Lemon in this chapter… wuuuut already?! Yes yes my children already. You get to taste the light before you taste the shadows.

"Forever in my heart

Is where you will be

No one else will enter

Because you have the only key"

Chapter two

Natsu sprawled out on the floor in front of me as I sat there polishing my keys. I liked to keep them neat and tidy. It made my spirits happy as well. Almost like it let them know I cared. After Aquarius I always felt like I needed to let them know I loved them. That I never wanted to loose them. They where part of me as well. I held the keys against my chest. Never again… it wont happen ever again. I put them back in their case and got up… well all but Virgo.

"here you are master" I almost jumped out of my skin hearing her behind me. I had not even called on her yet.

"How did…" she bowed and handed me the bikini.

"I knew you would be needing this. Are you angry that I did not wait? Perhaps I need… punishment" her eyes sparkled and she cracked a sly smile. I rolled my eyes.

"Oh my god you pervert get out of here" she bowed again.

"As you wish miss Lucy" and with that she popped back into the celestial spirit world. I inspected the swim suit. Holy crap it was cute. It was a light blue with gold patterns. I mean it was skimpy but I expected no less from Virgo. Natsu rolled over to look at me.

"What's that for Lu" I pointed outside. "oh wow I did not even notice that looks so nice" how could he not notice it was huge. He was such a space case.

" I am going to go put this on" I could not wait to get Into the water. It just looked so inviting. "are you going to come in? I can get Virgo to bring you one to." He shook his head.

"nah I can just go in my boxers what's the difference" well he did kind of have a point but it was still kind of weird. Natsu was a pretty weird person anyway. I walked into the bathroom to change. The sweet sent of lavender filled the small room. Purple candles lined the sink and the toilet. I closed my eyes and took in all of the different smells. It was just so relaxing. I had not had the chance to relax for some time. I actually kind of needed this. I needed to get away from the chaos that had become our daily life. I pulled my top over .y head and began to unbutton my bra. I stopped and stared at myself in the mirror. Was I pretty? Did the boys find me even slightly attractive? I mean I knew they did not have feelings for me but at least… I mean you can be friends and still think someone was good looking. I thought of Natsu's muscular frame. He actually was… so was Gray. Gray was tall and dark it was no wonder Juvia chased him like she did. I crossed my arms over my chest. Erza was absolutely stunning. Happy never told her she was ugly but every once in a wile I would get "man Lucy your to heavy to carry" or "wow you almost crushed Natsu" or Happy would strait up call her ugly. I mean I think he is joking…. Right… or was he serious. I shook the thoughts out of my head and let my bra drop to the floor. I pulled the blue top over my head and placed it neatly over my bust. At least my boobs where killer there is no denying that. I jiggled them with my hands a little. Oh yeah, my tits are bangin. I proceeded to put the rest of the suit on and exited the bathroom. Natsu had moved from his spot on the floor and seemed to be inspecting the mini fridge in the makeshift "kitchen" area. It almost sounded like he was picking through glass bottles.

"Hey I'm going out" he waved his hand behind him letting me know he heard me. I walked out the glass doors and into the open air. Even the outside smelt of sweet bamboo. This was heaven. I dipped one foot into the water. It was warm, the perfect degree actually. I got down on my knees and braced myself against the side as I slid into the water. I leaned against the siding and closed my eyes. That's the spot, oh yeah I needed this. The wind hummed through the trees as the sound of crickets echoed off the walls. I opened my eyes to look at the sky. The stars where bright tonight. My heart ached a little as I thought of my lost spirit. I missed her. She was my first real friend.

"hey Lu lets play a game" Natsu slid into the water beside me breaking my train of thoughts. He held a green bottle of sake and two shot glasses. I raised one eyebrow.

"A drinking game?" he nodded his head. As he sat the glass items beside the water.

"come on Lu it will be fun" he had his big goofy grin on. I sighed and turned to face him.

"Ok what game" he pulled a green marble out from behind him and showed it to me.

"Each person gets a turn to hide the marble for thirty seconds, then the other person had two minutes to find it. If you cant find it you loose and have to take two shots" it sounded easy enough unfortunately Natsu was good at these things and I would end up drunk as hell. Whatever he would not let it go if I did not play.

"You are going to win your batter at this then me" he smiled.

"then I will take a few drinks before we start to even it up" he grabbed the bottle and took two LARGE drinks. Wow that was a bit more then a "few" shots. "You can go first Lucy I'm going to close my eyes and count to thirty" He turned around and began the count down. I rushed out of the water and began looking for a place to put the marble. I placed it behind some bushes and tiptoed the other way to try to throw him off.

