Chapter 7
The alarms went off, the birds chirping outside of the windows and heads feeling like they were about to explode. It wasn't how Tilly had planned her college day, as well as Jen herself. Anything and anyone was sure to piss the both of them off today. Tilly felt sorry for anyone who got in her way today that was for sure. She crawed herself out of bed and ran herself a shower. Which didnt seam to help her hangover one tiny little bit. If not she felt a lot worse. She kept feeling like she was about to throw up. It didn't help the thought of having Jens lesson for the first two hours of the day either.
Jen felt exactly the same, as well as Diane. Jen jumped in the shower herself before Diane and got herself ready straight after. Even a couple of coffee's before heading to college wasnt enough for her huge head ache. She felt like her stomach was turning inside out and felt as if her fingers were buzzing. Jen decided it would proberly be best if she walked to College today. Possibly still had alcohol in her system and the last thing she needed right now was being arrested for drunk driving that was for sure. Jen made herself a slice of toast and headed straight out the door. Half way towards College she felt her phone vibrate. She quickly pulled it out thinking of the best, hopefully Tilly has text. But she was wrong. But it was the girl from the night before.
'Hey Jen, hope it's not to soon! LOL :) I enjoyed lastnight, it was really nice to chat to you. Tell me if you think i'm being forward but mabye we could hang out tonight? Drinks? Hellon.
Jen thought about it for a while, should she? was it to soon? She couldn't just go out for drinks because she was jelous that Tilly had moved on could she? But Hellon was a nice woman, she seamed like a lovely person to talk to. Why shouldn't she go out? mabye it could lead to something different.
Hey, no not to soon! Glad you text. I enjoyed myself also. Yeah why not I'd like that Jen
Jen didn't want to seam to keen incase she put her off. It was something to get herself from thinking of Tilly 24/7. She's moved on so why can't Jen. It should be fun, she told herself. She told herself she wasn't getting drunk tonight though, she had a funural to go to tomorrow. It was her studants, and she was pretty close to them afterall. Not only that, she wanted to be there for Sinaed and Tilly. Even if Tilly already had someone there for her. She wanted to be there anyways. She still loved Tilly more than anything and that wasn't going to change just because she'd met someone else.
Jen finally arrived to College, straight away getting herself a coffee. Bloody hell how cold it turned out to be, she wished she'd of just drove. She got a coffee and headed straight to her art room to plan the lessons for the day before studants started to arrive.
Tilly was up and out, thinking the air would do her some good, but of course she'd drank way to much last night to get away with it that easy. Today was definetly going to be a long day that was for sure. Ecspecially in a art room, with the woman she loved and another woman who loved her. Everything always seamed so difficult for Tillys liking. She arrived College in no time. Even though she was hungover she didnt look very much different to George and Sinaed. They looked rough too, not as rough as Tilly but they looked rough too. Before long, Ester arrived by her side and took old of her hand. Arrrr, shes always around Tilly thought to herself. Why can't I just have the guts to tell her I don't want to be with her? Because I'm to nice of a person thats why! Start thinking about yourself for once Tilly she thought to herself. Cringing at the thought of Ester being so clingy towards her.
Jen had received another text from Hellon, they decided they would meet up during Jens dinner break at the college coffee for a genuan little conversation to pass the time away. It seamed like a good idea. At least Jen could get to know her a little without being drunk for once.
Who knows? Tilly and Jen just wern't ment to be!