"So, how are you liking your job?" Rey asked Kylo as they left the mess after dinner one night. "It's not too boring is it? It was all your mother could get the council to agree to." She was anxious to hear how things were going.
"It's fine, Rey. I'm just glad to have something to do. Thanks for working so hard to get it for me." Kylo smiled but he certainly didn't sound grateful. In fact, he hardly seemed to be paying attention at all. The vacant look in his eyes spoke volumes to Rey, Kylo's mind was a million miles away.
"Are you alright?" Rey asked. "You seem a little distant tonight. Well, the past few nights if I'm being honest."
"I'm fine it's just…nothing. I'll see you in the morning." He leaned in and gave Rey a quick kiss. She sighed. Maybe Kylo just needed some time alone.
"Ok. Goodnight." She turned to leave.
"Wait, Rey." Kylo grabbed her arm. "Take a walk with me?"
"Yeah, if you want." Rey took his hand. They left the camp without speaking. As they approached their tree, Rey turned to Kylo. "Are you feeling bad?" she asked. Kylo normally asked her to walk with him after a particularly hard day. To her surprise, he shook his head.
"I don't want to talk about that," he said. Then he leaned in. The kiss deepened quickly. Kylo pulled her against him, gently moving his hands up and down her back. He tore his lips away from hers and left a trail of kisses down her neck. Rey responded with a blissful sigh. She felt Kylo gently lower her to the ground. She pulled him on top of her, kissing him eagerly. They began to grind against each other, eliciting a moan from Kylo's lips. When he put his hand between her legs, Rey stopped.
"Right here? Are you sure?" she whispered.
Kylo responded by kissing her again, easing her pants off while doing so. He broke away from the kiss, lowering his mouth to Rey's cunt. She sighed as he licked her clit, eventually coming with a gasp. She pushed Kylo back into the grass and slid off his pants, tossing them aside. Rey took his cock in her hands, rubbing it gently. She leaned down, licking it in one long stroke before taking it in her mouth. Kylo groaned, reaching out to cup Rey's breast. As Rey continued to suck, Kylo's moans got louder.
"I'm going to come," he sighed.
Rey sat up. "Not yet," she murmured. "I'm not done with you yet."
She lowered herself on to his cock, moving up and down vigorously. Kylo thrust into her, panting and crying out. Rey changed her movements to match his, thrusting and groaning along with him. He came with a groan, finishing inside of her. Rey rolled off, lying beside Kylo in the tall grass. She lay her head on his chest, listening to the sound of his heart.
"I love you Rey," Kylo whispered. He wrapped his arms around her. "I love you so much. No matter what." He sounded so unbearably sad. He sounded as if he were saying goodbye.
"I love you too." Rey was in no hurry to leave this time; she wouldn't have dreamed of running. She closed her eyes, committing the moment to memory. "I wish we could lay like this forever." She sighed. "I wish we were the only two people in the galaxy."
"I'm sorry Rey," Kylo whispered. "I'm sorry I'm not the man you deserve."
"I don't want anyone else, why can't you understand that?" Rey could feel herself growing desperate. She could feel Kylo slipping away. "I don't care about the past."
"Just remember what I said. I'll love you for the rest of my life, no matter what happens." He reached for his clothes and leaned in to kiss Rey one last time. "Now let's get back to camp."
Rey got up to follow him, yanking on her clothes as she went. Once they reached the gate, Kylo turned toward the little building he still shared with Leia. "Goodnight," he said with a mournful smile.
"Goodnight," Rey replied. She watched Kylo's retreating figure and was filled with a sense of terrible despair. "Please don't leave me," she whispered. "Not you too."