"29…30!" he uncovered His eyes and turned around. He hopped out of the water and walked towards the bushes I JUST put the marble in. He looked back at me.

"Really Lu?" He reached into the bush And pulled out the marble. "Your so loud its hard not to know where you are going" he walked back towards me bouncing the object in his hand. He pointed towards the bottle. Crap I'm going to loose. I picked up the bottle and poured some of the strong smelling liquid into the glass and brought it to my lips. The smell of alcohol burned my nose. How the heavenly hell did Natsu drink this strait out of the bottle? I tossed my head back and let the bitter liquid rush past my lips. It felt warm as it slid down. The taste was awful, almost like I was drinking hand sanitizer. I put the cup back down on the ground. He motioned for me to turn around. I placed my hands over my eyes and began counting. Complete and utter silence came. I did not even hear him get Out of the water. Holy fuck this was going to be an interesting night. I ended my count down and opened my eyes. Natsu was sitting on the edge of the water waiting for me to begin my search. Oh holy shit… he was on the OPPOSITE side of where he was. He was so freaking quiet what the hell.

"Good luck Lucy I found a good spot" I pulled myself out of the water and began my search. I looked in the bushes, under the flower pots that lined the sides, behind trees, everywhere I could think of… nothing. I could see his lips silently moving counting down the seconds. Nothing it was no where. He pointed back at the bottle. "You lose again" again I filled the small cup and downed the liquid. Ok Natsu where was it. The little mother fucker lifted his hand up off of the ground showing me the damn marble. It was UNDER his freaking hand.

"you freaking demon" he laughed. How freaking sly. I would have never thought he was HAD it. He waded back though the water and handed me the object. Ok if he wanted to fight dirty we would fight dirty.

"Close your eyes" he put his hands back over his eyes. I looked him up and down to make sure he was not peeking. "Turn around to" He laughed again and turned his body the opposite direction of me and started counting. I held Virgos key in my hand and made a silent plea. Thankfully she showed up looking like she knew what was going on because she held her hand out. I handed it to her and she retreated back to the spirit world. I let him finish counting as an evil grin crossed my face. He would NEVER figure it out.

"Nice try Lu" he did not even move to start looking. "You know I can SMELL your spirits right" I pouted. Are you kidding me? There was no way. I was already four shots in this made SIX. The alcohol was already starting to hit me. I pulled the key back out and had Vigo brought the marble back.

"Im sorry mistress I failed…. Perhaps I should be"

"oh shut it pervert" I closed her Gate and grabbed the bottle. This time skipping the glass and just taking two large drinks out of the bottle. Its on Natsu it is freaking ON. He laughed loudly and took the bottle out of my hand. He tilted it back taking a few more drinks out of the bottle. He put it back on the ground. At that moment I became painfully aware of how close his body was at that moment. He was only standing a few inches away from me. I could almost feel the heat off of his skin. The water dripped down his muscular form. I watched a drop of water fall from his chest and lower to the band of his boxers. The fabric clung to his legs and… whoa whoa Lucy back to earth girl what are you thinking about. Best friends woman your best friends. He swayed a little the alcohol also taking its effect on him. I looked at the once full bottle. The contents now only a little less then half full. Wow, I had only taken six shots the rest was all him. I handed him the marble and turned around. I out my hands over my eyes and began to count. I had to steady the front of my legs against the siding. I was such a light weight I was already drunk. This time he made a little more noise but I still could not pinpoint where he was. I finished my count and turned around. He leaned against the side…something was off about it though. He was making a strange face like he had something…. Oh wow I found the marble. It was in his damn mouth. I went up to him with a smile. I found it this time. I poked him in the chest a few time.

"Open up" I slurred my words a little as I left my hand on his chest. With my other hand I poked at his cheek. He opened his mouth to reveal the small object. Without even thinking about it I reached into his mouth and pulled out my prize. His face turned slightly red as I backed up a little. He closed his mouth and cleared is throat. He twisted a few blades of grass in his fingers behind him the red in his face getting brighter by the second.

"you loose Natsu" I picked up the bottle and handed it to him stumbling a little. His hand caught the side of my hip trying to steady me but he only ended up tripping himself as well. He grabbed my shoulders almost knocking me over. He grabbed the bottle and took two more drinks. This time actual shot size. He must have realized he was pretty close to his limit.

"Letz go onnee more time… k?" I had a brilliant idea. He would NEVER EVER find it. He nodded and turned around, this time not closing his eyes afraid he may fall over.

