MY BETA FINALLY GOT AROUND TO EDITING SO HERE IT IS. NOW READ THIS BITCHES :p

CHAPTER 12

"Oh Bella." He said as he started kissing me passionately. My hands took a mind of their own and grabbed Edward's hair and pulled him to me. He then grabbed my/his t-shirts and lifted it just under my breast but I wanted more, I wanted him to touch me and touch me everywhere.

"Edward, please, please touch me." I moaned looking into his beautiful green eyes. I wanted to look away from his green eyes, but I couldn't, it was just too intense and full of lust. The intensity and mood in the air had shifted from awkwardness to desire and lust in a matter of seconds.

"Ed…ward, please… need more, please… needs." And now I was rambling and stuttering and moaning.

"Needs? Now tell me, what are the needs that you want me to take care of Isabella?" He murmured with a lustful tone as he leaned forward and I leaned backward, eventually settling on my elbows as he towered over me, his body nearly parallel to mine. I shifted my legs so they were on either side of his body so he could position himself almost fully on top of me.

"Is this what you need Isabella?" he asked as he pressed his lower half of his body to mine and ground his obviously enlarged and thick member into my pelvis making me gasp. I could feel the heat radiating from him through the thin sweatpants he had changed into. I had never felt so much lust in my life

"Or maybe you need this?" He suggested as he leaned down and grazed his nose and lips over my almost covered nipples, lightly nipping with his lips making me moan hard and raw.

"So tell me, Isabella, what do you need me to do?" His eyes were almost black, feral-looking. It might have scared me if I wasn't like aroused in my entire life. He shifted his position and ran his nose from my jaw to my earlobe. He lightly sucked and bit on my ear before tracing the shell on my ear with his tongue. I felt his hand wrap around my waist and pull my body closer to his. Damn it! He has to be the biggest I'll ever have.

It was just too hard to think. I was certain of what I wanted him to do, but I couldn't say it. My body screamed for him to touch me, to fill me, to do whatever the hell he wanted to do. I was still a little scared being my first time and all but right now, I couldn't find it in myself to give a damn what he did.

"I need you Edward; I need you to touch me." I whispered.

"Where?" He whispered into my ear while giving me goosebumps.

"Shit. Everywhere." I whimpered.

I heard him exhale and slowly move his hand from my waist and trail down my side to my thigh. He pulled his body back and began running both his hands softly and lightly up and down my legs.

"Is this how you want me to touch you?" He smirked at me. Smug son of a bitch bastard.

"No. I want you to touch me here." I grabbed his right hand, letting his fingers trail along my inner thigh, leading his palm to ghost over my apex. "And I want you to touch me here." I whispered as I grabbed his left hand and placed it firmly on my breast. I heard him take a deep breath and slowly exhale again.

"As you wish," he murmured. He leaned forward and shifted his body so that he was lying on his side next to me. I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him in for a deep kiss. I needed the contact desperately and was greatly relieved when he kissed me back with a force and passion that I had never felt from him.

I let out a low moan and shifted as I felt his hand still resting between my legs. It was as if my sounds reminded him of his position and he used the heel of his palm to grind against my clit. Then he bent his fingers and stroked the rest of me.

"Edward," I said between gasps of breath, "I want you to touch me, not my panties." He slipped his hand into my panties and I groaned when he reached his destination.

"Bare, Bella? I wouldn't have guessed that," he said against my lips.

"Yeah, you don't like it?" I said. I knew I shouldn't have let Rose talk me into this, SHIT!

"It's more than okay." He kissed me again. His hand resumed its position. This time his finger was tracing me as his palm lightly moved in circles over my clit once again. He slipped one finger in and I gasped.

"Jesus fuck, you feel good." He cried. He instantly slipped a second digit in causing me to moan. He slowly moved his two fingers in and out of me; I knew that that was because he wanted to make me get used to the feeling of his fingers deep in me. He bent his head lower and began to suck on my nipple through my thin t-shirt causing me to moan louder.

"Edward!" I called out as I began to grind against his hand. "Please," I desperately begged him. "Please make me come." His speed increased; I could feel him curling his fingers inside me, hitting that sweet spot. A few strokes later I felt the swirling fire building in my abdomen and working its way down. He rubbed more furiously, as my orgasm was building quickly.

"Jesus, Bella you're beautiful." He growled in my ear. "I need you to come, I need to see it." The vibrations from his chest and from his growl were the final snapping point. I squeezed my eyes shut and arched my back as I ground into his hand. I saw stars and comets and rainbows and SHIT as every nerve-ending came alive. I called out his name over and over again. It was one of the most intense orgasms I had ever experienced.

Coming down from my high, I was sure of one thing. Whatever Edward Cullen did with his hands, I wanted him to do it again and again and again. If he could do that with just his hand, the prospect of us doing anything more both scared and excited the hell out of me.

