Disclaimer: I do not own the Teen Titans.

A week had passed and Raven still couldn't control herself. Each night the thoughts came in, and the tears were unstoppable. She needed a way to get this ended. She talked to her emotions in Nevermore but they weren't so much of help. She then thought about going to Azarath, but they would definitely not let her come back. She meditated, she tried anything that could make her relax, but nothing helped. She didn't cared too much about him leaving her. Raven was just frustrated from the words he told her when he started explaining.

Flashback:

"Rachel? May I come in?" Robin said while knocking her door. Raven heard this while she was brushing her hair, which now was long, due to her emotions out of control. But that wasn't the only thing that changed. She got even more pale than what she was before, her eyes turned darker and her skin colder. She definitely was damaged.

"Are you ready to talk now?" Raven said to him. "I..I think so." Robin said. She sensed the anxiousness Robin had, but she ignored it because she thought it was her anxiety instead.

"Then come in." She said in a cold tone. As he came in, his eyes widen as he saw how she got different. He then sat on her bed and started to speak.

"How...how do I start?"

"I don't know. How did you felt for her in the first place? Didn't you missed me?"

"Yes I did. More than you'll ever know. I commanded Gar and Victor to look for you, Kori was going with them, but she saw how troubled I was and she decided to give me advice. And I felt for her, she had no intentions. It's my fault. I'm sorry." Robin said as he started to cry. He saw Raven with a normal face. He thought he was annoying her and that she wasn't buying his story. But real thing is, Raven was trying to be strong and to look mature. But deep inside, she was dying.

"I'm so sorry I wasted your time Rachel. I hope you understand and, I wish we can still be friends." Robin said as he left.

She then decided one last thing. 'This is insane. Am I really going to do this?' Raven thought. 'Maybe it's the only way to forget and continue my life.' she thought.

She thought of that idea for a few hours and then decided to go. She wrote a note and left her in her room (it was late at night, everyone was sleeping), and as she left the note and closed the door from Titans Tower, she said "I'll see you soon. I promise i'll come back." and started to run, crying.

Raven didn't had forces to fly, or either teleport. She just ran, ran, and ran until she couldn't continue anymore. But when she stopped she started to run again, she wanted to get as far away as she could. She couldn't take it anymore, the pain, the struggle, the agony, all inside her had to get out someway.

She ran few more miles, and she didn't even knocked the door; she just entered the small house in the woods, without caring how his reaction would be. As she entered the house, a loud scream ran out from a room. "Whose there?!" He yelled as he ran to the living room, just to find Raven kneeled on the floor, crying.

"Well, I wasn't expecting a visit from you; normal or crying." He said while he walked down to her, wiping a tear. "Why little Sunshine is crying? And why did you came here? Didn't you were happy back there at the Tower?" He said in a small voice.

"He...he...cheated..on..me. I thought I could handle it, but I couldn't. I tried everything. The only thing I believe that can truly make me calm down was to find you. You, this calm place, far away from the Tower; from him." Raven could barely said the words. She was too broken, X could see.

He grabbed her hands, and made her stand up. After she stood up, he gave her a tight hug. "Don't worry Sunshine, I'm here."

She just hugged him back, like she didn't wanted to end. She then picked her up bridal style, and put her down on the couch.

"You sure know how to wake someone up. But I have to go to sleep again. We'll speak about this tomorrow. When you feel better. Goodnight Sunshine." He said to her softly.

"Thanks, thanks a lot, Jason." She said, while falling asleep. He smiled wide as he left the living room.