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I held my breath as Lucy hid the marble one last time. My heart was pounding loud enough I was almost scared she could hear it. I could still feel the heat where her hand had been. My entire body tensed as thoughts I should not be thinking swarmed my well past hazy mind. The way her skin looked with the water dripping down it. How soft it was. How bad I wanted to touch it. I wanted to run my fingers along… holy shit stop. This is Lucy we are talking about. Can you fucking imagine how mad she would be? If I took advantage of her wile she walk drunk? She would never speak to me again. She didn't have fucking feelings like that for me, Im not even sure that I do. I had no idea what I felt… all I knew is at this point in time I needed to stop drinking. Honestly I needed to get away from her. This one last round and…. Are you fucking kidding me. I could see her reflection in the water. She slipped the item down in between her breasts. Oh my god this was a bad idea. What the fuck was I thinking drinking with Lucy… Alone with Lucy. My heart pounded. I should really just pretend I had no clue where it was. Yeah no that's what I should do. Two more drinks was not going to kill me I just needed to go to bed.

"Im doone~" oh my fucking god she was so drunk. I turned around and looked at her. I pretended to look around. I lifted up a few flower pots and stuff.

"I give up Lu I cant find it" she giggled furiously and clapped her hands.

"Arsh you shuure~" I nodded. She waded through the water and handed me the bottle. I took two more drinks then turned around to get out.

Xx

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Natsu began to get out of the water. Awwe no I was having so much fun. I jumped up and grabbed his arm pulling him back into the water. I felt his body shudder as he sunk back into the warm water.

"Y-yes?" he turned his head and looked at me with a nervous expression. I wrapped myself tighter around his arm. "H-hey w-whats up" he leaned back a little to get a better look at my face.

"Come playh wish me" wow I almost could not speak real words. Here he was just kind of wobbly and here I was almost not able to speak.

"sshiit" he hissed to himself just nearly loud enough for me to hear "P-play?... Whadoyoumean" the words rolled out jumbled together. I released his arm and jumped on his back. My arms wrapped around his neck as I pressed my chest against his exposed back. I just wanted his attention so damn bad. I nuzzled my face into the crook of his neck. Drunk was an excuse to do whatever I wanted…. Right? I mean the last time I made him pet me like a kitty and take me to the bathroom and everything worked out fine… not to mention he actually did it. May as well I could just pretend I don't remember. Its Natsu its not like he will be that mad. Nom I giggled furiously as I bit the side of his neck.

"Ack!" He made a started noise and his entire body tensed up like a rock. He shook a little as he pressed his body harder against the siding. See Lucy he knows your wasted he wont yell at you. He balled dirt and blades of grass into his hands squeezing so hard his knuckles turned white. I pouted. Wow it was hard to get his attention. I let go of his neck and dropped to my feet.

"Heeyy~ turhn aroun" I tugged on his hair. He was going to pay attention to my cute self even if he had to FAKE it. He pressed harder in the direction of the siding. Still not good enough. I put my hands on his back and pressed myself up against him. "Naaaatsuuu turhn aroun" he turned his head and looked over his shoulder, his hair shielding his eyes. "Allh the wayh" a hiss escaped his lips and he turned to face me.

"Yes Lucy?" his voice was quiet and he looked off to the side towards the trees. perhaps I was pissing him off. Should I stop? I mean I was not planning on going to far I just… I just wanted his attention even for just a little bit. Well… I guess here goes nothing. If this pisses him off I can just say im sorry and I did not remember in the morning.

"Yay!" I sprang at him and again wrapped my arms around his neck. He stumbled backwards as I accidentally knocked the breath out of him. He landed sitting down on the side of the pool with my body in his lap. My arms still wrapped around his neck. His fingernails dug into my hips. My body was pressed so close to his i could feel his heart beating. Perfect! Yes yes this was perfect. I almost let out a purr I was so happy. Wait why WAS his heart beating hard enough to feel.

"Lucy you need to go to bed" his chest vibrated as he spoke. I felt a little sad as I leaned back to look him in the face. So I was making him angry.

"Areh you mad aht me?" My words where still pretty incoherent. I could feel tears well up in my eyes. Oh my god Lucy don't be stupid its not that bad. He winced.

"n-no Lu… I just…" just what? His grip on my hips loosened and he moved his thumbs gently up and down my skin. "Its just.. I don't…"

"you think I'm ugly like happy does… don't you" oh damn. Gut punch. Saying it did one major blow to my self esteem but fuck Lucy why the fuck did you have to SAY it. His eyes widened in shock and his mouth hung open. Oh well great now he thinks I'm so dumb he has no clue what to say.

