Normal P.O.V
Hikaru paced the waiting room as they waited for Solars' doctor to talk to them, Kyoya was busy tracking down the guy who had stabbed her on his computer, Kaoru was comforting Saki, well everyone else was comforting the girls expect Kyoya and Hikaru, Fushito was helping find the guy who stabbed Solar also.
"Dude, sit down," Kaoru said through clenched teeth, "You're wearing a track in the floor," he said, Hikaru glared at him before taking a step closer to him, then began pacing again, Mori rolled his eyes.
"Hikaru, sit down and calm down, Solar will be fine," Honey said, everyone was surprised that Honey wasn't crying, but then again, he was busy comforting a crying Neko, he needed to be strong for the both of them.
"Excuse me, are any of you here with Solar Toneko?" the doctor said, immediately everyone shot up and walked to him, Hikaru being the fasted. The doctor recognised Kyoya, seeing as this was his familys' hospital, and began explaining to him what happened.
"She has a deep wound going through to her stomach, when we patched her up, there was stomach acid leaking out of her, you were lucky to get her here when you did. As for her stomach, it's fine, we've placed a few stiches around it, we're going to let it heal itself," the doctor explained, Kyoya nodded his head.
"And her wound Doctor Toyako?" he asked, the doctor frowned.
"She lost a lot of blood, we had to place almost thirty four stiches in order to fix it up right, she will be fine though. We want to keep her here for overnight surveillance, in case anything goes wrong. She's resting in a room just down the hall, your third left," the doctor said before walking off, the group thanked the doctor as they walked down the hall.
When they entered the room, they got a shock. Solar was up, out of bed, dressed and ready to leave, she turned to see everyone looking at her shocked, but Hikaru looked angry.
"Where are you going?" he asked her, Solar looked at him in disbelief.
"I've been stabbed by the dicks that killed my family and you're asking me where I'm going?" she answered with her own question, "I'm getting revenge," she stated as she walked towards the door, Hikaru grabbed her arm.
"They're keeping you overnight, you're not going anywhere," he said, Solar turned to him.
"What are you gonna do about it?" she asked, then growled, "They've found me, how long do you think it'll be before they find Rin, Rain or Alana, I need to keep them safe," she added.
"We'll have Kyoyas' private police force watch over them," Hikaru stated, Solar yanked her hand away.
"They're my siblings, you can't expect me to sit around and do nothing," she said, her voice rising ever so slightly.
"No I don't, but I expect you to wait until you're healed," Hikaru stated, "You going in half cocked, you'll get yourself killed," he added, Solar glared.
"As long as my family are safe I don't care," she said, Hikaru glared at her.
"So that's it?" he asked, "As long as someone you care about's ok, you don't care about your own life," he stated, Solar glared at him.
"No I don't," she answered, "You don't know what it's like, I've watched my family die before my eyes when I was younger, I will not let it happen again," she stated as she pushed passed him.
"If you get injured, don't expect to see me by your hospital bed," Hikaru stated, Solar stopped, placing her left hand on the door frame.
"So this is it," she stated, "Goodbye Hikaru," she added before she ran out of the hospital.
Hikaru looked at the ground, his fists clenched as he gritted his teeth. Kaoru walked up to him, Hikaru looked up, the sound of flesh connecting with flesh reached everyones' ears as they turned their attention to the two twins in the room, Kaoru had just hit Hikaru, everyone was beyond shocked to say the least.
"You idiot," Kaoru muttered, "We don't know what it's like what she's been through and you say that?" he asked, Hikaru didn't look at him; he just looked at the floor.
"I'm going after her," Kona stated, everyone nodded as they followed her out the room, Kaoru turned back to Hikaru.
"I'm not going," he stated, Kaoru sighed.
"Suit yourself," he said before running off after everyone else, Hikaru slumped into a nearby chair, before sighing.
"What have I done?" he asked himself, Solar was the only girl he ever loved, probably for the rest of his life, he said that, he ruined it with her; he hated how he loved her. She made him hurt, she made him want her more than anything else, but she also made him angry when she wouldn't listen to reason.
"So they're ok?" Solar asked from the payphone.
"Yes, Rin, Rain and Alana are all asleep upstairs," Konecho answered from the other line.
