There's a serious tone, just telling you. Oh, and it's mostly a small filler.
Disclaimer: GIMME! I WANT IT! *sobs*
I couldn't sleep. So much stuff was running through my head.
Was Melanie evil? Was Kali the evil one? Both of them? What did Zoey mean when she was talking about those gangs? Was it just a coincidence that the two leaders of the gangs had the last names of Vocaloids? Why were Chloe and Zoey so nervous about the cosplay? Who sent the messages?
So many questions, but no answers. I want those answers desperately. I wont get them just laying awake in bed. So, I sat up and swung my legs over the bed. I then walked across the hall into the bathroom and looked in the mirror.
"... This isn't the real me..." I pushed a piece of my brown hair behind my ear. "The real me doesn't exist in this world. And no one here knows. They all think I'm human. I want to be. I truly do..." I closed my eyes and opened them again. My eyes were a different blue.
"But I can't change it. So, let's just not be human." I used my air powers and shut the door. "Time for a secret none but me will ever know."
The rest of September, and most of October, was uneventful. My hair was growing longer once again and my eyes were almost always the lighter blue they were naturally in the other world.
"Morgan..." I turned around and faced Em. "You're different, you know? You seem much more distant this past month or so." I blinked.
"What's wrong with that?"
"Everyone's worried! You aren't fun anymore! You're... You're like you are on another world, ignoring everything!" Em grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me. "Why?!" I looked towards the ground. I couldn't tell anyone why. But, if I kept this up, people could figure my plan out and I could lose everything I've been trying to do.
"I'm sorry." I sighed and blinked away the brightness in my eyes. "I can't tell you, but I'll stop." Em looked doubtful, but let go of me. I turned around and began to walk towards the porch out back.
"... What are you hiding?" Em whispered loudly enough for me to hear.
I want to tell her, but I can't. I don't know if I ever will be able to. So I just continued walking until I was outside. Next to the lilac tree, I sat down on the grass that was starting to die.
"Morgan! What are we going to do for Halloween, da~ze?" I shook my head, not even glancing behind my shoulder.
"I don't have anything planned Korea. If you throw a party, I'll kill you. 'Kay?" I could hear the asian back away.
"You're always so mean, da~ze!" I finally twisted myself around.
"Thank you. I don't try to be nice." The korean man crossed his arms and pouted. "Now go back inside, please. I don't truly want to deal with your whining."
I had been sitting outside for awhile, just thinking. I don't know if anyone even cared if I was out here. I didn't mind. I got to play with the air all I wanted to, being able to master the power more.
I thought of something. Can I get the wind to carry sound? Including music? It would definitely be something to try out.
I sang the first thing that came to mind, making sure there was always wind to possibly lift it.
"Do you want me to have feelings?
Like 'oh I miss you so much'?
Maybe you need simpler terms
Get rid of your expectations
And let's have a horrible kiss.
So am I white?
Am I black?
It's just nightmares back to back.
It's like I was awoken by an echoing voice
From deep within the sea
I shake off the cold water I am wet by.
Everyday I feel like I am haggling, but
I have a mutual love addiction.
I feel like I'm captured by feelings
Like 'oh I miss you so much'
Maybe you need simpler terms
Get out of your safety zone
Cause the corruption has begun.
Our delicate distance is distorted
Questioning it is a mission.
Breaking into ordinary words
So what? Like every time
Looking upon you eloquence
I understand that
An extreme kind of tale
Would win over your feelings.
I'll get as close as I can
But no more than that.
Cause those things are, to the day
Lost sleeping in suggestive behaviors
There's five minutes till it's over
The words you spoke had disappeared.
'Until next week' said the voice
You shook you coat and I took your hand
So
I'm suffering through these feelings
Like 'oh I miss you so much'.
You could understand it after all
Delete what you hold onto
And give me your best kiss~!"
Yeah, that was a bit random of me. But, according to Em, I need to be more like that. But it doesn't work well with the goal I created for myself. This isn't easy... I stopped the wind.
"Let's see if music can travel through the air... And let's discover the secrets of Zoey and Chloe, since they are 'the one's of music'. What's so musical about them?" I stood up and went back inside. It was time to sleep.
There's no need to be so serious. Go back to being you. You will forget your quest to do this.
I woke up feeling like I forgot something, but I shrugged it off. I was hungry.
"..." I stopped outside the bathroom for a second. There was a strange dent across from it. How did I never notice it?! "Kitty! Why the hell is there a dent in the wall?! I'm going to kill you!" I ran towards where I knew the cat-girl was.
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"Good. She's back to herself."
See? This chapter isn't really necessary to the plot... But I wrote it anyway. But it was published quickly! That's good, right?