-Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach. Only this story. I am just a fan of the series-
* This is the continuing of Toshiro x Momo : She loves me , right? , Toshiro x Momo : More than a playdate , and Toshiro x Momo : Will always be.*
Toshiro x Momo : He loves me , He loves me not
chapter 4
Its morning and Momo just got out of bed feeling sad. She had Toshiro in her mind the whole time . She went to work hoping it will distract her from Toshiro.
Momo thought.
Toshiro has a friend who he wants to be a relationship with. I wonder who she is.
Momo just felt gloomy. She went to sit down near Aizen's room just in case he had any work for she sat she couldn't just stop thinking about Toshiro. She had her diary with her and started to write.
Dear Diary ,
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I have to give up on Toshiro. He already loves someone...someone who isn't in me. It be bad if I told him I love him but I love him so much...I don't know what to do anymore.
She closed her diary and took out the picture of Toshiro from inside and hugged it tight in her arms. After then Aizen came out of his room and saw Momo. Momo quickly put the picture back in her diary.
"Hinamori your here! Well as long as you're here I want you to do me a favor"
"Okay."
"I want you to give these books to Captain Hitsugaya and have him sign these papers , okay?"
"Okay , Captain Aizen."
"Thank you , Hinamori."
Momo was nervous going to see Toshiro even if it was just work from Aizen. Momo got to Toshiro's office and knocked on his door.
"This is Lieutenant Hinamori from squad 5! I have something from Captian Aizen to give to you and papers that need to be signed!"
"Come in!"
Momo opened the door and saw only Toshiro by himself at his desk.
"Hi Toshiro! Here are the books and the papers that need to be signed."
"Thank you , Momo. I will read these papers and sign them quick so it won't take long."
"Oh okay."
After awhile Toshiro finished signing the papers and gave them to Momo. Momo took them and left. Toshiro looked and saw he had the books. He saw that the first book was a different color. Instead of it blue it was sky blue. Toshiro looked in the first page to see the title.
"This Diary belongs to : Momo Hinamori"
Toshiro saw that it wasn't his book it was Momo's diary. Toshiro thought of going to give it back but he was having second thoughts.
What if Momo wrote who she likes. I wonder but I shouldn't she won't forgive me if she found out that I read her diary.
Meanwhile Momo was walking to Aizen's to give him the signed papers.
"Toshiro looked so busy. He is so cool. He always finishes his work. Hmmm...I know I will write this in my diary."
Momo went to Aizen's to leave the signed papers. After that she decided to go to her room and put her diary at her desk then looking at her diary she noticed the color is different.
"Huh? Its a diffferent color! But mine was a much lighter color of blue! I wonder...what...if this isn't mine but is the book I was suppose to give to Toshiro but if I have this then Toshiro must have my...my...my...my diary..."
Momo decided to to take the book back to him and get her diary back.
"I have to get it back before he notices its my diary!"
Momo was scared of having her diary in the hands of Toshiro. Momo quickly rushed to Toshiro's office.
Meanwhile Toshiro was deciding to look or not to look in Momo's diary.
"Maybe if I just flip through the pages and if I see my name in there I will read it...but that will still be wrong I shouldn't look in other people's diary!"
Toshiro was thinking so much about it. Then Toshiro decided to open it.
"I will just open it to any random page and read it to see if my name appears."
Toshiro takes a deep breath then opens it.
Toshiro looks at the page searching for his name then turns the rest of the pages without reading only looking for his suddenly...
*Bam*
Something hits Toshiro's head very hard that he drops the diary. While rubbing his head he looks up and suprised he sees Momo. He sees that Momo is holding his book in her hand knowing that Momo was the one who hit his head using the book.
"Uh...Momo...um what a ...sur-prise...hehheh.."
"TOSHIROOO!"
"Uh y-yes?"
"WHY WERE YOU READING MY DIARY?"
"Oh was this your diary? I didn't know...heh"
"We both know that thats the diary you gave me for my birthday! So YOU READ THAT BOOK KNOWING IT WAS MY DIARY!"
"Oh uh yeah..."
Toshiro picked up the diary and hand it to Momo. At the same time when she snatched the diary the picture of Toshiro slipped out flying then Toshiro cought it and right when he was about to turn it around to see who was on the picture...
*bam*
Momo slammed Toshiro's book at his face after that Momo quickly takes the photo and her diary and runs off.
"OOOOOOOWWWWWWWWW!"
Toshiro's face turned red from the pain from the looks around for Momo.
"Where the heck she go?"
Meanwhile Momo was at her room.
"Huff Huff Huff...WoW I ran too much. Ugh! Toshiro actually read my diary! Also Toshiro almost saw the picture..Auuuugh! I can't belive it!"
Just then there was a knock on her door. Momo opened the door and it was Aizen.
