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SASUKE'S POV
KNOCK KNOCK
"Teme! What the hell are you doing here?! The Gala brunch starts within an hour and a half."
"She knows" I whisper while I walk into his room.
"What are you saying Sasuke? She knows what?" Naruto asks while he closes the door.
"The truth about my past" I mutter silently and I sit down on one of the couches, my elbows on my knees and my hands covering my eyes. How did this happen? How did my life turn upside down in just one morning…? Am I the monster that likes to hurt his submission or am I the person who is satisfied with vanilla sex? Is the person from the past month the real me or was it just an act, an illusion? God, help me because I just don't know it any more… my life, my identity, everything seems like a mystery to me. Naruto, say something because this silence makes me think a lot and I really don't need these questions right now.
After a long silence Naruto finally starts to speak: "Do you need a drink? I have amaretto,…"
"No, drinking won't help me in this situation. Besides I want so stay sober." I definitely need to be sober when I confront Karin about her actions. Asuma, man, I hope you will bring me some good news.
After Naruto pours himself a drink, he sits down in the couch opposite me. "So H—How? Did you tell her?" I shake my head while I say: "I didn't have to, someone was ahead of me." I lift my eyes from my hands and look at Naruto's face, seeing his eyes widen at my statement.
"Karin?!" he asks and I nod. "Jesus" he shouts out loud. "This is bad!" I know Naruto, trust me I know… A long silence falls upon us until Hinata walks out of the bathroom. "Naruto, darling why are you shou—Oh hey Sasuke. I didn't know you were here" she says while she walks towards me and gives me a big hug. She takes the seat next to Naruto and then she notices my distress.
"What's wrong, Sasuke? Are you sick? Or did something happen with Sakura?" I close my eyes at hearing the name of the woman who just walked out on me. Damn, this situation is so hard. When I open my eyes, I look at Hinata's face and I can tell that she is worried. "Karin told her about my past." I can see her eyes widen and she sits forward so that she can take my hands in hers.
"I am so sorry, Sasuke" she says while she squeezes my hands. She is one of the few women that I can trust and tell everything to and no matter which mistakes I make in my life, she will always be there for me and I am grateful that I have her in my life. Dobe, you really are lucky to have such a lovely woman as your wife.
"Sasuke you can't give up on her!" he yells at me while he stands up and puts both of his hands on my upper arms and pulls me so that I am standing.
"Too bad Naruto!" I hiss at him "I am not the one who is calling the shots."
"Do you love her, Sasuke?" Hinata asks me. Do I love her? That is a question I haven't thought about, since I don't know what love is anymore. Once I loved a woman very hard, but she decided to break my heart and move forward with another guy.
"No" I answer "I don't love her. You both know how I feel about love."
"Don't let that bad ending influence your thoughts about love, teme!"
"Dobe, are you deaf?!" I retort at him "That bad ending is still influencing my life."
"Because you let her!" he yells at me, gripping my shirt with his two hands so that our faces are a few inches apart. "I thought that Uchiha's never give up or that they will always be the winners!"
"Don't talk about the Uchiha's!" I hiss at him. "Why should I fight for someone I already lost? That is pathetic."
"So you are just accepting the mess Karin started? How stupid are you?!"
"Sasuke, I think Naruto is right."
"Of course I am babe."
I snort "That doesn't happen a lot."
"Hey Te—"
"QUIET YOU BOTH!" Hinata yells which makes our head turn in her direction. Hinata is usually a very silent woman, but when she yells… Oh boy, then you better pay attention to her.
"This isn't a fight between the two of you, this is about Sakura, a woman who loves you Sasuke."
"How do you kn—"
"Because I saw it in her eyes." She interrupts me. "She looks kindly and lovingly at you, Sasuke. And maybe you don't love her back, but I am 100% sure that you like her, because otherwise you won't be here. So don't even try to deny it!"
"Teme" Naruto whispers in my ear, so that Hinata won't hear it "if there is one thing I learnt since our marriage, is that you always have to agree with women so that hell won't open." I chuckle at Naruto's statement. Hell? Hinata? That doesn't look like a good combination.
"I know I like her… a lot actually, but what can I do right now? She is too sweet, too inexperienced to understand the things that happened in my past."
