I walk up to the bus stop and Kenny is already there.
"Hey dude" I greet.
"Hey" he replied. "Man I am so sick of catching the bus. I was thinking we could all pitch in a get a car or something."
"Not a bad idea. How would the whole insurance thing work?" Kenny shrugged.
"We can figure it out when the time comes. The main part is coming up with the money."
"Shouldn't be too hard since none of us are in afterschool activities." I stopped playing football the previous school year. I didn't like all the pressure, whining and nagging that came with it. My dad begged me to keep playing but he is not the one having to put up with the bullshit so I ignored him.
"Wal Mart is hiring if you guys wanted to put in apps with me?"
"Dude, my dad worked for the Wal Mart, that place is evil. Can't we work at Target or something?"
"I didn't think about it." We look down the street as Kyle approaches. He looks so cute in medium tint jeans and green tee shirt and green orange plaid button down short sleeve.
"What are you guys talking about?" he asked standing beside Kenny. Why is he standing beside Kenny and not me?
"I was talking about how we should all get jobs so that we can save up to buy a joint car. Riding the bus sucks ass."
Kyle laughs. "I can't picture myself working while staying on top of AP classes but I think I can work it out." Kyle frowns at something behind me. I turn around and see Cartman approaching.
"Sup guys" said Cartman. I turned back around not saying anything to him. "Seriously you guys, your still mad?" We continue to ignore him. "You guys are acting like a bunch of bitches about this whole thing." Kenny rolls his eyes as the bus pulls up.
We find our usual seats and sit down. I can hear Cartman still bitching. Kyle sits down beside me.
"How are you?" I ask him.
"I am doing good. Next week I start my visits." Kyle finally decided to except that he needed help regarding his night terrors. His mom set up an appointment for him. So far he has to go once a week for the next month.
"How did you sleep last night?" Kyle blushes pushing me with his elbow causing me to laugh. I went to see him last night before he went to bed to give him a little something to help him sleep better.
"Sucks this year we won't be in the same classes" he said changing the subject.
"Nobody told you to sign up for AP classes. Why would you want to take harder classes anyway?"
"These classes actually go towards my college credits. I won't have to take many basic classes once I start. That's my goal at least. It will help me to finish school a lot faster. When you are stuck all 4 years going to college and I did in 3, you won't be laughing."
"Whatever dude"
The school day was long as usual. Class wasn't as fun without Kyle in it. We at least get to have lunch together. I actually brought lunch from home. I was busy eating my sandwich and enjoy lunch when Cartman does what Cartman does.
"You guys are going to have to start talking to me at one point"
"I am talking to you, when I feel like it" said Kenny. "Why do you need us to talk to you so badly anyways. You do enough talking for us."
"You guys are my best friends" whined Cartman. I roll my eyes while Kyle shakes his head. "So did you guys hear about Craig and Tweek?"
"What about them?" I asked.
"They totally fagged up this past summer in camp" laughed Cartman. "They are actually dating. I mean Tweek, I get but Craig. Jesus."
"What business is it of yours who he dates?" asked Kyle. I know he struck a cord and I know why.
"It is my business who everyone dates" said Cartman. "I know cupid." I roll my eyes not this shit again.
"There is no such thing as cupid" I stated. "Either you have a connection with a person or you don't. Gender shouldn't even really matter."
"The hell it doesn't!" exclaimed Cartman. "Men are with women, Blacks with blacks, jew with jews. You get the picture!"
"You are a jackass, a racist jackass."
"Oh please. I am no racist. I don't hate one race over a neither."
"We are not doing this" said Kyle standing up to put his now empty tray up.
I look at Cartman. "If you want to continue to be friends with us. You need to stop saying and doing dumb shit like this. We are not little kids anymore and we won't stand for your bullshit anymore." I stand up and walk over to Kyle. "Hey"
"Don't baby me, I'm fine" he replied. I take one look and know he is lying but I let it go. It is not the time or place to push him.
"Did you want to come over to my house after school?" I ask.