"Thank Kami," Solar muttered to herself.
"Why?" Konecho asked.
"I'm at the hospital, turns out the leader of the Debt Collectors found me, stabbed me and left me to bleed, I'm not sure who found me," Solar answered, there was a gasp on the other line, "I'm fine though, I'm gonna go rest, see you," Solar said, she didn't even wait for an answer before she hung up.
"SOLAR!" said girl turned to look at her friends running after her, all but one, her heart sank, she hated how Hikaru made her feel like this.
"Sup?" she asked, the girls looked at her in shock, their best friend had just been stabbed and she was talking and acting like it never happened.
"Where are you going?" Kona asked, Solar shrugged.
"Back to school, I'm gonna bed, I'm tired," she asked, Saki raised a brow.
"You're not going after the Debt Collectors?" she asked, Solar shook her head.
"No not yet, need to find out where they are first, then I'll get them," she said as she walked away, the others followed on her trial. It was silent the walk back, no one said anything, Solar didn't ask about Hikaru, no one brought their argument up, but they could all see the hurt in her eyes, the regret and the pain. Kaoru kicked himself for not dragging his brother with them, this needed sorting, but something about the two of them, he couldn't put his finger on what it was, but he knew they wouldn't make up if people forced them to.
Solar sighed as she slammed her room door shut, waking up other students and getting shouts of protests, she felt a little better after doing that, but she also didn't. Collapsing on her bed, the dark haired girl allowed the tears to fall freely from her eyes, she hated herself for this, she hated the way Hikaru made her feel, she hated loving him, she hated being IN love with him.
Hikaru was in the same position as Solar, only the tears weren't falling from his eyes, he felt like shit, he never should have yelled, he couldn't understand what she was going through, he should have just asked instead of yelling at her, but something inside of him just forced him to yell. He hated how she made him feel, he hated loving her, he hated being IN love with her.
The tears stopped around midnight as Solar rolled over on her bed, she hadn't slept, her eyes were puffy with tears as she sighed deeply, her voice cracking a little. She turned on her side, picking up a picture of her, Hikaru and the gang, they were all close, a happy family, but then this happened, she got stabbed and yelled.
[Solar:]
That's how much I love you
Solar sang as she got off her bed, she placed the picture back to its rightful place
That's how much I need you
She walked towards her door before walking out of it, she walked down the hallways, it was quiet, a peaceful kind of quiet
And I can't stand you
She shook her head, her eyes closed as she walked on instinct out of the building; into the school yard
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
A small smile graced her lips as she carried on walking; she stopped once she saw the night sky over her
Can I not like you for a while? (No...)
She shook her head again, but she could like him for a while, until she got injured or he got jealous
[Hikaru:]
But you won't let me
Hikaru was walking towards the school, maybe he would be able to get one last glance at the girl he loved before he blocked her out of his life for good
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did
Hikaru remembered the time he was mad in the room with her, when she kissed him and he just forgot, he gave into the kiss and let his love take over him, why was he so mad at her?
[Solar:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
Solar looked at the stars as she ran her hand along the gate that cut the two schools off from each other, it was true Hikaru did know exactly what to do to her
So that I can't stay mad at you
And every time he did it, she never stayed mad, she always forgave him, she hated him having that effect on her
For too long that's wrong
[Hikaru:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
A small smile crept onto Hikarus' lips as he sang that part, he had arrived at the school, he began walking through it, but stopped once he spotted her near the gates, running her hand along it
[Solar:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
She looked at the stars as she stepped closer to the gate
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
She opened the gate, her feet froze once her eyes locked on Hikarus', how long had he been there?
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
She knew he knew it was directed at him, but did he know how he made her go crazy all the time? How she needed to be by him? How she couldn't live without him?