"N-No! That's not…Lucy your really drunk you really just need to sleep it off ok Lu" hot tears rolled down my face. He just didn't want to come out and say it. If Lissana was doing this he wouldn't be trying to convince her to go to bed. He was always eyeing her ever since she came back. I know I was drunk I know I would regret this in the morning but at that point in time I juat didn't care. I didn't care that I was about to cross the line. I just wanted to let it happen just once because I would never get this opportunity again even if it was one sided. I put both of my hands against Natsu's chest and leaned forward. His eyes shot open and his grip around my waist tightened again as our lips met. His body went rigid under my hands as he froze in place. I fought back the urge to deepen the kiss as I broke away from him. I slammed my hot face into the crook of his neck halfway expecting him to throw me off. Tears flowed out of my eyes. I was never going to hear the end of this. Im sure he was going to walk around the guild telling everyone how I went nuts and kissed him. How gross it was.

"God fucking dammit Lu" he yanked my face up towards him as he wrapped his free arm around me pulling my body tighter against him. His lips crashed onto mine like a hungry animal. His lips parted as he plunged his tongue into my mouth. I wrapped my legs around his waist as my hands snaked up his chest all the way to his hair. He wrapped his hand around the back of my neck as he deepened the kiss. The heat from his skin made the chill of the open air feel like nothing. I had no clue what was happening but I did not care. Natsu was drunk I knew that and I knew once he was sober again there would be issues but oh god it felt so good. Having his body so close to mine felt like heaven. An odd feeling settled into my belly. It made my legs quiver and my heart beat rapidly. I let out a small moan as Natsu broke from my lips to begin gently kissing my jaw line and down my neck. My arms tightened around his neck. I could feel him gently nibble my neck directly above my collar bone. My body felt like it had caught fire, almost like I was absorbing the fire from Natsu's body into mine.

I felt his hand leave the back of my neck ever so slowly tracing down my back and rested it on the tie to my top. He twiddled the strings a little, tugging gently but not quite hard enough for them to come undone. Almost like he was testing the waters to see the reaction. When I did not pull away he tugged a bit harder on the strings. They came undone and my top fell to the side exposing my soft breasts. The small pink nipples perked up when they hit the open air. Natsu put his hand on my side just under my breast. His thumb was close enough to touch the soft skin. He trailed more kisses down my neck and shoulders. I moaned once more as he bit down on my collar bone. He reached up with his hand and cupped one of my breasts. The tiny pink but sat between two of his fingers. He gently caressed the lump of flesh before pinching my nipple in between his fingers. He kissed downward as his mouth came to my breasts. He twirled my nipple in his mouth before gently biting it. I could feel the dangerous sharpness of his teeth. My breath hitched at the feeling. Oh god he really was drunk. I then became painfully aware of the hard warm lump that had formed against my inner thigh. My own lower region felt wet and sticky. The heat between the two of us caused an intense feeling in the pit of my stomach. I pulled him in as close as our bodies would go. His lower half getting dangerously close to the entrance to my body. One of Natsu's hands began to caress my thigh. With each stroke he got closer and closer to the inside of my legs like he was again testing my response. He brought his lips back to mine for another passionate kiss. Our tongues intertwined as the kiss got deeper and deeper. He slid his fingers slowly under the band of my bikini bottoms making sure not to act to eager or go to far to fast. His hand lowered closer and closer to the wet folds in between my legs. I Jerked my head back and let out a horse moan as one of his fingers slipped over my clit. I squirmed in his lap as he played with the bundle of sensitive nerves. His fingers went even lower as he slid his finger up and down my soaked opening.

"Holy shit Lu your so wet" my body shook with pleasure as he whispered. His molten breath threatening to burn my ear. Oh wow that was hot. It was the first time he had spoken since the beginning. What the hell was I even supposed to say to that.

"I-im so-ah…AH~" I let out a small scream as his thick finger plunged inside of me making the intense deep feeling in my lower belly flair to life. I arched my back pushing myself harder onto his hand. A second finger entered me as he pumped them in and out making my head spin and my body feel weak. So much for "not going to far Lucy" its way passed to far now you dumb horny bastard. There is not no " feigning memory loss" now. Your fucked. "Nat- ngh" as he pumped his fingers he reclaimed one of the pink buds on my chest in his mouth, licking and sucking on it. I could not keep my thoughts strait everything was so cloudy. Lust took over and my entire body have into the pleasure. It was to late to think of the consequences now anyway. He looked up at me his eyes glazed over and panting loudly.