"Yeah I can. I have been wanting to play on your Playstation anyways."
"Do you regret buying the Xbox One" I tease.
"No!" retorted Kyle. "They just have some damn good game exclusives. You know the gaming industry is in this together to bleed us dry."
"Excuses!" I say pointing a finger at him. "I will meet you at your locker after the last class."
"Alright" said Kyle. I wanted to walk him to class but his class was too far from mind. I would end up being late. Having 5 minutes in between classes is total bullshit. The end of the day came around quickly. The ride home was the same as had been in previous years.
I unlocked the door excited to get Kyle back in my room. I had some stuff I wanted to try out today. I see my mom on the couch.
"Hey mom" I say as I go towards the stairs.
"Hi Mrs. Marsh" said Kyle.
"Stanley, how was your first day of school?"
I stop after going up two steps. "I don't know, the same as always. People just trying to show off their new clothes and shoes."
"Kyle, how have you been? I haven't seen you since the hospital." Mom calls the asylum the hospital it makes her feel better.
"Yeah my parents wanted to keep an eye on me."
"I don't blame her. You boys will not understand until you have your own children one day." If we have children. It's not like we can pop out babies.
"Mom" I whine. "We got stuff to do."
"Alright, did you need any snacks?"
"Not right now" I said moving up the stairs. I see Shelly leaving the bathroom and going back to her room.
"What are you so happy for?" she asked.
"None of your business" I said opening my door and pulling Kyle in and locking my door.
"Jesus Stan, no need to be rude."
"It's Shelly" I said kicking off my shoes. "She's always rude. I never say shit about it. I think I can get one pass. Come here." I pulled Kyle in for a kiss before he could respond. "I waited all day for this moment." I go back to smothering his lips over mine. I place my hands under his shirt. I hear him moan in response.
I push Kyle on the bed enjoy the shock look on his face. I double check the lock on my door and make my way back over to him. He tries to talk but I stop him by putting my month over his. I put my hand under his shirt again this time I reach for a nipple earning a squeal out of him. Incredible, I need to hear more of those sounds.
I reach for his jeans undoing them. I pull his member out not even feeling shy because I am overcome by lust. Kyle seems to realize what I am doing.
"Stan, wait-" I lick the tip that I realized had pre cum coming out. It does not taste as bad as I thought. I suck the head earning a moan from Kyle. I take more of him into my mouth slowly wanting to tease. His moaning is causing me to get harder. I release myself from my jeans. I start stroking myself to the same rhythm I and sucking Kyle.
Knowing what I am doing, what we are doing makes it feel even better. I start moaning as I realize I am close to coming. I start taking in Kyle even more than I realized.
"Shit" cried Kyle as he started coming into my mouth. I continue sucking him moaning as I come on the carpet. Damn it. I did not think this through. I sit on the floor breathing hard. I reach for an old sock on my floor and used it to wipe up the mess I just made.
"What the fuck was that?"
"I was backed up" I said.
"I know that" blushed Kyle. "I am just so confused. Maybe I am over thinking this whole thing."
I join him on the bed. "Over thinking what?"
"I mean from what I knew you were straight. Next thing I know we are jerking each other, dating and now this. It's surprising is all."
"Do you want me to stop?" I asked not knowing what the hell he wants from me.
"No it's fine" said Kyle. "I am finding myself wanting to go on a real date like most couples."
"We can totally do that!" I exclaimed. "What would you like to do? I can take you out this weekend."
"I'll think about it. I am not sure what my homework is going to look like."
"Dude you are a genius. I am sure you can skip homework and still get an A."
"This is AP and I am not taking the chance." Kyle kisses me. "Thank you. Thank you for seeing me, accepting me and loving me." I can feel cheeks getting hot. I do love him. I love him a lot. I even tried to give him my kidney when we were kids but I was not a match. I also will not tell him that it was his journal that gave me the strength. Reading how he felt about me is what made it easier for me to accept my feelings.
"It's cool" I reply with a smile.