A/N: Again thanks again for all the reviews! Here's the next chapter. Hope you enjoy! Enjoy! Sorry for any grammatical mistakes but I have a shitload of homework and wanted to get this up tonight.
Aria's P.O.V
I woke up with Ezra's strong arms wrapped around me. I rub my eyes and look all around me making sure it is all real. It is. I turn my body so that I am now facing a sleeping Ezra; I quickly give him a peck on the lips and slowly get up and head to the bathroom. It's Wednesday today which means work in the morning and school in the afternoon. During my shower I think about how I will tell Ezra about Sophie. Since its Thanksgiving tomorrow, I decide I will wait and tell him later, not wanting to ruin his Thanksgiving. I get out of the shower, get dressed and head back to the bedroom. I still find Ezra sleeping soundly. I check my cellphone and just as I expected, I have a bunch of missed calls and texts from the girls and Ella. I quickly call Ella back.
"Good morning sweetie, how was your night?" Ella asks
"Good morning, it was amazing." I reply
"Good thing Sophie slept over huh?"
"Mom,"
"What sweetie?"
"So did you know all about him coming over?"
"Yeah, he called us yesterday morning explaining everything and that's why we took Sophie"
"Mom, you don't know how happy I am right now, but I'm scared on what might happen with his mom"
"Don't worry about it, just be happy and live the moment. Does he know yet?"
"No, not yet I want to wait until this weekend or something. I need to come up with a way to tell him, I thought he knew but apparently he didn't"
"Just do it as soon as you can, he needs to be a part of her life"
'Yeah well I will see you tomorrow for Thanksgiving. Can you have Mike bring Sophie over?"
"Yea, bye"
I put my phone down and head back into the bedroom to find Ezra starting to wake up. I walk over to him and sit on the bed beside him.
"Good morning handsome. What do you want for breakfast?"
"You!" He replied
He rolled over so that he was now on top of me and started kissing my neck softly.
"Ezra I'm serious." I laugh "I have work in about an hour I need to get ready"
"Do you have to?
"Yes, now get up so we can go eat" I say getting up
We both get up and Ezra decides to take a shower. I go into the kitchen and decide to make something quick so I make waffles for us to eat. I take the waffles along with some coffee to the table and wait for Ezra to get out. Shortly after he comes out we eat breakfast quietly. We soon finish and I finish getting ready.
"Hey, I don't mean to be rude but I have to get to work" I say
"It's fine" he says walking out with me
"Call me later?" I ask
"Yup" he says kissing me before he goes
My day at work went by fast and so did school. I actually really enjoy going to school, but it gets difficult at times, with Sophie, work and school, it's too much sometimes. It was around nine when Mike stopped by with a sleeping Sophie.
"Thank you so much Mike" I say taking Sophie "Do you want to come in?"
"No thanks, I still need to help Mom with getting everything ready. Is Ezra coming?"
"No, he's spending it with his Mom. His dad is flying in tomorrow morning so he wants to be with him."
"Does he know yet?"
"No. Well anyway, goodnight and see you tomorrow. Thanks again"
I shut the door after getting Sophie settled I instantly fell asleep. The next morning, Sophie and I both woke up early and went over to Ella's to get everything ready. I actually really enjoyed Thanksgiving; I got to see all my relatives and friends I hardly see. It hurts more this year though, without my Nana with us anymore. But it's also the first thanksgiving since I left I get to spend with my parents. I help Ella set the table. I bring out the mashed potatoes, stuffing, and other things. Once we are all seated Byron brings out the turkey. After giving thanks we all dig in and catch up with our relatives. After we finish eating, I put Sophie down for a nap and help Ella in the kitchen. After everything's cleaned, the girls and I go outside. Once we sit down on the patio chairs, they all stare at me.
"Um, you guys. Can I help you?" I ask
"Aria, how was it getting it back on with Fitz?" Hanna asks
"Hanna!" Emily says
"What, you were all thinking it"
"So? How was it?" Spencer asks
"I don't know what you guys are talking about" I joke
"Aria! Just spill it!" Hanna squeals
"Ok, ok. It was" I sigh "It was absolutely amazing you guys"
"Aww" Emily says
"You guys don't know how good it felt to kiss him, to touch him, to be able to tell him that I missed him and love him" I say and then look down
"What's wrong then?"