"Are you ok?" he asked tenderly but not stopping the in and out motion of his fingers. The motions making a slick wet sound. I nodded my head, my entire mind clouded by the way I felt at this moment. His thick hard lower part throbbed. Curiosity took over and I slid my hand into his wet boxers. The hot organ inches away from my fingers. His breath hitched as I wrapped my hand around it using my thumb to massage the tip. It was hard and twitched in my hand. I could not believe what was happening right now. I held what made Natsu a man in my hands. I slid my hand up and down the hard appendage causing him to stir underneath me.

"Oh god Lu just like that" he let out a hiss and squeezed me tighter slightly bucking his hips into my hand. He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me up. "I cant hold back anymore" he flipped me over onto the pavement and hovered over me. He grabbed my bikini bottom in his hand and ripped it off In one swift motion throwing it to the side. He ran his finger up and now my now exposed womanhood then licked his fingers. My entire face turned red as I watched him lick the wetness from his fingers.

"your kind of sweet Lu" He looked in my direction eyeing my reaction, the lust in his expression obvious. He began to slide off his boxers exposing the hard object that Lucy had been playing with only moments before. He positioned himself between my legs and leaned over me his breath on my ear.

"there is no going back after this sweetheart are you sure your ok we can stop now" one of his hands was placed on my hip and the other on my lower thigh lifting my leg up. He gazed into my eyes his gentle expression making my heart flutter. Typical Natsu always thinking of me.

"Im ok" he let go of my hip and entwined his fingers with mine holding my hand above my head as he began to push into me. I could feel the tip breaking the surface the electric feeling in my lower belly intensifying. I felt a pop and a rush of pain shot up my spine. I sucked in a large breath of air and clenched my teeth. Natsu stopped moving and held my cheek in his hand.

"Im sorry Lu did I hurt you?" I shook my head my body to racked with lust to pay attention to the pain.

"im ok" Natsu leaned back his looking at were our bodies now connected. His eyes widened with the concerned look that crept over his face.

"Oh wow Lucy your bleeding are you sure your ok is that supposed to happen?" wait what? Are you telling me Natsu was a virgin? He sure the hell acted like he knew what he was doing. I nodded my head and bucked my hips Encouraging him to keep going and dive deeper. He must have gotten the hint because with one quick trust he hit the back of my opening sending a shockwave of pleasure through my body. I squeezed his hand and moaned loudly. He pulled back and plunged inside me again and again. I rocked my hips in rhythm with his thrusts. Each one becoming more and more powerful. His body vibrated as he growled with pleasure biting down on my neck this time more forceful then the gentle kisses from before. I screamed this time and arched my body against his pushing him deeper inside me. Oh god it felt so good feeling him inside. The pain had long since left and had become pure pleasure. I could feel something build up within me threatening to come out with each thrust becoming a closer feeling to letting go. Letting go of my hand He leaned up and placed his palm on my abdomen and with the other lifting my leg over his shoulder. His movement became faster and harder… almost desperate. I could almost feel the animal inside him uncage as he got closer and closer. He clenched his teeth as he quickened the pace. Sweat beading off his body and dripping from his muscular frame as he drilled into me.

"Shit im really close" he pulled my other leg over his opposite shoulder and pinned me down thrusting so hard and fast it almost hurt. "n-ngh" He tossed back his head and his face contorted as he spilled inside of me. The build up I had been feeling finally released as I screamed with my orgasm. With two final thrusts he fell on top of me his breathing heavy and sweat pouring off his face. He laid his head on my breasts wile he struggled to catch his breath. I reached up and ran my fingers trough his hair almost not believing what had happened. I could feel the hot warm liquid pour out of me. Well… I wanted his attention… I sure got it.

I gave him a chance to catch his breath as I played with his hair. After about five minutes he pulled himself off of me. He got up off the ground silently and walked into our hotel room then into the bathroom and closed the door. I myself tried to stand. After a few failed drunken attempts I managed to get on my feet. I did not have the energy to lut my cloths back on. I stumbled to the bed crashing onto the soft blankets I curled up Into a ball realization setting in. Come tomorrow good or bad things with Natsu would never be the same. The way he silently locked himself in the bathroom was not a good sign. I may have just ruined my relationship with him. Would he ever be able to look at me again? How pissed was he going to be tomorrow… my vision blurred as an alcoholic sleep began to take over. Before I knew it the world around me turned black.

WOOOO SMUTT. Bad smut and boring smut but SMUT. Hope you had fun with this chapter woot woot I updated within 24 hours just for you. I told you I would try to make the updates quick and regular. May not always be 24 hours but yeah this story has my full attention.

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