" Hinamori You're back! I need you to give Captian Hitsugaya these last few papers."
"Oh sure no problem , Captian Aizen!"
"Thank you , Hinamori"
Momo started walking slowly feeling nervous going to see Toshiro especially since she hit him with the book.
"I wonder if he read anything in my diary. Did he read anything that I wrote about him. hmmm.."
Momo just started feeling gloomy then she sees a flower and picks it. Momo decided to pick the petals of the flower.
"He loves me..He loves me not...He loves me...He loves me not...He loves me...He loves me not...He loves me"
That was the last petal and it was a He loves me.
Momo started getting happy.
"YAY! HE LOVES ME! HE LOVES ME! HE LOVES ME! HE LOVES ME! HE LOVES ME! HE LOVES ME!"
"Who loves you?"
Momo turns around behind her and shocked to see its Toshiro. She looks to her right and sees that she is at the barracks of squad 10.
"So who loves you?"
"HUH? UH Ummm..."
Momo started blushing.
"Momo?"
"NO ONE! NO ONE! I DON'T LOVE ANYONE!"
"Then why did you scream out "He loves me"?
"Because ...ummm...Oh uh yeah uh...the papers fom Aizen, These papers needs to be signed by you."
"okay"
Toshiro just signed the papers knowing that Momo changed the subject. Then something came up his mind while signing them.
I wonder who is he that made Momo so happy just now. I knew it...it wasn't meant to be...there will never be a relationship between us...we will only just be childhood friends and I will never get the chance to give her that star keychain.
Toshiro started feeling sad.
While Toshiro was signing the papers Momo was just staring at him without him being aware.
Oh wow Toshiro looks so hard working. sigh...he is such a great a captian.
Momo kept on staring at Toshiro.
Momo just thought about how cute he looks and the without realizing blurted out the words .
"You look cute."
Toshiro looked up at Momo after just hearing that. Momo started blushing feeling so embarassed that she can't believe she said that out loud.
"UH..UH..WELL UH WHEN I SAID...UH I MEAN I DIDN'T...I UH OH YEAH WELL WHEN I SAID YOU LOOK CUTE I MEAN AS IN A LITTLE BOY! BE-BECUASE YOU KNOW YOU LOOK SO SMALL AND SHORT AND YOU LOOK CUTE LIKE A LITTLE BOY JUST HOW YOU LOOKED BACK WHEN WE WERE CHILDREN!"
Toshiro felt depressed after hearing that.
"Here I finished signing the papers."
"Oh uh okay thank you"
"I got to go back to work. Later Momo"
"Okay later , Toshiro"
As Momo left Toshiro went into his office. He went towards his desk. He slammed his hand hard on his.
"WHY! WHY CAN"T WE BE TOGETHER! BECAUSE SHE LOVES SOMEONE ELSE! BECAUSE SHE THINKS OF ME AS A CHILD! BECAUSE WE WILL...ONLY BE...just... friends."
Toshiro slammed his hand on his desk again.
Meanwhile Momo was at her room tossing and turning on her bed and her feet and hands hitting the blankets and pillows.
"Why! Why! Why! Did I say that out loud...man I am a total clutz. I mean I practically fell and hurt my leg while listening to his conversation with the other captains"
***Momo's Flashback***
Momo stands near the door where inside the room the captians are in. She listens in to their conversation.
Some of the captains were deciding which of their Lieutanants was gonna get the difficult job that maybe easy for a Lueitenant. Many suggested on Renji , Rukia , Matsumoto , Izuru , and suggested on Momo. Many of the captians felt like she shouldn't since she didn't look right for the job. Aizen kept saying that she can handle it.
"My Leuitenant , Hinamori , can handle the job I know she can that is why she is a Leuitenant because she is well known for her incredible skills."
Ichimaru stepped up and said "Yes she is known for her great skills but I just think she may not be capable for it. What if she fails."
Many of the captains agreed with what Ichimaru said.
Momo right behind the door started feeling sad and wished she can go in the there and tell the captains that she can handle the job.
Hitsugaya stepped up.
"I agree with what Aizen says! We should let Hinamori take this job. If we don't give her this job then how else will she prepare for future tasks that may be harder than this? So let Hinamori take this job!"
Momo's heart started pounding and happy that Toshiro believed in her that she can do the job.
Many grew silent and just decided to give Hinamori the job. Aizen walked up to Toshiro.
"Thank you for agreeing with me"
"Momo is a great Lieutenant so she deserves to have a chance to take difficult tasks like these."
Momo still behind the door was very happy. She hurried and left before any of the captains noticed her.
Momo ran happy to her room all excited "Yay! Thank you , Toshiro! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!" While Momo was running she didn't noticed the rock. Momo tripped and fell and hurt her leg.
