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"Good Morning kid." A soft voice said making Raven wake up; just to find herself in X's living room with him at her side, with some tea he had prepared for her. She could do nothing else than to smile at him. She wanted to drop a tear but she held it. "Thanks J, for this. I...I needed this." Raven said. He swore he felt a big smile on his face. Raven could sense how those words meant for him; she sensed his emotions. And that made her feel more safer now, she now could truly trust him.

"Do they know you ran away to get here?" He asked her, while sitting next to her. "Not really. I left them a note telling them I will be gone for a few time to meditate and to calm myself. Maybe they think I left to Azarath." She confirmed.

"Azarath?" He said confused. "Oh sorry, my home-land. I..I was raised there." Raven said smirking. "Sounds like a nice place." He said to her, making her smile.

"So bird boy find another bird while you were recovering? I knew he was dumb, but not that dumb." X said. "I knew this was going to happen, but still, I..I can't believe it. My mind already forgot about him and what he did, but my emotions won't let me. They don't leave me alone. What's...what's wrong with me?" Raven said, worried.

"Sunshine, if you don't admit that what he did hurt you, your emotions will attack you. It's the same as...anger. You can open to me, well that's what you came here for right? When you feel like talking, i'll be here; for you." Red X said to her, looking at her eyes. What he said meant a lot to Raven. As she heard those words, she hugged him tight and whispered him a 'thank you' in his ear. He hugged back, and they stayed like that for a few more seconds. When they separated, she noticed his scar he had from the curse, was less bigger than when she saw it the first time. But she thought she was going crazy, so she ignored it.

'How could he think about that and not me? Maybe he's right. Emotions are actually attacking me, they don't let me even think. But, I must stay focused. If my emotions are unstable, that means he could take advantage of it making me feel comfortable and me confusing love with care. I will leave this relationship as a best friend.' She thought to herself. But will she keep that statement real?


The Titans in the tower passed the 3 months without her like she never existed. Except for Cyborg and Beast Boy, which sometimes missed Raven and the things they did together. They were concerned about what happened between her, Robin and Starfire but like they wanted her to be okay, they tried to live with it.

One day they passed to her room and entered to see if she was there, waiting for some hope; but no signs. There was just her things, her cleaned bed, and the window open? They widen up their eyes and ran to Robin; he was at the living room.

"DICK! DICK! Rachel was here! She was here! Her window is open!" Cyborg said to Robin with anxiety. Robin stood up of the couch and ran to the room. When he opened the room, he started to explore everything inside it. Looking for a track. (They couldn't track her the night she disappeared because the map said she was in the Tower. She hacked the sensors so nobody could follow her footsteps. But after the big blackout Jump City had last month, the sensors got restarted. But they didn't knew she hacked them, nor that the sensors got fixed after the blackout.) "Here! I found something" Beast Boy said while pointing that Raven's large box where she left her clothes and personal stuff was opened; but nothing was there rather than a note.

"I'm feeling better now that I'm away from my emotions. I'll be coming back soon. I hope that you still remember me, as I still remember you. I can't tell you where I am. But I can tell you I'm okay and that I'm not so away from home.

With love, Rachel."

As Cyborg read the note out loud, he flipped it just to be shocked of what he saw. "Richard...I...I think I know who she is with." Cyborg said with a scared look. "With who?" Robin asked confused. As he heard Robin ask, Cyborg landed him the note, showing him another note.

"Just for you to know, I want to let you know: she's in good hands. Actually, she is in better hands; if we compare them to yours, bird boy."

As Robin read that, he squashed the note in fury. But, why would he be mad? He was with Starfire after all.


"Why are you so late?" Raven said to Jason, who was entering the door with the rest of the clothes that were left in her room (in a backpack). "Your tower is noisy. If it entered an alarm contest, it would had won the 1st place." Jason said to her, and she chuckled. "You know, I could have taken all your things once at a time. Why you wanted to take them week by week" He asked her, bewildered. "I want to see if they noticed you or if they noticed that my room looks different than what it did months ago. I believe they didn't." She said to him. Raven felt he didn't liked the idea.

"So...you still care for them? I don't want you to be rude to you kid, and you know that I can't be rude to you but, if they cared enough for you, they would have tracked you since the blackout last month." Jason said while sitting next to Raven. She gave a disappointed face, that made Jason know that he was correct and that Raven was concerned about what was happening.

"I'm sorry. I know they mean a lot to you. That you spend many, many years with them, fighting by their side and that you all care for each other. But that's in the past. If they moved on, so can you. Don't let emotions let you down again, not again. You were so broken, you got fixed, don't break apart again. If what they do is hurt you more, let them go." As Raven heard those words, she lied her head on his chest and hugged him tight. "I don't know what I would do without you. Thanks so much." She whispered. "I don't know what I would do without you Rachel."

"Oh and by the way, happy 2nd anniversary. These have been the best 2 months of my life." He said while grabbing her cheek. "You know something? Mine too." Raven said and then she kissed him softly.