Sorry this story is so short, I promise the next one will be longer! It's from Leonard's POV, hope you enjoy! Read and review, thanks.
Story 3- I Miss Her Already:
"This isn't fair to you Leonard, I'm sorry" The words that broke my whole world. It wasn't even that she didn't say it back straight away, it was that she didn't feel it at all like I felt it. She'd gone, left, and I was alone. Sat in that chair at the bowling alley with my whole life falling down around me. She was everything to me, everything I did was for her, but now she's gone. I loved her, I still do love her, but she doesn't feel the same way. It makes me want to cry, it all happened too fast, I asked her what I should do but she didn't answer and instead left. Penny, my everything, gone. She didn't say we had broken up, but I knew it was over. Maybe I was fooling myself, thinking a perfect girl like her would ever want to be with someone like me. Why did I have to tell her I loved her? I ruined everything! But I do, I do love her, more than she'll ever know, but she doesn't feel the same way. It's not surprising really, she could do a 1000x better than me. But after all that I still love her, with all my heart and soul. I wanted to chase after her, hold her, kiss her, but I knew I couldn't. She wasn't my Penny anymore, she wasn't my girlfriend Penny anymore... She was my neighbour Penny. She didn't belong to me anymore, we didn't fit together anymore. I feel like someone has just gone into my chest and ripped my heart out, she's crushed me. Sheldon tries to pat me on the back, it doesn't help. It brings me back to reality, a single tear dropped from my face. All the tears that I cry are for her, the girl who had broken me into a million pieces. My heart beats for her, what am I going to do? I can't live without Penny. All the nights she spent cuddled into my side, kissing my neck, holding my hand, did she mean it? Did she actually want to be there? Or was I some sort of game she was playing? She never really liked me, but I loved her. But now she's gone, and I'm by myself again. I'm still sat in the chair unable to move, thinking about what's just happened. Maybe it's for the best, so I can get over her. But we all know that will never happen, because she's the love of my life. No-one even comes close to her because she's amazing, and beautiful, and perfect, and stunning, and exquisite, and she's my whole life... But now she's left me. Good-bye Penny, I'll miss you. And remember... I will always love you.
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