A/N: So this one is a little short but I hope you all like it. Please leave a review where I can improve this story and if you have an questions. Well I hope you enjoy this chapter.

It was dawn when the boys decided to start another search party. Lilliann and I were sleeping in the RV when redneck ripped open the door and woke us up.

"We're starting to go searching again, let's go Lilliann." She looked up at redneck as he grabbed her arm.

"Hey wait a minute redneck!" I threw off the covers and followed them outside. They were huddled by a car with a map in front of them. Lilliann kept fidgeting with hem of her blue dress and looked around. Rick was giving orders and handing out guns so they could begin.

"Ok, let's start doing this then!" redneck yelled and began walking away.

"W-wait," her voice was light and cracked a little bit but it was loud enough that everyone stopped and looked at her, "I can't go searching with you. I'd just get in the way."

"Why do you say that?" Shane asked, kneeling in front of the blind girl.

"I-I can't see the vibrations anymore."

"What the hell do you mean you can't see the vibrations anymore?" Shane grabbed Lilliann's shoulders and began to shake her, causing her to scream out.

"I'm out of Adam, there's nothing I can do!"

"Shane, Shane! Let her go!" Rick pried off Shane's hands and Lilliann fell to the ground, causing more dirt to cling to her dress. Daryl ran over to her and helped her back to her feet, she coward by his arms as he raised the cross bow towards Shane's head.

"I'm sorry I just can't do anything without Adam."

"What's Adam?" Daryl asked, not lowering his weapon.

"You mean Adam, the super drug?" Dale asked, standing beside me.

"Yes, that's what I'm talking about."

"How much Adam do you have left till…you know?" I asked, not caring if the others heard.

"In about an hour I'll be completely gone."

"Fuck, I'll go get you some more, but she is not leaving this farm." I directed the last part to Rick and Shane.

"How do you get Adam?"

"That's our secret." Lilliann said, her voice turning cold. I swallowed the fear in my throat and began to run into the woods. I had to get that Adam before everyone in the farm was massacred.

'How sweet, your little friend is going to get you some Adam. Sucks she'll be too late and everyone here will be dead before nightfall.' The voice in my head laughed as I began to walk back to the RV, with the help of Dale. I held onto his forearm as he directed me where to go. When we reached the door he opened it and helped me towards my bed, shutting it behind us.

"So how what exactly happens when you run out of Adam?"

"When I run out of Adam, I'm going to slit Andrea's throat then move onto that little boy with the gunshot wound." A smirk played on my lips as I got my first clean look at Dale. His white hair poked from under his cap and his blue eyes stared at me wildly. I know he fears me, everyone fears me. I am the savior of the people.

He took a few steps back towards the driver seat as I looked around. The RV was small but looked a little home like. There was a sink and cupboards to my left of the bed and a couch to the right. I placed my hand against the smooth false wood of the walls and felt them bend under my touch. A secret door? I pushed the door open to reveal a tiny bathroom, one toilet one tub and a sink.

"How can you do such things to people that take care of you?" I looked back towards the shivering old man and watched a few tears streak down his wrinkled face.

"Simple, I have no attachment to anyone here; not even Amber." I slowly crawled towards the man, my dress shifting up and down my thighs.

"How can you have no attachments to Amber? She's been your friend for years."

"She's jealous of me you know? She wants me dead because I'm perfect. This is the effects of Adam, don't you see? It turns the innocent into killers."

"I honestly can't see you killing anyone Lilliann."

"That's because you only see me as Lilliann the blind, not the Lilliann that can kill her father and his best friend." My teeth peeked out from under my smile as I got within inches of Dale's fear stricken face. He was sweating heavily from the adrenaline of death; it was delicious seeing him squirm in front of me.

"You killed your own father?"

"Yup, beat him to death with a baseball bat. I took out his friend with my drill. Maybe I'll take you out that way." I could feel my flesh tingle as the suit slowly itched onto my skin.

"Lilliann, stop it!" the door slammed open to reveal Amber, a small vial of red Adam in her hand.

"Only one vial? How pathetic are you Amber?"

"Shut the hell up and drink it." She shoved the vial into my hands and I unscrewed the top. The liquid burned my throat as it slid down into my stomach. The sweet nectar of Adam was the greatest high anyone could ask for. The darkness circled my vision and soon I was plunged back into it. I was comfortable now, knowing that she wasn't going to come back anytime soon.

"Dale, are you still here?" I asked, scared that he might've left.

"Y-yes I'm still here."

"I'm sorry for what I said, I really am." My nose became runny and I sniffed back the mucus as tears began to fall.

"Now don't you worry about it Lilliann, I know that wasn't really you speaking." I felt his arms wrap around my shoulders as he pulled me into his chest. Dale smelled of blood and mint unlike Daryl, who smelled of blood and dirt. I heard the door slam as Amber left us alone, most likely to gather more Adam.

"Dale?"

"Yes Lilliann?"

"Do you see yourself as the wise grandfather of the group?"

"Not really, I only see myself as the watcher."

"Well to me you're the wise one. You seem to always make the most sense out of any situation."

"Thanks, little one." He released me from the hug and left the RV, closing the door quietly. I tried to re-picture the small room with its sink and cupboards. Of course the memory vanished as soon as the Adam entered my blood stream. My tears dried to my cheeks as I opened the door and walked onto the grass.

"Hey Lilliann, how are you feeling?" someone called above.

"I'm good, um, who's speaking?"

"Oh sorry, it's me Andrea. I'm on top of the RV."

"What are you doing up there?"

"Dale went to go take with Hershel so I'm watching for any walkers."

"Oh ok, don't catch heat stroke and drink plenty of water." I called up to her only to hear her agree and laugh as I walked away. I felt a tree beside me when I decided to fall to my knees. Tears cascaded down my cheeks as I replayed the unwanted conversation between Dale and me. His fear stricken eyes flashed behind my eyelids as I tried to rub away the tears. The salt licked its way into my mouth as more began to fall from my eyes.

Why was I such a monster? Why did my father do this to me in Rapture? I kept asking the questions knowing I would never get a clear answer. I still had nightmares of that place, of the table and the metal tubes that would be injected into my arms. I could still feel the pain surging through my body, ripping away useless tissue. I wouldn't be able to move for days after the treatments; Mr. Bubbles would carry and drop me off on top of Adam full corpses.

"WALKER!" the sound raced through my ear drums and I felt everyone begin to run towards the forest. Mostly men ran towards the limping Splicer with weapons weighing down their steps. I focused as much as possible on him; his movements were different. They were heavy but moderate, not random and jerking. Something was different.

The gun shot was loud, I held my ears as they began to bleed again barely hearing Andrea scream out in fear. Everyone was screaming and running it was hard for me to focus on anything. The world was spinning and I couldn't get my setting straight. I felt the hard wood bash against my head, mixing with a new warm of liquid. My breath hitched in my throat as the world lit up then darkened. Finally my eyelids became too heavy, the last thing I heard was Amber screaming out my name then the soft grass on my cheeks.