I go to the rec room and see the guys sitting together. Cartman is with them but I am sure Kenny isn't really talking to him.

"Hey, I get to go on outings now and I can close my door during the day."

"Awesome" said Cartman looking at me. "You plan on jacking off or something." I felt my face blush because I did need to jack off but I wasn't dare doing that while in here.

"No" I growl. "I am glad I can have some privacy like I did at home. I never thought I would miss school so badly. The good news is nothing is crazy about me. So, I just need to complete the rest of my time here and I'm good. Do you think he will tell you guys your results today?"

"I am sure he will" said Kenny. "Hey, you want to play Uno?"

"Sure" I said sitting down in a chair. We played the card game until it was time for lunch. Sitting down I am trying to decide what I am going to do for the rest of my day. It's so god damn boring here.

I see Kyle approaching the table. He was running late because of his appointment. I was almost worried but decided to calm down. Kyle is smart and I am sure he challenged the doctor. Kenny had his appointment and the results were not surprising. He is normal but needs to watch his sexual urges. The doctor said he might take it too far and become a sex addict or something. Not going to lie we laughed our asses off when he said that.

"What were your results?" asked Kenny before Kyle could even sit down.

"I get the same freedom as you guys" said Kyle. "He said I have anger issues. I don't think I am that bad."

"Yes you are" said Cartman. "You cruse me out all the time. I can name more than a few times you put your hands on me."

"As if you weren't asking for it" I said annoyed. Lately Cartman has been getting on my fucking nerves.

"Whatever" said Cartman. "He has lost it on you a few times and you were all butt hurt and shit so don't act like I am the only victim."

"You are not a victim!" I exclaimed. "That is my whole point."

"Well I will find out my results following this bullshit lunch. I know I will be okay. I won't be like you guys having anger issues and sex addiction crap."

Kenny laughed. "What the fuck ever." The rest of us starting laughing except Cartman. Following lunch, I went straight to my room. I almost want to take a nap just because there is nothing else to do. I lay there staring at the ceiling thinking about what the doc said. Was I in love with Kyle? I mean it's not like I am going to act on it. What would he think of me? Maybe he would accept me but what if he didn't love me the way I love him. Too many possibilities that I did not want to find out.

I hear a knock on my door. I see Kyle face in the window. I wave for him to come in. He looks like he has a lot on his mind.

"Just wanted to see what you were up to."

"Shit" I said. Kyle sat down on the bed.

"I wanted to know when we get out of here are we still going to do the sleepovers."

"Of course dude. I wouldn't have it any other way."

"Sometimes I wonder if we are too old for that shit."

"Never!" I replied looking at him. Kyle is looking down at me with his beautiful emerald eyes. I just want to kiss him. He starts blushing. "What? What did I do?"

Kyle cleared his throat. "Nothing" He stands up. "I am going to go to my room and do some reading."

"Why don't you read in here?" I ask not wanting him to leave.

"If you want" he said. "Let me grab my book" Kyle went to grab his book and came back. He sat on my bed reading while I stared off into space. At this moment, I am glad we are stuck in this place together. I don't think I could make it without him