I sit down at the table and notice Dad isn't there yet. Mom is asking about our day. I let Shelly go first so I can think about how I am going to tell my mom how my fucking day went. Before I get a chance to say anything Dad comes bursting through the door.
"What the fuck is this Stan!" he yells. He is waving around his phone so I really can't see what he has on the screen but I can assume.
"Dad, let me explain-
"There is no explaining this shit!" he screams.
"Randy! What are you doing? How can you talk to Stan like that?"
"Our son is gay. Not just gay but now he is on porn sites."
"Porn sites?" said Shelly freaking out. I am too in shock to say anything else.
"What the hell is going on?" yells my mom.
"I hooked up with Kyle and someone recorded it and sent it to almost every kid in school. I don't know who put it on a porn site though."
"Dad you probably shouldn't be watching that. It counts as kiddy porn."
"Ew shelly, please stop" said my dad. My mom takes the phone from my dad and sees a small clip from the video.
"Omg, Stanley, how long has this been going on?"
"Not long mom-
"When were you going to tell us?"
"When I was read-
"You don't like chicks?" asked my dad. "Whatever happened to that Wendy chick?"
I closed my eyes because they keep cutting me off on top of asking a ton of questions I don't know the answer to.
"I was but Wendy and I broke up in 8th grade. I just recently found out I was gay. I mean how would you tell your parents who thought they would get grandkids and a daughter in law? Tell me dad!"
My dad looks stunned.
"Stanley, you are still our son and we love you. We are just surprised that's all honey."
"I know mom. I know. You have no idea how hard it was for me to know what was happening to me. Coming to terms with everything. Then I get blasted all over school before I can even come out, with this god damn video! I can't talk anymore." I walk away and go to my room locking the door.
I pull my phone out and text Kyle letting him know what happened. I would call him but I know he is eating dinner with his parents. I call Kenny.
"Kenny, what are you up to?"
"Shit, how is everything on your end?"
"Dude our video ended up on a porn site?"
"Are you fucking serious?"
"I would not joke about this. Like Shelly friend saw the video I am not sure where she saw it at. My dad saw it on the porn site."
"That is so embarrassing" replied Kenny.
"Kenny, you better not be trying to google that damn video. According to Shelly it's kiddy porn." Kenny laughs knowing damn well he was going to try and locate the video on a porn site.
"That is a good point. How did you parents take the news?
"They said they love me still but I don't know. Dad seems pretty fucked up about the whole thing." I am now pacing my room back and forth.
"Your parents are pretty well rounded I am sure they will come around. Did you talk to Kyle?"
"I text him but you know how his mom is when it comes to him having the phone at the dinner table."
"True that. I was wondering, how long have you guys been dating?"
"Not long. Kyle wanted to wait to tell people. I mean he didn't even take my feelings serious at first."
"That is surprising but not at the same time."
"How so?" I ask.
"I don't know. I mean you two have this indescribable bond. Since the accident it became more obvious. At least to me. Kyle could see things change but you seem to be a little slower to it. At the coo coo nest you seemed to be coming around more to accepting things I guess."
"You could see all of that?" I asked scared that Kenny could see all of that.
"I am a lot smarter than you guys give me credit for. I am okay with that. I am just glad my two best friends found their special someone. Now if I can get me a girlfriend I would be even better." I chuckle.
"Kenny I am sure you have a lot of girls coming your way."
"Yeah until they find out I am poor. These girls are shallow as fuck now days."
"Glad I don't have to worry about that." I continue to talk with Kenny until I hear a tap on my window. I look out the window and see Kyle. "Kenny, I have to go." I hang up not waiting for him to say bye.
I open the window and it is much cooler outside than it was earlier. Kyle climbs through the window and hugs me. I hug him back not even saying anything. I am just glad he is here. He rubs my back like how I usually do his to make him feel better.
"I'm sorry your parents didn't take the news well."
I close my window and sit on the bed. "I really don't know if I can say they took it bad. That video ending up on a porn site and my dad coming across it was just fucking nasty. I don't blame him for freaking out. Mom seems fine, shelly is fine it's just dad."
