Excitement! I am so pleased with the reviews I got for the previous chapter. Thank you so much to everyone who reviewed.
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Jace peppers kisses along Clary's jawline and she feels herself relax. He loves her, she knows he truly loves her and she loves him more than anything. It's not that she didn't know it before but lying here beneath him, everything feels perfect.
"This… It's going to hurt." He says softly, "If it's too much tell me to stop, please, I need you to tell me."
"Okay." She says gently in response kissing him again.
He guides himself into her and she gasps at the feeling of fullness inside her. It's a good feeling and then she can feel pain. It's not unbearable but it causes unbidden tears to spring to her eyes. They roll down the side of her face and she closes her eyes but she doesn't want him to stop.
"Do you want me to stop?" he asks gently brushing her tears away with his hand.
"No," she says firmly her eyes closed tight, "Kiss me."
He kisses her and she deepens it losing herself in the moment to distract herself from the uncomfortable feeling between her legs.
He moves slowly and gently and she gets used to the pace relaxing beneath him. His body is tense and she knows he is holding back.
"Jace, please…" she says softly, "I want you."
"Look at me," he says softly.
She opens her eyes and he sees the look of pure want in her eyes, "I need you, Jace." She says.
At those words he finally lets go of his inhibitions and thrusts in and out of her moving deeper. She moans as he does. She would be lying if she said it didn't feel good, like pain and pleasure at the same time. She closes her eyes again to lose herself in the sensation.
"You're so tight," Jace moans against her, "you feel so good, baby."
"Harder," she begs spurred on by his words.
He picks up pace and she wants more. It feels so good. She knows now that their bodies were made for each other. She never knew that her body could provide so much pleasure.
"Harder, faster, I don't want you to stop." She cries out barely intelligible.
He obliges and she is crying out in pure pleasure as he moves in and out of her at a frenetic pace. She is moving her hips to meet his own now.
"Clary, oh baby," he moans her name, "Clary!"
"Jace…" she moans barely able to get his name out between cries of pleasure. She is completely lost beneath him. She wraps her legs around him as tightly as she can and he continues to thrust into her. She feels a familiar sensation building between her legs.
"You're mine," he cries out, "All mine… you're so tight baby, it feels so good."
She feels another orgasm building inside her and she knows she is close. She wants to tell him but she can't form a coherent sentence.
"Baby, I'm going to come." He cries out, "I can't hold on any more."
She opens her eyes and looking into his own the wave crashes down on her as he lets go climaxing at the same time. He feels her trembling beneath him and kisses her hard.
When the feeling washes over her finally subsiding she realises it was even better than the first time.
He pulls out of her and collapses on the bed beside her. They both lie back for some time. She feels the bed shift as he gets up to tie off his condom and throw it in the bathroom attached to her room.
He comes back in and she is still lying beneath the covers.
He picks up his boxers and puts them back on. He walks over to her closet and pulls out one of the many oversized t-shirt of his he has provided her with over the past 6 months. She likes to sleep in them when he isn't around.
He pulls her up and puts it on over her head and she giggles pushing her arms through the holes. He gets into bed beside her and lies facing towards her. She looks over at him and chickens out and looks down towards her hands.
He pulls her chin up to face him. She blushes furiously.
"I love it when you blush," he says huskily, "it's so beautiful." His eyes are darkened with want.
"Jace…" she says softly not sure what else to say.
"I can't believe that you're still blushing though," he says softly, "those were quite some moves Fray… you're not as innocent as you make out to be." He says teasingly kissing her forehead.
"It's your fault…" she says pouting, "You make me want you so badly."
"I don't think you have any cause to be worried by the way…" he says teasingly.
"About?" she asked confused.
"About whether you're any good…" he said softly, "I mean if it was any better than that I think you might have given me a heart attack and killed me." He says chuckling.
"You don't have to… I mean you don't have to…" she starts but stops herself when she sees the look on his face.
"Tell the truth?" he asks her emphatically, "but seeing as we're being ever so communicative, are you okay? I didn't hurt you too much did I?" he says stroking her hair suddenly concerned.
"No..I mean at first it was a bit painful … but then it was … and I mean I'm a bit sore but it's a good kind of sore like after a long session at the gym… It was erm … better than I expected." She says rambling.
Jace looks down at her and for once a blush creeps across his face, "Was it that bad?" he asks looking genuinely worried.
Clary sees the look on his face and giggles, "No … I didn't mean it like that. I had an orgasm Jace … It was erm … I can't find an adjective." And she bursts out laughing.
"So it wasn't that bad?!" he asks exasperated, "but it was pretty bad…"
"NO!" Clary says howling with laughter once it subsides she rearranges her features to try and look serious, she grins at him finally failing to hold on to her serious look, "It was better than I ever imagined it could be… I mean… I don't know how I'm ever going to cope with you being fully clothed ever again. You inside me … it's the closest to heaven I've ever been. Is that too much?" she asks biting her bottom lip.
He looks relieved, "Jeez, Red, you had me going." He says sighing in relief.
"I'm sorry that I'm not very coherent after earth shattering sex, Jace." She says teasingly.
"Earth-shattering eh?" he asks grinning and he is back on cocky Jace form.
"Mmmhmm… And I was being serious before. I don't think I'm going to cope with you being fully clothed ever again." She says nonchalantly pressing her hands to his chest.
"You and me both, Clarissa." He says, "but if you walk around me semi-naked I'm going to have to take you every time as if it wasn't hard enough already… So I think clothing is probably for the best."
"Is that why you put this on me?" she asks tugging at the t-shirt grinning.
"Partly… also because I thought you might be cold." He says coolly.
"You're a terrible liar, Jace Lightwood." She says teasingly.
He grins back at her shaking his head and she knows she is right.
He wraps his arm around her pulling her to his chest. She yawns against it suddenly overcome with tiredness and he pulls her closer.
"Sleep, Clarissa." He says yawning in return and they both fall asleep in each other's arms.
Okay so this is where the story would have ended if you didn't want me to continue. Maybe with a short epilogue chapter.
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