"Your past, huh?" Naruto asks and I nod. "So you never hurt her?"
"No, never!" I respond immediately.
"Then she can't blame you, Teme. Hell, even she may have a past like –"
My phone interrupts Naruto and it's Asuma's name on the screen. I hope you have good news for me, mate.
"Asuma, did you find her address? You did! Well done, you deserve some salary raise. Uhu, so there is where she lives. Can you do one more thing for me? Great, can you send me the itinerary from the hotel to that address? Thanks, mate. I owe you, bye!"
"Teme I will come with you."
"No, Dobe. You stay here. I need to do this on my own."
"Okay, but promise me that you won't do anything stupid because of that chick!" Naruto shows his pinky, hoping that I promise that by intertwining our pinkies. We don't promise by words, we promise by our pinkies.
After the promise, I run towards the garage where one of my cars should be. I sit in my car and I wait for Asuma's message. PING PING, there it is. Okay so it's a half an hour ride, so I better get going.
After half an hour, I arrive at the house she lives in right now. Seeing it, my anger starts boiling and I can feel the adrenaline through my whole body. Keep calm Sasuke! You definitely don't want to go to prison for a bitch like her! I ring the doorbell and wait for her response. When the door goes open, she is surprised to see me.
"Hello, Karin. We need to talk."
"Sas—" and she tries to close the door, but too bad I am way too strong to let someone close the door right before my nose. So I push the door back and enter her house.
"Wrong move, Karin." I hiss at her.
"How did you find me?" She yells at me.
"That is none of your business, honey."
"What do you wa—"
"I want to know what you said to Sakura!" I yell at her "and don't act stupid. I know you are the one who told her about our past!"
"Oh yes?! Do you have any evidence?!"
I move forward and grab her hair, making her look straight at my face and in my eyes.
"Au!" She yells. "Sasuke, let go of me!"
"I am going to ask this one time. WHAT DID YOU TELL SAKURA?!"
"I DIDN'T TELL HER!" she hisses and I pull her hair even closer, hurting her even more.
"I showed her a video tape of us." She whispers.
"You what?!"
"I SHOWED HER A VIDEO TAPE OF US. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?" She fucking showed her a tape! God dammit, this is even worse than words. I let go of her hair and she falls on the floor with a loud thud. This is unbelievable! How did sh—
"I thought my men had burned all the tapes."
"Obviously not, darling." She stands up with a victory smile on her face. I lost her for good. She will never forgive me after seeing that tape. Oh my god, imagine how she felt while seeing that… Sakura doesn't deserve this pain and hurt! Thinking about her hurting face is so painful, it feels like my lungs are punctured.
I am more than furious at Karin, there doesn't exist a word that can describe what I feel right now towards her!
"Why? Why are you interfering with my life while you chose to disappear out of it?" I roar at her.
She blinks up at me saying "I made a mistake, leaving you for Suigetsu. The sex, our role plays… I don't know, but something had changed. And the sex with Suigetsu was rou—"
"Oh please, I don't want to hear about your sex life with him."
"I'm sorry for breaking our engagement and breaking you. But Sasuke everyone makes mistakes. Even you make a mistake, thinking that Sakura is going to satisfy your needs."
"Don't you dare to talk about Sakura or my needs!" I shout at her. "You know nothing about me."
"Yes, I do Sasuke." She retorts. "We experienced that lifestyle together for years, we were even engaged. So don't think that I don't know you! She bewitched you, Sasuke! Can't you see it? You even don't know who you really are!" she yells at me, while she walks towards me until she stands right before me.
"My life with Sakura is none of your fucking business. So stay out of it!" I pause and look straight into her eyes. "You really think that after what you did to me that I would accept you back into my life? Hell no! Even if I want to lead my previous lifestyle, I will never take you back. No, no, little missy. I will find another submission!" I roar at her, making her angry. But she doesn't have any right to be angry at me. She threw everything away: our life, our lifestyle, our love, everything.
"Karma is a bitch" I hiss at her and walk towards the door. I have heard enough and I really need to leave before I do something stupid. God dammit, that bitch is unbelievable. She really thinks that she is the only good thing that happened into my life. The bitch better wakes up from her dream and I better go to the only woman who occupies my head. I will fight for my princess and I won't let my ex interfere with our relationship any more.
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