Chapter 3
Back to the agonizing college, Jen feeling a little rough havent not slept much since the confrunt with Tilly and Tilly as a couple with Ester. Two hours of Art with Jen this morning was going to be terrifing. Ecspecially with Ester proberly clinging onto Tilly like a magnet. This is what Ester had been like for the past weekend since they'd kissed. This is why Tilly wasnt really interested in Ester back at Abersoch. She's someone who obviously wears her heart on her sleve. This is the reason she fell for Jen so easily. She was more challenging to there relationship and thats what left Tilly wanting more and more each time.
Maddie was most definetly not happy with the Tilly and Ester situation. Maddie always felt like Ester was taking her best friend away from her and Maddie thought Tilly had chose the worst time to actually get together with Ester. Right before Ruby and Jonos wedding. With Ester being the only one who didn't want it to happen Maddie couldn't exactly be nasty to her now could she. Tilly didnt care what her friend thought it was what she thought was what mattered.
Entering the classroom with Ester clung to her arm was pretty embarassing. Jen noticed straight away, her face dropped. Hoping just hoping she hadn't lost Tilly to Ester for good. The thought of that literally killed her. But as long as Tilly was happy, thats all that really mattered to Jen. Its not like they could be happy together now could it?
The lesson went by fairly slowly. Maddie with her usual bitchy glearly look towards Ester every time Ester looked around. Of course Tilly didnt notice with her being one of the only ones who was so engrossed in her assignment. But Ester noticed, each and ever time she looked up from her work. But Ester felt untouchable, she felt like Maddie couldn't do anything to her not when Tilly was by her side. Ester knew fine well Maddie would rather be civil than loose her best friend over something so stupid.
Jen was back and forth in the art supply cubbord, it just seamed like she needed to get out of there. She couldn't stand it, it didn't look like Tilly and Ester were together but it didn't stop Jen thinking it. Tilly was so engrossed in her work she didn't communicate with anyone she was just working, in so much consention she didn't even notice Jen leaving in and out of the class room repetedly. All Tilly wanted to do was get on with her work and get out of there as soon as possible.
But Tillys mind went elsewhere, she suddenly stopped working but kept her head down. It was the thought of kissing Ester again, or even taking things further. She really didn't think she was ready for any of that. Jen always played on her mind, from the beginning of meeting Jen Tilly once told herself she wouldn't want anyone else. But something had drawn her to Ester, not because she liked her because to be truthful she didn't. She liked her as a friend but that was about it. The only reason she was carrying on seeing Ester to actually see if Ester could change her mind about her. Ester had actually been trying to make a lot of effort with Tilly which she liked but just yet, it was a little to soon to actually know if something could actually go further between them.
Finally, the lesson was over. Jen couldn't wait for them to leave the room. It was hurting, hurting real bad. She didnt know what she wanted to do with herself. She just felt like going in the cubbord and hiding away for the full day. She was glad she hadn't seen anything unsual with Tilly and Ester but again this didn't stop her thinking about it.
''Right guys seens though were off on Friday, thats going to be the day when Ruby and Jono get married so we all in?'' said Maddie. ''Hell yeah'' replied Tilly and everyone else agreed. Apart from Ester of course. She wasn't going to let this happen, Ruby was only 16 and her best friend. Ester thought Ruby was to young to get married and her for one wasnt prepared to let them go so easily that was for sure.
Ester didn't make anyone look suspisios of her because she knew that Tilly would talk her out of it. And how could she possibly lie to Tilly? not now, not after she'd finally after a long, long time got her back. Tilly and Ester sat in the common room together laughing and joking on when Maddie entered. She rolled her eyes at the pair sitting laughing in one anothers company and strolled over to join them, ''Hey, what have I missed?' Maddie asked. ''Nothing really, where you been?'' Tilly asked. ''Just getting Rubys dress sorted all done now though'' replied Maddie. ''Great'' said Tilly.
Maddie already had dozens of dresses with the help of her fathers bank card so she told Tilly she'd borrow her one and some shoes. This way Tilly wouldn't have to buy something new just for one day.
But who knew there lives were about to be turned upside down.
