Hey guys there it is. Chapter 3. I would have post it sooner but I have the flu and it` s giving me a really hard time this week. So …. Chapter 3 and Will`s thoughts about Clark and dignitas on their last night in Mauritius. A movie / book mixture. Hope you`ll enjoy. I love themmmmmmmm. I love everything about Will and Lou. Wish they could end up together. Everything is possible !

So there we are. In this beach. We had an incredible day. I convinced her to go scuba diving and I was so right. She loved it. I loved watching her so happy. So full of content. I was happy seeing her like this. My heart is full of joy every time I look at her smiling, laughing and dancing, as I am now. She is dancing in front of me, in our very last night in Mauritius and I couldn't be more happy and sad at the same time.

And that's because I can't stop thinking : 'God what should I do? Should I stay? Should I not go to dignitas? Is this the right thing for me? For her? For us? All I know is that I am the luckiest person just only because I met her. And because she loves me as much as I love her. And even we hadn't spoken all day about our last night kiss, we were aware that we didn't need to. Our eyes could say everything. And now that we are here there's only one thing I can say to her as we have the night sky full of stars above us. Seeing her dancing in front of me:

'You are something else Clark'

And now she is coming close to me, sitting on my lap and I am getting lost at this moment. And we are kissing again. And I am suddenly feeling so sad that I have to decide if I am going to leave this world. Because I love her so much. And I am going to say to her what I am planning to do. As our kiss ends I am preparing to say to her what I am planning to do in Switzerland.

'I have to tell you something' and when I said that and she saw me struggling she said :

'I know. I know about Switzerland.'

At first I was surprised but then, it hit me. Of course she knew. And she was trying to change my mind about Switzerland even if I didn't know she knew. And then it was when I loved her even more , if that`s even possible. We are here staring at each other with tears in our eyes. So it's up to me. What will it be ? What will I decide?

This is the life changing conversation for both of us. Here. Tonight. On that beach in Mauritius.