***end of Momo's Flashback***
"Aw man! I wish I can easily forget about that moment. I didn't get the job after that because I hurt my leg...hmp...but at least I got to spend a whole day with him even if it was just lying on the roof I still had a great time with him."
Momo just went to sleep for a few hours.
"Momo! Momo! Momo!"
*knock* knock*knock*
"Momo are you there!"
Momo woked up and and got up to see who was at her door. She opened the door and saw it was Matsumoto.
"Oh! Matsumoto what are you doing here? Its dark out right now."
"I didn't felt like sleeping so I decided to come see you and also... Captain Hitsugaya kicked me out because I was being noisy but at least that gives me a break from work."
"Oh okay well I just woked up and now I am wide awake even though its still night."
"So where should we go , Hinamori?"
"I don't really know maybe we should walk ouside and see the stars'"
"Good idea and while we are out there I will get some sake!"
"Huh? Uh okay"
Momo was unsure about drinking.
"Oh wait but all my sake is in Captain Hitsugaya's desk...oh well I will go find Captain Kyoraku and Assistant Captain Shuhei to join us I bet they have some."
"Oh uh okay..."
Momo was still unsure about drinking and especially since Rangiku was bringing her drinking buddies.
They both went walking out and getting Kyoraku and Shuhei to go with them and have them bring sake. Luckily for Rangiku , Kyoraku had some and brought along with them Shuhei. Momo was still feeling nervous about drinking but went with them anyway. Rangiku decided they should all go drinking on the roof of Captain Hitsugaya's office.
They were all up on the roof just looking at the stars and drinking except for Momo she was only looking at the stars and not drinking.
Momo gazed at the stars looking at them and seeing how beautiful they were.
Meanwhile Captain Hitsugaya was in his office doing some paper work. His work couldn't distract him from thinking about Momo.
***Toshiro's Flashback***
"UH..UH..WELL UH WHEN I SAID...UH I MEAN I DIDN'T...I UH OH YEAH WELL WHEN I SAID YOU LOOK CUTE I MEAN AS IN A LITTLE BOY! BE-BECUASE YOU KNOW YOU LOOK SO SMALL AND SHORT AND YOU LOOK CUTE LIKE A LITTLE BOY JUST HOW YOU LOOKED BACK WHEN WE WERE CHILDREN!"
Toshiro felt depressed after hearing that.
***End of Toshiro's Flashback****
Toshiro got depressed and just hurried to finish his work.
Both Momo and Toshiro were so near not knowing that. Momo on the roof of Toshiro's office and Toshiro inside his office. Both thinking about each other.
Toshiro finished his work. He looked above his desk and noticed Matsumoto's work was on the couch unfinished.
"Oh well its my fault I kicked her out. I guess i will have to do her work for her again."
Rangiku , Shuhei , and Kyoraku were all drunk and having fun.
Kyoraku got sake in one hand and put his other arm around Momo.
"Hey c'mon Hinamori drink with us!"
Rangiku lift up some sake.
"Yeah c'mon Momo! Drink!"
Everyone was lifting up the sake towards Momo.
"Um no thank you I really don't want any"
Momo quickly escaped and got down from the roof.
Momo leaned against the wall. Momo was right around the corner of the doors of Toshiro's office.( She was in the small ally between Toshiro's office and another building.) She was staring at the stars.
"Toshiro..."
Meanwhile Toshiro was inside finished with Rangiku's work. Toshiro looked at the door as if he heard someone calling him.
"I must be hearing things."
Toshiro stood up and walked to the window. He didn't see anyone.
Momo was still standing and talking to herself.
"I wish you and I could see the stars together."
Momo walked away from the ally. (Her back is facing Toshiro's office.) She looks up in the sky. Looking at the stars and holding her hands together.
Toshiro was still looking out the window and notices Momo. Toshiro decides to go outside. He stands outside the doors.
Momo doesn't notice Toshiro outside the doors. Momo keeps on talking to herself.
"I wish I could just tell him I love him but...He has someone he likes already"
Momo begins to have tears in her eyes.
Toshiro hears what she says and feels bad for her.
"So...Whoever she liked doesn't like her. Should I...should I go comfort her?"
Toshiro walks towards Momo.
Momo doesn't notice Toshiro behind her.
Momo thinks that it shouldn't be difficult to say that she loved Toshiro. Momo gathered some courage and pretend as if she was facing Toshiro.
"I love...I love you! I love you , TOSHIRO!"
Toshiro is 5 steps behind her.
"What...What...did...you just say...Momo?"
Momo turns around to her surprise.
"T-T-TOSHIRO!"
Both stare at each other while both of their faces are blushing.
"Momo? Did you said...Did you said...you...love me? Did you Momo? Did you! Momo?"
to be continued...
*Thanks for reading chapter 4 of 'Toshiro x Momo'! I hope you guys all read the next chapter. Please leave reviews if you can."