"Well, he still doesn't know about Sophie, I mean I was so caught up in the moment, I never thought about telling him before you know what happened. I mean I guess I just assumed he knew because he said he knew everything, but he doesn't and now I feel terrible for not telling him" I start crying
"Don't cry, I'm sure he will understand" Emily says
"Yeah, he will probably be ecstatic" Spencer adds
"What if he's not? What if he gets angry and hates me again? What if he blames me?"
"Aria, it's not your fault. You were scared. I'm sure he will understand." Hanna said
"Yeah but don't let it drag. Tell him as soon as you can. Hell, call him right now and tell him" Spencer says
"This is something I need to do in person though"
"Then have him meet you at your place, we will watch the princess for you" Emily says
"I guess you're right. Thanks"
I quickly text Ezra to meet me at my place and head off to my apartment. The drive felt long and I was nervous the whole ride. After what felt like forever I finally arrived home. After a few minutes I heard a knock on the door.
"Hey you ok?" he asked kissing my cheek
"Yeah, I just wanted to see you. Come in" I say "Do you want anything to drink?"
"Just some coffee please"
I made coffee for us and we sat down watching T.V we sat there cuddling for about an hour. All this time I was tense and out of it.
"Ok, what is really going on?" Ezra asks
"Nothing, just a little tired."
"Aria,"
"What?" I ask annoyed
I get up and walk to the kitchen table and sit. I soon start crying uncontrollably. I know I need to tell him but I'm afraid. I felt terrible thinking about how because of me he had missed my pregnancy and the first 19 months of his daughter's life. Even though they say it's not my fault I can't help but feel guilty.
"Babe, why are you crying? I didn't mean to upset you"
I was quiet, still crying when I felt him sit in front of me.
"Aria?"
I was able to control my sobs and then looked at him.
"When I left two years ago, I took something that belonged to you, something that no matter how hard I tried would always be there reminding me of you and making impossible for me to stop loving you"
He sighed in relief and looked at me.
"Aria, you're crying because you took, what a shirt, a sweatshirt from me? babe don't cry over that, it's ok, I have plenty of those"
"Ezra, you don't understand, I took something way more important than just a sweatshirt, something bigger than that."
"I don't understand what you're saying" he said nervously
I began sobbing again. Knowing I had started the conversation and would now need to end it.
"Aria?" he asked again
"I took with me the product of our love; I took you with me, your eyes, your hair, your smile. I took with me your flesh and blood, Ezra," I sighed wiping my tears away
He looked at me with a very confused look on his face.
"Ezra, I was pregnant when I left. I took our daughter with me. You have a daughter Ezra, we have a beautiful 19 month old baby girl named Sophia Mackenzie, Sophie for short "
He was silent. For a very very long time. I had finally managed to stop crying though which made it easier. After a very long amount of silence between us I finally spoke.
"Ezra?" I asked nervously
"How could you?" he asked
I was silent not knowing what to say.
"I was scared, for many different reasons"
He looked at me and shook his head. I couldn't draw his emotions by his facial expression, there were so many visible.
"Wow, you know in a way I guess I knew it. I had a feeling that day in the park…wow. I have a daughter" he said as he was starting to walk out
"Ezra, wait!" I yelled
"I need to get out of here, I need some time" he said
"Please, just listen to me" I begged grabbing his arm
He forcefully yanked it away and left me standing there all alone. My life was now ruined again. I quickly text the girls and tell them I'm on my way back. On the ride back, I have no more tears left to spare, instead anger spills all over me. I felt angry, not only at myself but at him, for not understanding, for not even putting himself in my shoes and thinking about all that I went through. For not even showing one bit of interest in knowing more about his daughter. But does he have a right to feel this way? I felt so confused and frustrated. All I know right now is that happily ever after doesn't exist and maybe our love just wasn't meant to be after all.
A/N: please don't hate me for this chapter. Well now he knows about Sophie! What will happen next? REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! And you will find out! Anyways I have another PLL fanfic started which but im debating whether to post it or not . I think I might though so keep a look out! Well again, thanks y'all for reading and review! Oh and WOOHOO PLL tomorrow! Gregg Sulkin ahhhh!
