Solars' P.O.V

I slowly opened my eyes as I looked around the room. Mori's blood had actually worked? No way. I was still alive.

"You're awake?" Hikaru asked from my side in shock, I slowly groaned as I looked at him. My eyes stung from the lighting in the room.

"Yeah," I answered, my voice was hoarse as I spoke. Hikaru pulled out a bottle of water, which I chugged down in one gulp. "How long have I been out?" I asked in a much better voice.

A small smile came over Hikaru's face.

"You've been in a coma for about a month at least," he answered, my eyes went wide.

"You're joking," I replied, Hikaru shook his head. "Then, have you been here…" I trailed off.

"Every day for the past month waiting for you to wake up? Yeah, I have, the girls are coming by later with the Club, they're gonna be so relieved you're awake, you've worried us all," Hikaru answered my unasked question. I nodded my head once as I looked back up at the ceiling.

"I'm sorry about everything, worrying you all and that, I didn't mean to," I stated as I turned my head back to Hikaru, who smiled at me.

"Don't worry about it, I'm just glad you're awake," Hikaru smiled as he kissed my forehead.

Laughter was heard down the corridor before the door opened. The shocked silence of the Host Club and my girls filled the room as I watched them.

"Hey guys," I smiled as I waved, that was all that was needed to set my friends off into a frenzy of tears and hugs. The pain from the hugs was worth it, I couldn't have been happier to see my friends again.

A month passed by before I was able to be released from the hospital. In that time Kyoya, being the smart arse he was, had managed to put two and two together. In other words he figured out it was my mother who had ordered the attacks on everyone.

When he, his private army, the Host Club and the girls went to question her, they found out she was emitted to the mental home on the other side of Japan. She finally lost it, didn't really surprise me though.

So, they went to the mental home to find her, that was when they learnt that she had somehow managed to get away. However, Kyoya had all his police on the lookout and no one seemed to have seen her, so she was gone. She just disappeared, which wasn't really a very comforting part on my end.

Rin, Rain and Alana had been contacted as well as Shirogane and Konecho, who were over the moon that I was still alive. However, due to their job they couldn't exactly come back to Japan, so my siblings were staying over there, where they were safe.

Hikari, Tadashi and Akira had returned home, turns out Hikari wasn't as injured as we all thought. Tadashi and Akira had decided to move closer to Ouran High Academy to be able to be closer to me.

Akira got a job as a new teacher, while Tadashi worked with the headmasters of each school inputting new ideas. Hikari attended the primary school just across from the Academy.

This was a big help to her parents because they could pick her up any time of the day, she would be able to see me and would make great new friends.

The girls became close once again due to seeing me every day, talking about their day, sharing their new interests.

Kona had taken up martial arts with Honey, Mori and Neko, who were all just as tough as each other. Saki had gotten so much into fashion with Kaoru it was almost unbelievable. Haruhi and her father moved into a larger apartment due to her father getting a better job thanks to Tamaki. Fushito and Kyoya both worked together on the clubs finances and came up with new ideas.

Hikaru hadn't changed at all. He was still over protective, loved to laugh, loved the same stuff.

I also hadn't changed; I may be more in love with Hikaru than before but other than that I was very much the same.

The bell to the final lesson rang; finally I could leave this place. As I went to pick my bag up Hikaru grabbed it for me before slipping his hand into mine and walking with me out of the classroom.

I must admit, ever since my mother disappeared, or went into hiding or wherever I was much happier, there weren't nearly as many attacks on me, my friends, or my new family, which happened to be Tadashi, Akira and Hikari. We were all happy.

As we walked to the end of the school where the girls were waiting for us I saw a blur run up to us before jumping into my arms. This caused me to hiss in pain but I couldn't help laughing at how hyperactive Hikari was now.

"Hikari, you know you shouldn't do that," Hikaru scolded as he picked Hikari up in his arms. Hikaru and Kaoru had become like the older brother Hikari never had, while Saki became like another older sister to her.

"Sorry onii-chan," Hikari smiled as she hugged Hikaru, who laughed at her.

I took my bag from Hikaru before we all started walking towards Hikari's house. Once we were around the corner Hikari jumped down and ran towards her house a large smile on her face as she did so.

Hikaru draped his arms around me again before pulling me closer to his chest as we walked. We were now in our final year at Ouran, all of us except Neko that is.

Once we were all out of there, we would go our separate ways, sure I was upset, but somehow I don't think the girls and I would be leaving each other any time soon.

We entered Hikari's house to find her shoes and bag on the floor. I rolled my eyes as I picked them up before placing them to the side.

We walked to the room, all of us smiling, laughing, heck even Mori and Kyoya had started laughing and smiling more now they had Fushito and Kona.

