Disclaimer: I do not own YJ, they belong to DC. I own Mia!
2014. Mia is 21.
Sitting down on the beach behind the cave, Mia starts to sketch the beautiful sunset not paying attention to the person who sat next to her.
"Hi Tia."
Mia finally looks over to see Jason "Hey Jace. How was your day?"
"Pretty good" he lied.
"Jace."
"I argued with someone during the mission."
"Let me guess. Miguel?"
"No, not this time."
Mia furrows her brows "Really?"
"Yeah."
"Then who?"
Jason sighs "Myself" Mia remained silent "I argued with myself about everything that's happening in my life and what to do during the mission. I was so distracted that I nearly screwed the whole thing up. Maybe I shouldn't be Robin anymore."
Not saying a word, Mia stood up then offered a hand to help him up. Jason takes it and she pulls him in for a hug.
Mia whispers "Jason you're still young which means that you have plenty of time to figure out what you want to do. You should stay as Robin and see where it goes, maybe you'll become something else down the line. So don't worry about petty things and enjoy the life you have now. I don't want to hear anymore of this self-doubt talk, got it punk?"
Jason smiles but she didn't see it "Yes Tia."
"Good" she looks at him "Now let's go prank Nightwing."
"I've been waiting to hear those words all day."
The two headed back inside with her arm over his shoulders. As they got inside she whispers "I love you Jason" and kisses his head.
"I love you too Mia" he whispers back and kisses her cheek.
Little did Mia know that this would be the last time she would see him.
A week later on January 20, 2014, Mia was jogging in Central City when she suddenly felt sick to her stomach and had to stop so she could lean on a tree. "Why am I feeling like this? I know I'm not pregnant, so what is it?" She quickly finishes her jog and heads home. After making sure the line was secure, Mia calls the cave.
"Blink to Cave" no one answered "Someone there better answer or I swear I'll-"
'Amelia, it's Conner.'
"No one calls me that unless it's serious" "What the hell happened Conner."
Conner sighs 'It happened so fast.'
"Spit it out" Mia was deadly calm "Please tell me no one died, please."
'It's Robin. He's dead.'
"Ok thanks for letting me know. I'll see you later."
'Mia-'
She hangs up and just stood there. "It's not true. It can't be. Not Jason." Not bothering to change out of her jogging clothes, Mia quickly teleports to the manor and appearing in the foyer. She heads down to the Batcave and found something she had never seen before, Bruce sitting with his face in his hand looking broken and devastated.
"No." Mia runs upstairs to find Alfred. When she did, she saw him throw things and yell out in grief. Alfred was so devastated that he didn't notice Mia standing there watching him. "It-it can't be." Running out of the room, Mia went to find Dick silently praying that it wasn't true. She finally finds him in Jason's room crying by the closet door gripping one of Jason's hoodies tightly. Tears began to fall down her cheeks as she walks closer to him.
"Dick" he looks up at her with puffy red eyes "Tell me it's not true."
"Amelia" Dick got up and started walking towards her.
"No, it's not true. It's not damn it" Mia took a step back while pointing a finger at him "No, no, no, no. Don't you dare say it Grayson."
Dick pulls her into his arms and tightens his hold "He's dead. Mia, Jason's dead."
"Not my Jason. Not my punk ass snot nose of a little brother" "NO!" Mia screams.
She screams and cries her heart out over the loss of her self-appointed brother. The duo stayed in Jason's room, holding each other up for support as they mourned over the death of Jason.
"It's all my fault" she mumbles.
"Don't do this to yourself Mia. It is not your fault."
Mia looks up at him with grief "He told me that he wanted to quite but I convinced him to stay and see where it would take him. I killed him, I killed Jason."
Dick shakes his head. He holds her head to his chest and held it there as Mia shakes uncontrollably and cries while mumbling "I killed Jason" over and over again.
Two months after Jason's death, Mia and her brothers were nearly killed during a mission only the three of them could do. Her near death experience made her look at her life in a new perspective. "I won't be able to have a family if I'm dead. I really do want a family in the future." So when the Ramires siblings came back to the cave, Mia went to have a talk with Kaldur and Dick.
"Guys, I can't keep doing this. I need some time away, away from all of this. I won't speak for my brothers but if they do ask please let them take the time they need. All of our lives have been focused on fighting whether it was for good or evil and we didn't get to focus on what we wanted to do in life since it was ripped from us at a young age. So if you wouldn't mind, I'd like to leave for a bit."
"We understand Mia" Kaldur states.
"Take as much time as you need" Dick says.
Mia hugs them and gave each a kiss on the cheek then turns to leave. She stops but doesn't look back at them knowing that if she did then she wouldn't be able to leave.
"No one is to call me for a mission unless it's absolutely necessary. Other than that anyone can call me if they need advice or just want to talk."
"We'll tell the others" Dick says.
Mia continues to walk and leaves the cave for the time being. "Let's see who I really am."