I mulled over what I could have done differently, I loved Bella, I have never stopped and probably never will. The moment that I met her she turned my world upside down, I never saw it coming, neither did Alice.
I remember Carlisle and Emse saying how I had been brought to life by her. That was one of the reasons I couldn't damn her to this forever. I always thought that she would leave me eventually but I had never expected it to happen like this.
The only thing I could hope for now is that my family would be safe, and Bella happy with her new found immortality.