Chapter 42

When Tilly returned home it was straight to bed for her, if she wanted to be in a good mood for her first day off the holiday with her family she really did need to get enough sleep to do so. Making sure everything was packed again, putting the last bits away for the morning and heading straight upstairs to bed.

Her mind instantly turning to her lover, she seen how Jen looked, when she told her she would be going away, and her face not so long ago when they had to say goodbye. The feeling off being missed so much meant a lot to Tilly, to know there is someone in the world that really did like to spend time with her, love her for who she really was and accept her for what she was. No bad points, nothing hated about her, Jen took Tilly for who she was, and that's why she loved her.

Jen hadn't been in a good mood when she got back to Diane's, the thought off having to get through five days without seeing Tilly to help her through the days. She really was going miss seeing her around college, meeting up after dark so they can spend quality time together, but even if she was going to miss her, so badly she still had the rest off her life to spend time with her, hopefully anyway. So this week, all Jen wanted was for Tilly to enjoy herself.

Tilly's alarm went off, crawling out off bed and straight to the shower before setting off and enjoying five days off the sun. She wasn't tired, not now. How could she be? This was exiting and she couldn't wait. Pulling out her phone just before she jumped in the shower to leave her beautiful lover a loving message to let her know she is missing her already, she knows fine well how much off a smile it puts on Jens face when she knows Tilly is thinking about her so that's exactly what she was planning on doing while away.

Youuuhooo, rise and shine. I'm up, getting ready to jump in the shower and heading straight out the door. One think I know is I can't wait to get back here. I'm gonna miss you so much, but will be ringing daily. Don't miss me too much will you? ;) Love you Jen Txx

With the message Tilly was happy, even the slightest message could bright Jens day up. Jumping in the shower while her parents were downstairs packing the suitcases into the boot off the car and making sure everything was turned off. Her mother was the protective type. She didn't dare leave her house all alone, normally Tilly would always be there to look after the house but this time she was on edge, and she wasn't someone who could easily trust someone either. Tilly wasn't even allowed a key until she turned 17, but as Tilly's father stressed 'Everything will be OK stop worrying' her mother was relaxed, for the time being.

Jen had twisted and turned all night long, her mind was doing overtime all night long. Dozing for the matter off minutes and then waking back up again. Every time she got comfortable again, she either needed the toilet or she was yet again wide awake and couldn't sleep. Turning herself over she noticed her phone was flashing, jumping to pick the phone up because she knew exactly who would be texting her at this time in the morning.

Instant smile spread across her face, and now more than earlier she was wide awake. There was no way in hell she was going to get any sleep now. Knowing Tilly would be on a plane and out off Hollyoaks within the next hour and half there was no point in even trying to sleep now. She couldn't deal with not saying a proper goodbye to her lover before she left, it was killing her.

Locking the house up, making sure they had everything yet again Tilly and her parents jumped in the car and headed straight to the airport, which didn't take long at all with it being so early in the morning they were there and parked in no time with time to spare. Relaxing themselves into the chairs to await boarding.

Toilets? Please, I couldn't let you go without saying goodbye

Tilly couldn't believe her eyes, she couldn't believe what she was seeing now. Jen here, in the toilets to say another goodbye. It was sweet as hell. Awake at this time just for one last kiss. She was only going away for five days but the thought off being away so long hurt the both off them. Without a second thought Tilly excused herself from her parents to go meet Jen in the toilets for one last kiss.

''Jen'' Tilly said running towards her lover jumping in her arms, taking one of the sweetest kisses ever.

''I'm sorry I couldn't sleep, I just needed to see you again'' replied Jen

''Don't be sorry, I am so glad you came'' said Tilly.

They both knew this couldn't last long because she would be boarding the plane soon, and she really didn't want her parents to come looking for her, being in the airport toilets with her teacher was not going to be a good look, but it didn't matter how long they had, it was the thought off having that one last kiss before she left that mattered.

''What you going to do while I am away then? Anything planned?'' Tilly asked.

''Nothing, nothing at all. Try keep out the way off Sinaed and Diane's arguments daily that's for sure'' Jen laughed.

Perfect idea. Tilly pulled out her house key and passed it over to Jen who looked confused and puzzled. There was no reason Jen couldn't use Tilly's place for the five days. She trusted her with her life, and it would give her some time to herself. Jen didn't like the idea at first but it didn't take much for Jen to agree.

Why not? Jen thought there was nothing stopping her. It was a good idea, there was someone to look after the house while they were away, and it was also time for Jen to get away from the arguments for a while. Some quiet for herself too. She loved the idea, and so did Tilly. But, unfortunately it was now time for Tilly to leave. Her parents would be sending a search party for her if she didn't get back to them now.

''I'm gonna ring you everyday Ok?'' Tilly said.

This was a lot harder than Jen had thought. She knew she needed to see Tilly again but she didn't think about the goodbyes again. It was hard, but it settled her a little knowing Tilly was going to call her everyday and text before bed. At least she had that until she come home, but when she did come home. There was a lot of time to be made up for, that was for sure, and neither could wait either.

''I love you Jen'' Tilly said holding her face lightly

''I love you too, more than ever. Look after yourself'' said Jen.

Tilly nodded and smiled sweetly, placing a kiss on her lovers lips before exiting the toilets off the airport. Back to her parents, while Jen made her way back out to the car park, into her jeep and back to Diane's to pack some things for the five days at Tilly's house.

The love, was a perfect dream into reality.