Why not Yukimura: Chapter 8
"Seiichi!" Tezuka said, sounding so alarmed by the mere fact that Yukimura had decided to stop their long, winded foreplay and just get things over with.
The blue-haired guy literally stunned his co-captain by removing his hospital shirt right there right then when they entered what Tezuka believed to be the nurse quarters.
"W-wait..somebody might –"
"Nope. No one's coming not until after the morning shift. I know their schedules." Yukimura said confidently as he went on lavishing Tezuka neck with tiny kisses.
'Of course you knew it,' Tezuka silently thought with slight disappointment and worry. Their first time doesn't need to be this way right? They could wait until Yukimura's out of the hospital and go to a more secure place like a hotel perhaps. Or they could go to his house. Anywhere but not here. It's just not right, for crying out loud!
Wait.
Did he really just say like they could make out at his house? Oh yes, his thinking were a bit impaired lately. Thanks to a certain captain who has been hunting his mind all this time.
Tezuka slightly pulled himself away, and this time, Yukimura seriously felt irritated. He has been pried away for like more than ten times now!
"What?!" he barked.
The Seigaku captain leaned down and planted a chaste kiss on Yukimura's lips. The gentleness brought by that kiss almost convinced the blue-haired captain that indeed they should do some moderation on whatever they're doing.
Almost.
But not really.
It's already too late to back out now. He has reached his limit. Not that this was the first time he ever lost control of himself. Though by all honestly, this was the first time he badly needed what he craved for ever since.
He knew for one that Tezuka wouldn't listen, that Tezuka would always make an excuse to have his way on things, that Tezuka would resort to the most diplomatic strategy possible just to stop this initial lust-filled encounter. Yukimura knew, for he has long been watching his co-captain, keenly observing his reactions to certain stimulus.
Tezuka is at times impulsive. That was the very reason why he managed to bring him in where they are now. Yukimura knew the other guy was just holding his ground, trying his best to win his rationality over teenage hormones. Tezuka was trying his best.
Poor thing…Yukimura was not a bit generous today.
"Are we going to do this or not?" Yukimura purred, face buried on the hollow of Tezuka's neck and shoulder.
"Seiichi…"
Yukimura sighed and snuggled closer to the other guy. Tezuka's hesitation suddenly made him feel cold. Plus the fact that his shirt has now laid discarded on the floor, and the room temperature set up to a solid 26 degree Celcius, cold enough even for someone pretending to be sick like him.
Right. He was just pretending to be sick. Well, Yukimura wouldn't have considered the idea if not because of his bet with Fuji, which put him in a somehow compromising situation. He knew that if he would delay his plans, Fuji would surely snatch all the remaining opportunity. That's how devious his nemesis, Syusuke Fuji was, and as equally devious as he was with the latter, Yukimura just wasn't that confident that he'll be able to get Tezuka with mere seduction.
As to how he got admitted to the hospital without certain illness, only his uncle, who happened to be the head of the neurology department know.
He sighed and pulled away to get his shirt on. This was really frustrating.
He was half-way buttoning his shirt, back facing at the stoic Seigaku captain, when he felt Tezuka's strong arms embrace him from behind.
'Sweet..' Yukimura thought.
But not enough to remove the bitter feeling he had in the current situation they are in now.
"I promise…." Tezuka started. "We're going to make this right when you feel fine. I'm really sorry, Seiichi.. I know –"
"Stop it, Tezuka…" Yukimura said, freeing himself from the other guy's hug.
"Sei-"
"You always apologize, and it's making me sick. Do you really regret doing this with me that much, that you have to say sorry every time you touch me? That's ridiculous." Yukimura said, feeling furious and upset all at the same time.
"I don't-"
Yukimura raised a hand to stop the other guy from saying some more things.
"I get it." he said.
Tezuka silently nodded. In as much as he would like to defend himself from the obvious misunderstanding, he found it easier to just let things be. He was in no mood for argument, and he has a lot of things to sort out regarding his unusual behavior, his feelings, his real stand on Yukimura's upfront confession on him earlier.
Tezuka has liked Yukimura ever since they knew each other, and no one can question that. He knew he felt something more than mere friendship and camaraderie towards the other captain, and Tezuka had already accepted that perhaps he was in love with Yukimura as well. The feeling is apparently mutual, but still not enough to merit rush decisions from both. Sex is just one thing he still need to think about, even if his body was actually telling him the contrary.
"I think I also need to apologize…I didn't mean to force myself to you. You were so responsive back then so I was thinking that-"
"Seiichi!" Tezuka barked in annoyance. His irritation got the best out of him. "You're not forcing yourself to me…
"Oh?"
"I was….I just think we need to think more about it.."
"You mean sex?"
Tezuka frowned. He didn't like the bitterness of Yukimura's voice.
"Tezuka,…if you didn't want to do it with me, you should just have restrained yourself from giving those false responses.."
"They're not false."
"Oh yes? That doesn't seem to be the case now."
"You don't understand."
"You didn't explain." Yukimura countered. He was trying his best not to break the aura of dominance he exudes in front of his co-captain, even if his throat start to hurt. If Tezuka wouldn't stop this, Yukimura didn't know if he could still hold back his tears. Can't Tezuka really see his feelings?
"Yukimura…..just…we better go back to your room now."
"Go back yourself. Staying in that room makes me feel sick."
Tezuka raised a brow.
"I'm going home now." Yukimura said as he headed for the door.
Tezuka looked confused.
"Yukimura, you're not-"
"I'm not sick. I just feel like making myself sick to lure you in. You're too naïve, Tezuka.. I don't even know if you ever saw my advances before I told you what I feel."
Tezuka attempted to say something but felt lost from what he initially wanted to say. There are three things he certainly knew now. First, Yukimura lied to him about being sick. Second, the blue-haired captain is obviously angry at him now, and third, he doesn't know what to do…for the first time in hi s life.
The moment when Yukimura slammed the door behind him and left Tezuka isolated on the nurse quarter was the same moment when the stoic captain realized that indeed, he just did a terrible mistake.
He sighed in exasperation.
There are times when he wished he's not Tezuka Kunimitsu….because in as much as he wouldn't like to admit it, he's a difficult person.
Sanada laid wide awake on his bed, still unable to recover from the not-so-ordinary experience he had with a certain Seigaku genius. He brought his arm to cover his eyes. He never expected it to feel 'that' good. But yes it did, and it's making him all the more guilty. Well, he doesn't really have anything to worry about. He was single and is living in a normal teenage life.
There's no big deal, actually…..not unless he thinks of his captain whom he harbor special feelings for.
The mere thought of a smiling Yukimura sent enormous guilt on Sanada's ego. He hated it that way, for he knew he wouldn't be able to face his precious captain straight in the eye.
Fuji's to blame for this. He's a demon hiding in a meticulously covered angelic smile. If you're one who doesn't know the fatality of what his simple smile can do, then Syusuke Fuji is a very good match for that inexperience.
Unluckily for Sanada, even if he really didn't show any interest, he still became the victim.
The Rikkaidai vice-captain sighed.
That wouldn't happen again.
Over his dead body.
Author's Note:
...*sigh*...I don't feel like murdering Tezuka and Yukimura's virgin images just yet...(oh well...I'm going to do that some other time...)
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