I half expected him get out of bed and wash his hands, but when Edward pulled his hand away from me slowly making me look up. Once he made sure I was watching, he slowly slid each finger in and out of his mouth. "Delicious." He said moaning.

Once I was laying on what would become my place in his bed I thanked him.

"Thank you." I said as I looked at the ceiling.

"There's no need to thank me love. I've wanted to do that since I first laid eyes on you." He admitted.

"Really?"

"Yes, really." He said chuckling. "Now is not the time for that discussion. Right now I want you to stay the night with me."

"Really?" I said again. Wow now I sound like a broken record.

"Yes." He said with another chuckle.

"Besides, Alice wants to take you shopping and before you object and just so you know, you won't be buying a lot just a few things for the tour." He said as he wrapped he hands around my waist and kissed my hair, then he grabbed his cell and texted somebody.

"Who are you texting?" I asked.

"Alice. I told her to move the party to her and Jasper's place, because I want tonight to be all about us." He said with a sweet smile on his face.

As I started to drift into unconsciousness I could have swore that I heard Edward whisper 'I love you'.

"No Alice I don't want to get lingerie!" I yelled at her as she tried to get me into Victoria's Secret. Fuck, now everyone is looking. Please God kill me now!

"Oh come on Bella," She whined. "I know that you and Edward are soooo close to finally admitting your love which will lead to hot, steamy and hot sex!" She said frustrated while I stood looking at her as if she had 4 heads.

"Um Alice… I don't think that by wearing lingerie Edward and I are going to have our first time anytime soon. Apparently he wants to make my first time really special so… yeah." I said blushing.

"Wait, what?" She said. Fuck I forgot that Alice didn't know! Yay me (Insert sarcasm here).

"Nothing Alice and fine lets by me some undies." I said trying to divert that conversation for now.

"Oh HELL no! Bella you're a virgin?" She whispered- yelled at me.

"Yes Alice, now can we please not talk about it now." I said blushing 15 shades of red.

"Oh my god, we're going home NOW!" She said grabbing my hand and all her AND my bags and almost running toward her car.

We didn't talking on our way to my house but she did look at me oddly at every red lights we had to stop at; now, I understand that being a 23 year old virgin now a day's wasn't really common but come on! Alice is exaggerating with this. Once we were at my building, Alice grabbed everything and went straight to my apartment and then, she started talking. She first asked me if I was for real with the whole virgin thing and I told her that yes I was, then, she preceded on asking my about my ex boyfriends and what I've done with them and I told her that sure I've given bj's and hj's to both of them (yes, I've only had two boyfriends, unless you count the time at kinder garden when I told Jackson that he was my boyfriend because if that count I've only had three) and sure they've gone down on me but I just never really felt comfortable enough that I'd let either of them to poke me. Anyways she went on and on and on until around 6:30 pm when Edward came to save me from more torture.

"Ok Alice get the fuck out, I think I deserve some time with my girl." He said sternly once I opened the door to let him in.

"Fine." She huffed as she got up and coming to hug and kiss me and then she left.

"Oh thank god you're here." I said hugging him and then grabbed his hand and while intertwining our fingers.

"Anytime love." She said as he kissed my cheek. Sigh! He called me love… Wait, what? Oh what ever.

"B I have something to tell you." He said as we sat down at my couch. "Can I borrow your guitar?" He said nervously.

Once I told him where it was, he tuned it, played some notes and then he started singing one of my favorite songs.

"Hey where did we go,
Days when the rains came
Down in the hollow,
Playin' a new game,
Laughing and a running hey, hey
Skipping and a jumping
In the misty morning fog with
Our hearts a thumpin' and you
My brown eyed girl,
You my brown eyed girl."

"Whatever happened
To Tuesday and so slow
Going down the old mine
With a transistor radio
Standing in the sunlight laughing,
Hiding behind a rainbow's wall,
Slipping and sliding
All along the water fall, with you
My brown eyed girl,
You my brown eyed girl."

I just had to sing with him this part, I just had to. He knows my favorite song and he is singing it to me, the best boyfriend ever. God I love him.

Do you remember when we used to sing,
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da

"So hard to find my way,
Now that I'm all on my own.
I saw you just the other day,
My how you have grown,
Cast my memory back there, Lord
Sometime I'm overcome thinking 'bout
Making love in the green grass
Behind the stadium with you
My brown eyed girl
You my brown eyed girl."

"Do you remember when we used to sing
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da."

"Edward I love you." I said.

JUST SO U KNOW BELLA WAS BORN IN JULY21 1987 SO THAT MAKE HERE 16 WHEN THE ACCIDENT WITH KRIS HAPPENS.

HOW ABOUT THAT? DID YOU LIKE THE CLIFFIE AND IS EDWARD GOING TO SAY IT BACK, KEEP TUNE WITH 'THE GHOSTS OF THE PAST'.

OK SO YOU KNOW THE DRILL BLAH, BLAH,BLAH SO JUST REVIEW.

WITH LOVE, RG94