Solars' P.O.V
I yawned as we walked back onto the stage, it was about 9:30ish now, I was tired, Kona was tired, Neko was, Fushito and Haruhi were, and when I say we, I mean me, Hikaru and the others who were playing the instruments. Yeah, the girls decided to sit the last three songs out, they were too tired to dance, I was also becoming too tired to even say a line without yawning.
"Well, this next song's called She Will Be Loved, take it away Hikaru," I said as I walked to stand next to Kaoru and Tamaki, we weren't gonna do anymore dancing for the night that was for sure.
'Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye'
We clapped as Hikaru looked over to me, we were both singing this next song, I smiled softly as I walked out towards him, I looked at the crowd.
"Ok everyone, this next song's called Out Of Goodbyes, we hope you enjoy," I said as the music began again.
'Tell me "action", speak louder
But there's somethin about her words
That hurt
I began singing with Hikaru at this point
Closing up, it's so late and
I'm the last one still waitin for you to lock the door
Hikarus' voice faded out as I began singing by myself, I was surprised I didn't yawn
On our way home I realize
There's some kind of storm brewing in his eyes
Hikaru joined in singing with me again
Only veiled by a thin disguise
My voice faded out as Hikaru began singing by himself
Now that I've done my time
I need to move on and I need you to try
I joined back in with Hikaru as we began singing the final verses, before bringing the song to an end
Cause we're out of goodbyes
We're out of goodbyes
Out of goodbyes
Never asked you to change
But sadly you don't feel the same
About me
I wonder does your man still shudder
When you touch his hand
Like this man
On our way home I realize
There's some kind of storm brewing in his eyes
Only veiled by a thin disguise
Now that I've done my time
I need to move on and I need you to try
Cause we're out of goodbyes
We're out of goodbyes, we're out of goodbyes'
The song ended and people clapped again, looking around I saw Kona was sat at a table with the girls as they were watching, talking and laughing, around the room others had sat down, a few danced, but most of them just talked and didn't pay much attention to our songs, they still clapped for us, but they were actually listening, rich twats.
"Ok, this is our last song of the evening, it's called Girl All The bad Guys Want, take it Hikaru," I said as I winked at him, before jumping off the stage to join the others, Hikaru glared at me playfully before nodding to his friends who started up the song.
'8'clock Monday night and I'm waiting,
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me,
Her name is Solar, she's a rocker with a nose ring
She wears a 2 way, but I'm not quite sure what that means
And when she walks all the wind blows and the angels sing
but she doesn't notice me.
Cause she's watchin wrestling,
creamin over tough guys,
listenin to rap metal,
turntables in her eyes
it's like a bad movie
she's looking through me
if you were me then you'd be
screamin' someone shoot me, as I fail miserably
tryin to get the girl all the bad guys want
cause she's the girl all the bad guys want.
She likes the Godsmack and I like Agent Orange
her c.d. changer's full of singers that are mad at their dads
she said she'd like to score some reefer and a 40
she'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have.
And when she walks all the wind blows and the angels sing
but she'll never notice me
Cause she's watchin wrestlin,
creamin over tough guys,
listenin to rap metal,
turntables in her eyes,
she likes 'em with a moustache,
race track, season pass,
drivin' in a trans am.
Does a mullet make a man.
it's like a bad movie
she's looking through me
if you were me then you'd be
screamin' someone shoot me, as I fail miserably
tryin to get the girl all the bad guys want
cause she's the girl all the bad guys want.
Cuz she's the girl all the bad guys want (repeat 3 times)
There she goes again with fishnets on,
and dreadlocks in her hair
she broke my heart,
I want to be sedated,
all I wanted was to see her naked
Now I'm watchin wrestling
tryin to be a tough guy
listenen to rap metal
turntables in my eyes
I can't grow a moustache and I ain't got no season pass
all I gots a moped, moped, mopedit's like a bad movie
she's looking through me
if you were me then you'd be
screamin' someone shoot me, as I fail miserably
tryin to get the girl all the bad guys want
cause she's the girl all the bad guys want.
cuz she's the girl all the bad guys want
cuz she's the girl all the bad guys want
cuz she's the girl all the bad guys want
cuz she's the girl all the bad guys want
cuz she's the girl all the bad guys want
cuz she's the girl all the bad guys want
she's the girl all the bad guys want'
The laughed as they finished the song, while I was glaring the entire time at Hikaru since the first verse, I shook my head as I went back up onto the stage.
"That's all we've got for tonight guys, we'll see you again soon," I said, with that we all jumped off the stage and walked to the entrance of the mansion, Ayaka stopped us half way to pay us, we declined but she insisted, so we took it.
As we sat in the limo on the ride back, everyone was talking, the girls' moods perked up, as did mine, I guess I was around rich twats for too long that's why I was being grumpy, I chuckled at the thought. I felt Hikaru slip an arm around my waist, I looked at him, he only looked at the front of the limo, I got the message as I relaxed into his arms, leaning on his chest.
"What say we hang out at the pool after this?" Kaoru asked, we all nodded.
"Yay, we can play Chicken," Honey and Neko chorused, Kona and Mori had a look of dread on their faces, then Konas' look turned to one that said 'Why-oh-why-did-I-teach-Neko-that-game?' I only laughed at her, it wasn't my fault, she looked funny, she glared at me, I shut up.
The limo pulled to a stop as we all filed out, we went to our rooms, changed then headed to the pool, I don't know why but Hikaru stayed in his room, I occasionally took a glance to the window, but it was dark, black. I shook my head as I continued watching Neko, Honey, Mori and Kona play Chicken, Kaoru and Saki laughed as they splashed each other, while Kyoya and Fushito were talking about something to do with money.
I sighed before standing up; Saki saw this and looked at me.
