Approaching the house that we owned in Denali was daunting. I knew that once I stepped inside there were a million questions that I would need to face. I could hear the minds of my family as they sensed my approach, they wanted to ask questions that I couldn't answer right now, that I didn't want to if I was being honest. How could I tell them what they needed to hear when I didn't know the truth myself?
Never in my existence had I felt so lost and alone, everything I thought that I had was gone, lost to me possibly forever.