We all sat down; just talking, laughing, speaking about what we were going to do when we left. Haruhi was going to law school, Tamaki was joining her, though I don't know why, I guess he just didn't want to leave her side.

Both Kaoru and Saki had decided to go to fashion school in America, which upset me, we wouldn't see them as often. Kyoya was going to work for his father, while Fushito was going to medical school. Neko was still in school but she was going to go to veterinarian school once she finished. Mori and Honey were taking over their gyms, even though Honey still carried Usa-chan around, I don't really think it matters though. Kona was going to train with them and become a martial arts teacher. Hikaru, I wasn't exactly sure what Hikaru wanted to do, but then again neither was I; I wanted to be something that people would remember me for.

I looked around the room, at the various amount of book shelves, maybe I could be one of them. No, not a bookshelf, though my life would have been so much easier if I was. I mean a writer, I could write about my experience over the past years events.

It would be a good experience for me to get it out of my system, plus I wanted to show the world that not everyone has a good life.

I have been shot twice, pulled through with the help of Mori, attacked more times than I can count, lost a good amount of my family and now my psychopath of a mother has disappeared.

My life wasn't great, heck I don't even think it could be considered a stable life at that.

But I had my friends, I had Hikaru, I had Tadashi, Akira, Hikari, my sibling, Konecho and Shirogane. If this wasn't enough to help me pull through everything then I don't know what is.

"What are you doing?" I hear my husband's voice come from behind me as he wraps his arms around my waist. I turn my head to look at him; his bright red hair falls into his tired eyes as he reads over my shoulder.

"I'm just finishing this up, why?" I ask, he yawns as he shakes his head slightly.

"Ai won't sleep, I think she's hungry. You put the bottles above the kettle right?" he asks, I smiled as I kiss his cheek.

"Just because we've moved into a new house Hikaru doesn't mean things are going to change that much," I answer, Hikaru just gives me a puzzled look.

"I'll just take that as a yes," he laughs as he looks at me; I tap him lightly on the shoulder. I do love him, but he can be so annoying.

Ai, our lovely little girl, she has Hikaru's red hair and my blue eyes. Only three months old. Even though we are only twenty, Hikaru and I have all the support we need from our friends and families. We love them to pieces and we definitely wouldn't trade Ai for the world.

"Come to bed soon ok babe?" Hikaru asks as he kisses my cheek before walking off. I silently nod as I continue to type.

So at that moment in time I guess the only thing I really could have done was hold on. Hold on to everything I had and not let go, I couldn't lose Hikaru again, I vowed I wouldn't.

I rose from my chair and walked out into the garden. Hikaru, being the curious boy he was, followed me out into the garden. His arms slipped around my waist as he held me, the pre-summer air blew through my hair as I watched everything around us move.

"Why did you come out here?" Hikaru asked as he looked at me. I turned around in his arms to smile at him.

"Just needed a bit of quiet, but I'm glad you followed," I answered as I looked at him.

"That's not why, tell me the truth," Hikaru ordered in a soft voice as he looked into my eyes, I sighed before resting my head on his chest.

"It's just, everyone, minus Neko, is leaving after this year, and I'm just worried we may never see them again," I replied as I wrapped my arms tightly around his waist.

"We'll see them; we've been through too much to just lose them now. Besides, we're all family here, we're not about to leave each other. And I'm not about to leave your side, I love you Solar," Hikaru whispered the last part so only I could hear it. I smiled a small smile before looking up at him.

"I love you too," I whispered as I softly pressed my lips onto his. I loved him so much, I would never let him go, I knew that for sure.

Since that day, everything went fine, I never lost contact with the Host Club or my girls and I never will. That's a promise I will keep to myself forever. But the main promise I will always keep is to never let the one I love go, ever.

I save the document on my laptop before sending my story off to a publishing agency. I have finally done it, after three years, I have finally finished the story I had once said I would publish.

I small crying nose catches my ears. I slowly turn my head up to look at the ceiling. A small smile finds its way onto my face.

Yes, I never lost contact with my friends and I never will, but now I have a new promise. A promise to never put Ai through what I had gone through. I will do anything and everything in my power to make that happen.

I quickly rush up the stairs, knowing Hikaru would need my help with her. Ai hardly settles at night, but does settle when we're both with her.

I smile as I walk into the room, my life is perfect.

Hey guys, I was getting writers block for this, so I've brung it to an early close. I hope this ending was alright, for anyone who's confused the whole of this story is something Solar was writing herself; you should be able to figure that out from the last part. Anyway, I've had so much fun writing this story, I am sorry for all the late updates I've had. But I want to say a massive, massive thanks to everyone who has reviewed this story, favourited it, followed it and read it, you guys are the best. So please review me your final thoughts and tell me what you think of it. I hope to see you again soon. REVIEW!