"Where ya going?" she asked, I turned back to her.
"For a walk, won't be long, promise," I said as I walked off, the group looked after me as I left them be.
I walked out of the twins' home, after putting some shorts on, and into the woods nearby.
The moon was full as I watched its light come in through the trees, it made everything look peaceful. I don't know why but I just started singing one of my favourite songs.
'Children behave
That's what they say when we're together
And watch how you play
They don't understand
And so we're running just as fast as we can
Holdin' onto one another's hand
Tryin' to get away into the night
And then you put your arms around me'
I don't know who, but I felt someone's' arms wrap around me.
'And we tumble to the ground'
They tackled me down to the ground, I spun around, the person had trapped me, their hands at each side of my head while their knee was between my legs almost touching me.
And then you say
'I think we're alone now
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now
The beating of our hearts is the only sound'
A familiar voice sang this part, I recognised it in an instant, it was Hikaru, I looked at him, his eyes were closed, but then he opened them, a genuine look in them
'Look at the way
We gotta hide what we're doin'
'Cause what would they say
If they ever knew and so we're
Running just as fast as we can'
Hikaru helped me up as he grabbed my hand, he began dragging me around the clearing, I don't know why, but I couldn't stop singing, and on the inside I was laughing.
'Holdin' onto one another's hand
Tryin' to get away into the night
And then you put your arms around me
And we tumble to the ground
And then you say'
As he pushed me to the ground, I slipped my arms around his neck, a smile on my face as he sang the next part.
'I think we're alone now (alone now)
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now (alone now)
I think we're alone now (alone now)
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now (alone now)
The beating of our hearts is the only sound'
Running just as fast as we can
'Holdin' onto one another's hand
Tryin' to get away into the night
And then you put your arms around me
And we tumble to the ground
And then you say'
He began to drag me around again before pushing me to the ground, I gasped as his head fell into the crook of my neck.
'I think we're alone now
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now
The beating of our hearts is the only sound'
I smiled softly as I sung the next part.
'I think we're alone now
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
The beating of our hearts is the only sound
We both sun this part, our eyes locked on each other.
I think we're alone now (alone now)
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now (alone now)
The beating of our hearts is the only sound'
Again we both sang as our eyes stayed locked on each other.
'I think we're alone now (alone now)
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now (alone now)
The beating of our hearts is the only sound'
I smiled softly as we ended in perfect sync, our eyes still locked on each other's, I don't know why I did what I did next, but I pulled Hikarus' head towards me, hesitating for a second as our lips were inches away, before I could stop myself or him I closed the space between us. I knew Hikarus' eyes were wide with shock, but after a moment he calmed down and began kissing me back, my hands became entangled in his hair as his right hand rested on my hip, his left hand was also entangled with my hair. The moon shone through the trees lighting up the clearing we had ended up in, my blood rushed as I felt, sort of, an adrenalin rush, my mind was screaming at me to stop, to end it, but my heart was telling me to carry on, I didn't know what to do.
After what felt like eternity Hikaru pulled away, not far though, our noses were still touching as our breath mingled, I looked into Hikarus' closed eyes before he opened them, blood rushed to my face as I did so. I gulped as I pushed him off of me, he looked at me confused, I didn't say anything, I just ran from the forest and back to the mansion, leaving an obviously confused Hikaru.
I closed the door behind me once I entered the bedroom, what had I just done? I can't feel for him, can I? Why did I feel like this? Why did I leave? I was such an idiot, I swore not to trust rich people again, but here I was I had trusted him, let my emotions get the better of me, I had fallen for him.
"No," I whispered as I sat on the bed, my head in my hands, "This isn't happening, this can't happen," I looked around the room, it was dark, I needed to get away from Hikaru, from the Academy, I needed my old life back, I wanted my old life back, but I was still here for the next few days. I sighed, I had fallen for Hikaru, there was nothing I could do about it, I was in love with him, my emotions would get the better of me sooner or later, I laid down on the bed, trying to think everything through.
The door opened a few minutes later, I didn't move from my position on the bed, I knew who it was.
"Solar," Hikarus' voice reached my ears, I looked at him, them back to the ceiling, "Are you ok?" he asked, I still didn't look at him.
"Solar, come on, tell me what's wrong," he urged, I didn't answer him, he growled, "I don't know why you're so mad, you're the one who kissed me," he was mad, I could tell, "Solar, stop acting like such a-," I cut him off, my lips pressed against his as he calmed down, his hands slipped around my waist as we got lost in the kiss.
Hikarus' P.O.V
Why was I so angry a minute ago? Solar kissed me and all of a sudden I forgot that I was upset, why? Why did she do this to me? I loved her, I knew that much, when she kissed me I was happy, but she ran off, I love her so much, I'm beginning to hate how much I love her.
She knows the power she has over me, she can control me like a robot, but I can't stop loving her, I hate how much I love her sometimes. I need her, all the time, I want her, I can't live without her, and I don't think I can let her go, ever. No one in the world, not even Kaoru knows me the way she does, and she hardly knows me.
My arms slipped around her waist as I got lost in the kiss, I couldn't help myself, I needed her warmth. Her lips moved in sync with mine as we kissed, somehow we ended up on the bed; I pulled away for air as she looked at me.
"Solar," I breathed; a small smile came onto her lips.
"I hate that I love you," she said as she kissed me again, this time more forcefully, I didn't object I went with it, we kissed for hours on end, I never wanted to stop, but soon we both grew tired, as Solar rested her head on my chest, she fell asleep before me, I kissed her forehead.
"I love you," were my last words before I fell asleep.
Chapter 20 done, Hikaru and Solars' first kiss, done, the song Hate that I love you, will be in about two maybe three chapters, I'm having them go home after the Day of the Dead thing, other than that, please tell me what you think so REVIEW :D