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)
She looked at the ground, not wanting to make eye contact with him, Hikaru frowned a little, but didn't let it stop him from singing the next part
[Hikaru:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh
A small smile fell on both their faces as they remembered all the smiles they had together, the laughs, the good times and the bad, the times he saved her and she saved him, whether it was from people flirting or in true life or death situations
[Solar:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
Solar looked into Hikarus' eyes, she saw the regret he had in them, she knew he could see it in her eyes also, she regretted yelling, as did he, but she just didn't think it could work anymore, maybe it was best for them to get out of the others life
[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
Hikarus' eye filled with loved as he sang that to her, Solar looked away, trying to stop the fresh tears coming to her eyes
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
Hikaru walked over towards her, he stopped a few feet away from her, hesitating a little
And I hate how much I love you girl
Another step
But I just can't let you go
And another
But I hate that I love you so
He was in front of her, his hands laced with her as his forehead rested on her, Solar looked into his eyes, she couldn't do this, she wanted to leave then and there, but she just couldn't
[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
Their noses touched as they sang, their lips centimetres away from the others
And your kiss won't make me weak
Solar closed her eyes as she shook her head a little, Hikaru kept his open, his head still, he just wanted to concentrate on her face, her face alone
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
They looked into the others eyes again, their voices rising as they sang; they were so close to each other, but they felt so far apart
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
Their voice lowered as they continued to sing, Solars' breath hitched in her throat, for a second Hikaru thought she would kiss him, that they would make up and forget everything that happened that night, he was wrong
[Hikaru:]
Yeah... Oh...
As he sang that part, soft and quiet, Solar withdrew her hands away from his, Hikaru looked at her in confusion
[Solar:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you
She began to walk away as she looked over her shoulder at him one last time, she couldn't do this, if she stayed, she would give in to her emotions, she would forgive him, say she was sorry, she knew that this would be for the best
[Solar:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so
By now Hikaru was running after her, his hand placed on her shoulder as he tried to stop her
And I hate that I love you so.. so...
Solar turned to face Hikaru, her face filled with regret, Hikaru looked into her eyes, tears threatened to fall.
"Solar," he muttered, before he could say anything Solar placed a gentle kiss on his lips, it didn't last long.
"I'm sorry," Solar whispered before she ran off, Hikaru knew what she was sorry for, she was sorry for everything that happened that night, but most of all, she was sorry for leaving. He knew this was it, that he wouldn't see her again, that if he did she would avoid him, he wondered for a brief moment of what would happen to the others and the girls, but it was quickly shook off as rain began to pour. Hikaru sighed as he began his way home, taking his time, thinking everything over.
Meanwhile Solar sat in the forest watching the rain pour from under a tree, the moon was still visible as it lit up her face. She knew she had made a hard decision, she knew there was no turning back; she thought that if she did, Hikaru would hate her. But she didn't know he could never hate her, no matter what she did.
"I tried," she muttered to herself, "I tried to open, to show them the shape of my heart, I shouldn't have kept them in the dark," she muttered to herself as she shook her head, her tears had stopped long ago, now she was just watching the rain fall.
"You ok?" Kaoru asked, Hikaru sighed as he slumped onto the bed, he was soaking wet.
"I feel about as great as I look," he stated, Kaoru looked at him, then the storm outside, it was subsiding, slowly but surely it was going, "I'm an idiot Kaoru," Hikaru muttered, Kaoru turned his attention back to his brother.
"That I cannot argue with," he said, Hikaru glared at him.
"I made a huge mistake, but now I think it's too late to fix it," he muttered, Kaoru shook his head.
"It's never too late," he stated, just then Kaorus' phone rang.
"Hello?" Kaoru asked, there was a sigh on the other line.
"Kaoru, it's Saki," Sakis' voice filled his ears, Kaoru smiled softly.
"Hey, what's up?" he asked, again Saki sighed.
"I can't be around you anymore, now that Hikaru and Solar have fallen out, I just can't," she stated, Kaorus' smile turned to a look of confusion.
"What does them falling out have to do with us hanging out?" he asked, Saki groaned a little.
"Solar's my best friend, wherever I go, she goes, wherever you go, Hikaru goes, it's not that I'm not your friend, it's just I can't my best friend through that," Saki said, Kaoru frowned.
"But-," the line went dead at that, "I don't believe that," he whispered, Hikaru looked at him.
"What's up?" he asked, Kaoru sighed.
"Because you and Solar have fallen out the girls aren't going to be around us anymore," he stated, Hikarus' eyes widened in shock.
"What?" he asked, Kaoru glared at him.
"You heard me," he said, Hikaru sighed.
"I never wanted any of this," he muttered.
Solar watched as the storm subsided, she decided it was safe to come out without getting soaking wet.
