too late and it's raining way to hard for the cops to see us."

CRASH. PAIN. DARKNESS.

The sweet melody she always sings is the last memory in my head before the darkness.

I start to stir and it hurts. The lights are too bright. Where am I? White surrounds me. So much pain.

"Bella?" I sad voice speaks to me.

I try to speak but there is something that doesn't let me. "Sweetheart don't speak just yet let me go find the doctor." That sad, sad voice says to me while getting up.

What happened?

Where am I?

Why can't I speak?

I look at my surrounding and immediately knew that I was in a hospital room.

WHAT THE FUCK? I started to panic, the heart monitor started peeping really fast, Charlie, my dad entered the room and was followed by a doctor and a few nurses.

"Isabella you need to calm down so we can take out the tube that is down your throat ok?" the beautiful doctor told me and surprisingly I did calm down enough for the nurses to take the tube out of my throat.

After that he made me drink a lot of water before I talked. "Why am I here?" I said hoarsely.

"Oh honey." My mom said as she started crying. WTF?

"Mom… where is Kristine?" I feared the worst, the only thing I remember is a lot of pain and… CRASH!

"Daddy where is she? She's ok right? She has to be." I said as tears started rolling down my face. NO!

I wake up. I'm breathing harshly and I'm sweating. I haven't dreamed of the crash in so long. Inspiration, I'm all alone. I start to write in my journal the song that Kris said I was going to write.

The world seems not the same, though I know nothing has changed. It's all my state of mind, I can't leave it all behind…
Have to try to break free from the thoughts in my mind. Use the time that I have, I can't say goodbye, have to make it right. Have to fight, cause I know in the end it's worthwhile, that the pain that I feel slowly fades away…
… Despite how I feel inside, have to trust it'll be alright. Have to stand up to be stronger.
… No more pain, I'm floating away. Through the mist see the face of an angel, who calls my name. I remember you're the reason I have to stay.

"Bella are you ready to go?" Angela asked through the locked door that let to my room.

"Give me 30 minutes and I'll be out." I said as I closed my journal and backed it in my bag and I got in the shower. When I was finished I got my violet with gold rhinestones long dress on and got my bag and I went on my way to the studio with Angie.

When we got to the studio we were the first ones there so, while Angela called Caius to tell him that we were here I went in the room where a beautiful black Steinway grand piano was. I sat down and from my bag I took out my journal and opened it where I had written the song.

And I started playing. Playing and singing; when I was down some one was applauding. Edward.

"Is that a Bella original?" He asked. I nodded.

"Do you mind if I join in the fun and put some guitar to that wonderful song?" He asked. Why does he have to be so weird like that, it's just… a big turn on. Oh god!

"Sure, after all I was thinking that maybe I don't want to sing only your songs but also mine." I say.

"Well if all your songs have such deep and sad lyrics maybe it is a good idea." He said smiling sweetly at me.

When the entire band had arrived at the studio Edward decided that he only wanted 4 of his songs in the new album and that the rest I could write. How convenient.

After showing my song to the band, only one person didn't want it in the album. Rosalie. I don't know what her problem is with me but she looks at me with hatred.

So we started rehearsing and I help the girls get the notes of the song was a bit hard doing Alice since she's soprano but she got the notes pretty easily; with Victoria it was easy but she wanted to do something different so the song would have more happiness then I told her that the song was inspired in the death of someone I love and she went with it. Now with Rosalie that was another story, even though she did everything right her attitude was bugging me and I told her exactly that.

"Look Rosalie I don't know what your fucking problem is but I don't have to work with it, all I'm trying to do is be nice to you but you just don't want to either your attitude gets nicer or I'll get meaner, you got it?" I said getting really pissed.

"Thank god your tough girl because if you weren't you would've quit by now. And yeah I'll back off." She said with a smile-smirk.

Thank god! So after the boys got the rhythm and melodies Caius said that we were ready to record our first song.

Emmitt went in a separate room from all of us; Alice, Rosalie and Victoria went in another one; Jasper and James in one and Edward and me in the main room.

"The world seems not the same,
Though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
Have to stand up to be stronger."

"Have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright."

"I know, should realize
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it'll be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger."

"I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be all right."

"Oh, this night is too long.
Have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist see the face
Of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay."

"Bella what's the name of this song?" Edward asked.

"Pale."

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