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Chapter 33
The plans for the night couldn't have been any better for anyone, Sinaed had her friend who she could talk to about anything to, Tilly could spend the night with her friend, help her whenever she needed it, and she gets to spend the night hearing Jen's beautiful sweet loving voice all night, even a little snuggle by the end of the night when everyone is asleep. There was no need to be scared either, because Tilly knows just how much of a heavy sleeper Sinaed is so there shouldn't be any problems to getting in and out of the room when need be.
Not long after Sinaed had asked Tilly to spend the night around hers Tilly pulled out her phone and texted Jen to tell her the plans, not taking her eyes of Jen as she read the message, Tilly seen Jens face light up even more, if it was actually possible. Things were looking up for the better, yeah it could be risky tonight not been able to take there eyes of one another for a moment, but they'd get through it one way or another.
When the art lesson ended Jen told Sinaed she'd take her home as she was leaving right away anyways, and this way if Sinaed wasn't walking home it was unlikely she'd bump into Ruby, if these two were kept apart Jen and Tilly knew they wouldn't try and bully Esther alone. Of course Sinaed accepted, Tilly was also offered a lift but told Sinaed and Jen she was walking Esther home and so she did, again Tilly went and waited for Esther outside of her last lesson as they walked home together. It didn't take very long, but when they arrived Tilly told Esther if anything else was said from Ruby to text her straight away and she'd be round to tell Frankie and Jack what had been going on and of course Esther agreed and thanked Tilly again.
Now, Tilly rushed back home took a quick shower packed her over night bag with a couple of girly dvd's and head straight off around Sinaeds for there night to begin. Knocking on the door lightly a couple of times until Diane answered and welcomed Tilly in with a polite smile. Diane always felt like Sinaed was a better person when she was around Tilly, somehow. When she was around others she was moody, cheeky Diane could never get a word in but with Tilly around everything is always so calm, they actually enjoy the company.
The four sat down in the living room after Tilly put her things away in Sinaeds room and changed into her onesie, now they were all comfortable in there pj's and ready for a nice, calm girly night in together without any arguments. Something Sinaed needed with all of the stress she'd been putting herself through lately.
Tilly sat down on the far end of the sofa, Sinaed and Diane had there legs wrapped around one another looking all comfortable and there Jen and Tilly was, sat straight with there legs on the floor, they wanted to cuddle up more than anything in the world it was just to risky to do it. They knew Diane or Sinaed would think something of it.
''I'm gunna get the kingsize blanket for us all'' Sinaed laughed.
Well, now at least the two loved up women could hold hands under the covers. It was funny actually, because the both of them thought the same thing, and they knew they were acting like they were back in school but it didn't matter, not to them this was a night to look forward to, even if they had to hide it.
Sinaed struggled her way back downstairs with the kingsize blanket, it seamed so easy just to put the blanket over them, but actually it wasn't so easy, when you have a blanket you dont really want your feet hanging out the bottom it's got to be nice, and comfortable for you to even think about feeling cosy. So Sinaed, her bossy self told Diane, Tilly and Jen to budge up together, pulled Jen and Tilly's legs over one another, wrapped herself around with her mum and set the blanket out properly.
It couldn't have worked out any better, but Diane could feel Jen tensing up a little, she knew it was because they had been together before, because she'd caught them and she noticed the instant change in Jen when she thought they'd broke it off. Of course it was gonna be uncomfortable for them Diane thought, because i'm here, there gonna feel like i'm watching there every move.
''Loosen up will you two, your making me feel uncomfortable'' Diane giggled.
Thats what they needed, a little reasurance to people not suspecting anything about them, now they could watch the dvd wrapped up together, they finally felt normal in someone elses company and it felt great, really great.
Tilly had eventually wrapped her arms over Jen's shoulders under the cover without anyone noticing, closing the gap in between there hands was way to hard to resist. Tilly every so often rubbing her thumb over Jens hand and squeezing her a little tighter. This only made the two wish they could do this all the time, be open about there relationship to anyone and everyone without being judged, it just felt so good. Knowing the woman who was before going to tell the college about there relationship was now sitting on the sofa with them as they snuggled upto one another Jen and Tilly both couldn't help but smile.
The night was going great, they'd watched the dvd, ordered pizza and sat chatting for a lot of the night. Before late Diane was the first to get off to bed, she was the oldy of the group which Sinaed commented on causing Jen and Tilly to laugh, and not long after Jen, Tilly and Sinaed headed of to bed too.
Jen lay awake in her room after Tilly had text her saying she would be in as soon as she knew Sinaed was fast asleep, this is what Jen needed, as well as Tilly. Where they could be alone, cuddle alone, finally kiss alone. Not taking things any further, which of course was going to be very hard but as long as they could spend a little alone time together was much, much better than nothing at all.
After about half hour Sinaed was finally fast asleep, a train could have passed and it wouldn't have woke her. So Tilly quietly removed herself from the room and entered inside Jens, which was all in darkness. Tilly did wonder weather Jen was asleep but jumped straight into the bed with her anyway, of course Jen wasn't asleep. She was there, wide awake, waiting for a loving kiss from her lover. Which she got as soon as Tilly entered the bed.
They snuggled up, tightly face to face, sharing gentle passionate kisses for a while, then Tilly lay her head on Jens shoulder as they stared towards the celling thinking about how this night could be any better.
''I love you Jen, more than anything in this world'' Tilly whispered.
There it was, now Jens night couldn't have got any better. The way Tilly said it, Jen could actually feel it, feel the love coming from the teen. This wasn't just some crush anyone else would think it was this was pure, and full of love and nothing! was going to get in the way of that.
''I love you Tilly'' replied Jen reaching down to kiss Tilly on the forhead.
Love, is a powerful thing to have. Luckily, these two had found the perfect match, and they'd fought and fought for what was right. No matter what the circumstances was.