"My dad took it hard but my mom. That was rough. She couldn't believe I wouldn't marry some beautiful bride. I had to remind her that gay marriage is becoming legal and I can adopt just like they did for Ike. It took her a few weeks but she came around."
"I mean my dad and I have never been close but now it feels like we are even further apart." I put my face in my hands. Kyle hugs me laying his head on my back.
"Let's take your mind off of this for a while. Do you want to play any games? We could kill a few people. Make you feel better." I laugh at his attempt to make me feel better.
"Not right now. I just want to sit here and do nothing." Kyle nods. "Can you turn off my room light." Kyle turns it off as I turn my tv on. I turn to some random movie as I lay down in my bed. Kyle lays beside my spooning me for a change. We lay in silence for a while.
I almost drift off when I feel that Kyle is hard. I turn over to face him.
"What are you thinking about?" I ask him.
"You" I lean in kissing him. Kyle kisses me back as if he has something to prove. Soon we are grunting and fighting for control. "God damn it Stan." Kyle pushes me on my back as he climbs on top. He removes his jacket and shirt revealing his pale slim muscle chest to me.
I set up meeting his lips and rubbing my hands all over his waist and lower back. Kyle starts rocking his hips against me. I moan into his mouth. Kyle pulls my head to the side as he bends down and bites my neck. I hiss because I am not use to him being this aggressive. We continue going at it for a while longer. Until Kyle whispers those words.
"I can't take this anymore" he moaned. "I need release." He climbs off of me and stands up to remove the remaining clothes. I get undressed as well. I stare at Kyle as this is the first time I have seen him completely naked since we started dating.
"God do I love you" I say before pulling him in for a kiss. I lay him down on the bed grabbing the lube to give him the ultimate hand job.
"Stan, I want us to do it." I look at him as if I heard him wrong.
"Are you sure?"
Kyle nods. "I need you inside of me, please."
"Kyle, I have never had sex before. I don't know what to do?" I am panicking. I thought I would have longer before we actually did the deed. He touches the sides of my face with his hands.
"I don't know what I am doing either but I will do my best to guide you. As long as it is it is you I know everything is going to be fine." I go back to kissing him. We are kissing so hard our teeth meet a few times. Kyle takes the lube and rubs it up and down my dick. It looks so glossy. Kyle starts guiding me towards his entrance.
I am searching his eyes for nervousness but I do not see anything but the lust and love. It's overwhelming to look at him right now. I turn my head away. Kyle licks my neck as I feel I am right where he wants me to be.
"You can start pushing now Stan" he says softly. I am not sure how much or how little pressure to apply. I start lightly but the entrance feels tight, so tight I don't even think I can get in. "Stan you are going to have to push harder."
"Let me know if I hurt you or you want me to stop. I don't want to hurt you."
"I know Stan. It's okay. I promise." I push a little harder and I feel him open up underneath me. I only got the head in.
"Holy shit" gritted Kyle. I could see he was in pain. I leaned down and kissed him. As I kissed him I could feel how tight he was. I wonder it is normal to feel like your dick circulation is being cut off. I kiss Kyle until he tells me it is okay to move some more. I slowly move forward feeling pleasure from such little movement. My mouth drops open. "Does it feel good?"
"Yes" I reply breathily. I slowly move back and forth stroking Kyle. Kyle starts moaning. I am not going to last long if he keeps that up. I feel like he is sucking me in. This is nothing compared to a hand job or blow job in anyway. I start kissing Kyle as I give in to complete pleasure. Kyle cries out. I stop moving. "What, are you okay, did I hurt you?"
"No" he replies. "You hit something inside me but it felt so good." I try to think what I did but I honestly can't remember. I go back to kissing Kyle and stroking him. I am near the end of my rope already. Kyle breaks out of the kiss tossing his head back.
"Omg, yes. Right there" he moans. I start stroking in the area I think he is telling me to.
"Kyle" I moan.
"Omg, I'm coming" cried Kyle. I start coming as soon as I hear him say that with his lower half tightening around my dick. I am moaning so loud I wonder if my family can hear me. I hover over Kyle. I can feel his essence on our stomachs. I roll over to the side so I can lay down. "That was amazing."
I have to agree with him. This is the best thing since the ipad. I can tell I am going to be addicted to this feeling.