disclaimer: I do not own twilight and never will so onto the story most likely grammar filled story, I apologize for that as of now.

Bella Pov

The front door opened loudly as Esme came in from picking up a large child from a small bus in front of the house Bella noted as she watched them walk straight into the kitchen as the child excitedly slipped off his back pack and coat.

"Is she as Kick ass as dad said she would be!" Bella smiled as she watched the large child ask excitedly as he punched the air to emphasize his point from her spot hidden spot in the hallway. Esme instantly spun around frowning at the boy as she scolded "Emmett Marcus Cullen Langauge!".

The boy instantly withdrew as he pouted at the floor body hunching forward as he said "Sorry mom" The woman smiled back softly caressing the boys cheek as she whispered "It's okay I know your just excited to know Bella but you can see yourself when she comes down"

Bella chuckled as she thought "He's good the puppy pout" she shook her head smile still marring her face as she watched Esme ruffle the boys messy black hair making the little boy's smile grow to massive proportions, "I cant wait to meet my new sister!" the older woman smiled brightly and laughed a sound that made the teens heart tremble the second she heard it, her eyes closing involuntarily to savior the sound all the more, her hand reaching to lay against her chest lightly quickly able to feel her rapidly beating heart and trembled scared of what it could lead to.

The hidden teen instantly retreated quickly moving back towards her room the door closing softly behind her just as she heard small feet stomp to the room besides sound pausing outside the room practically seeing his eyes staring cursorily at her door before slamming open his door and moving inside.

The teen sat down on the bed deep in thought eyes absentmindly sweeping the room untill she saw the empty pill bottle on the dresser, the nearly empty bottle both scaring her and alerting her.

The teen slowly got off the bed and picked up the bottle rattling the contents as she read the label "Zachary Adams, Prozac, take three every morning" the teen clenched the bottle the plastic starring under the pressure before the teen suddenly stopped intently staring at the wall as she could almost hear her mother scream at her "You Whore Freak of Nature".

A much younger Bella screamed when Renee slammed her head against the tiled floor of the bathroom, "that is not how you do that!" she hissed as Bella's head was once again slammed into the floor, the pain becoming nearly unbearable for the eight year old.

"Please stop" she begged weakly when Renee raised her head again blood dripping from a deep gash on the side of her head and onto manicured fingers that were buried in Bella's hair roughly, Renee stopped as she comptenplaited leaving the child to drown in her own blood before the bathroom door was kicked open a livid Charlie standing in it's wake.

Eyes filled with a fire that could frighten a demon snarled "What fuck is going on here?", Renee instantly removed her finger from the bloodied hair and cuddled up to Charlie "IT' was doing it again using the bathroom like a man" the older woman snarled in disgust as Bella struggled to lift her head from the blooded floor.

Charlie nose flaired as he walked up to the child slipping a curled index finger under Bella's chain making the battered child maintain eye contact with him as he hissed into Bella's bettered face with beer stained breath "So you want to be a man?"

The child didn't even answer simply closed her eyes to avoid seeing the fist that knocked against the wound making her scream in pain before Charlie hissed as he stopped her side "Shut up the neighbors are home"

The teen shook her head shaking the memory away as she thought "That was on of the more tamer sessions" she winced as she slipped the bottle in her pocket as she faintly felt the beatings Charlie Swan and Renee Dwyer would inflect upon her for something she couldn't help all those years ago. The teen opened the top drawer of the dresser removing some clothes before walking through the door to her bathroom.

The door closed slowly behind her as she shed her clothes with a sigh and stepped into the glass shower that was quickly turned to the hottest temperature it could produce. " This won't happen again" she thought bitterly as she closed her eyes and pressed her forehead onto the tiled wall relaxing as scathingly hot water was dripped down her body.

The teen continued to breathe deeply trying to maintain the calm aura about her but failed when she opened her eyes and saw the large member between her legs, The teens teeth clenched as she hissed quietly "I wished I could cut you off".

A bar of soap was quickly found and used efficiently being washed off before Bella stepped out from the shower, slowly being calmed by the process of putting on clothes and hiding her body from her self tossing the used clothes into the hamper after switching the pill bottle from one pocket to another.

The sound of thudding feet could be heard as many people made their way into the house voice merging through the walls and becoming inseparable, Bella sighed steeling herself for this essentially important dinner as she about to make her way out the room, pausing with a hand on the doorknob the teen stopped.

She reached a hand into the pocket of her jeans quickly opening the bottle and slipping out only one white pill since she had to ration her dwindling supply and swallowed it dryly before she opened the door and walked to the kitchen where everyone was gathered as she thought to herself "here we go".

Authors note: With chapter three finally being posted what do you think is going to happen between Bella and the Cullen children? I will try to stay in narration pov by the way, That being said I would like to thank everyone who reviewed they were awesome but theirs a few encouraging ones that made me beam, and once again sorry for the time and errors. Tell me what you thought with a pm or review. Thanks for reading- Forest valentine