"I really should show Hikaru the real shape of my heart," she muttered as she began walking, not towards the school, but towards the twins' home.
Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
The moon came back out as Solar began walking faster towards their home
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
She tilted her head up to the sky, looking at it as she sang
You can save me from the girl that I've become, oh yeah
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Her voice rose as she sang to the heavens above, hoping somehow Hikaru could hear her
Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
The war, the war inside of her, her emotions battling for her, wanting her to do what's right, wanting to do what makes her happy
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the girl I've become
She longed for it, for him to hold her again, to tell her he loved her, to never let her go again
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
By now she was coming up to the mansion, she smiled as it came into view, her pace quickened as she walked towards it
I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart
Her hand was now placed on the gate that blocked her from seeing the one she wanted to see, but to her surprise, Kaoru was in the window.
I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
His face went to her, once he saw her, he was shocked before calling Hikaru over, Solar looked at him, her hand gripped the gate tighter, she smiled as she carried on singing
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Kaoru opened the window as they heard her sing, once Hikaru heard the line he bolted for the door, Kaoru followed him as he ran out the door the gate opened so Hikaru could hug her
Lookin' back on the things I've done
Solar looked to her right once she heard footsteps, her eyes widened as she saw a gun
I was tryin' to be someone
The trigger was cock, BANG! The gun went off, a pain shot through Solar, but that never stopped her from running, a loud 'No' was heard from Hikaru as Kaoru pulled out his mobile to dial an ambulance
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Solar fell to the ground, but to her surprise she never met the pavement, instead she met warm arms, Hikaru had caught her, tears flew from his eyes as he cried, he had only just gotten her back, now he was going to lose her again
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Solars' hand came up to rest on Hikarus' cheek, she smiled at him, a line of blood came from the left side of her mouth as he hugged her, the pain in her chest was unbearable, she wanted it to end, but she didn't want to leave. Kaoru appeared behind his brother, no phone in hand, tears stung his eyes as he looked at her, shocked and hurt
Show you the shape of my heart
Solar moved her head up to Hikaru, her lips barely brushed his as she looked into his eyes, they were glazed over with unshed tears.
"I love you, never forget that, or me," she whispered as her lips pressed softly to his, before her whole body went numb and she fell, into his arms.
Hikaru sat there in shock as he tried to figure out what had just happened, when it hit him, he began shaking her violently. Kaoru rushed to his brothers' side to calm him.
"Hikaru stop, that won't help anything, the ambulance is on its way, so just hang on," he said, he then looked at Solar, "Please hang on," he whispered to her, Hikaru let the unshed tears fall from his face.
"This can't be happening," he muttered, Kaoru looked at her.
"I just got her back, why? Why is this happening?" he asked himself, Kaoru looked around once he heard the sound of sirens.
"Hikaru, they're here, let's go," he said, Hikaru wouldn't let go of the lifeless body in his hands, Kaoru looked down at the two of them, he hated seeing his brother like this, but he also couldn't help but notice a small smile on Solars' face. He was taken aback by it.
'Even though she was shot,' Kaoru wondered, 'Did she die happy? In my brothers' arms?' he asked himself, then shook his head. Solar wasn't dead, there was no way, the girl was strong willed and head strong, she would survive this.
Kaoru rushed to Hikaru as he pried him off of Solar so they could get her into the ambulance, once that was done both twins' rushed into the back to go with her to the hospital. The paramedics had managed to get a pulse, but it was shallow, not to mention if she didn't start breathing again, then it was hopeless.
Hikaru grabbed Solars' hand as the ambulance raced through traffic towards the hospital, Kaoru watched his brother with intense eyes but focused on Solar as well, she looked peaceful, at ease, without a care in the world.
"Please don't leave me," he heard Hikaru mutter, that was all he needed to hear, Solar would survive this, he would make sure of it, he wouldn't see his brother in the state he was in for the rest of his life.
OH MY GOD! I CRIED WRITING THIS! IT'S SO SAD, anyway, sorry I haven't updated in a week, I have been shattered with my work experience and haven't had time, so please REVIEW and I will post the next chapter ASAP
Songs: I hate that I love you by Rihanna and Ne-yo
Backstreet Boys: Shape of my heart
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