Bella's POV
I give my notice Monday morning and while their mom is sad that I'm leaving she understands that I belong in La Push with my family and friends. She luckily even has a replacement nanny in mind, the recently graduated from high school daughter of a friend. She's going to call her and if she wants to job I can show her the routine and everything and let the kids get used to her.
She accepts the job and on Tuesday she comes to learn everything and she stays with me for the whole week. This is actually going to be my last week but they are going to pay for next week too, it's just that Haley really wanted to get paid for next week too and they don't need both of us.
Friday is not nearly as bad as the last Friday with Haley there, she happily introduces herself as Kyle's new nanny and Josh looks at me with a questioning look but I ignore him.
After class he asks me if I'm quitting because of him and I tell him no, he's not that big of an influence in my life. I walk outside while Haley gets Kyle ready to go.
"I don't know the situation honey but that man in there, he loves you. He looks at you in a way most woman dream of." Some random grandmotherly type woman tells me.
"Ha, the thing is I do dream about it, I dream about him. But love isn't always enough is it?" I ask her because honestly I can't talk to anyone else about this.
"What did he do?" She asks and I tell her the whole story while her, I assume, granddaughter runs up and down the sidewalk.
"I can't say forgive him because I'm not you but I can tell you he would never walk out on you like that. He was young, younger than you are now. People change, do you think you'll be the same person you are when you're his age?" No I guess not I tell her but isn't he too old for me? "Age is usually the least important thing." She offers.
"Well then, what about Sam?" I ask her.
"You have to decide that for yourself. Good luck in your new job." She says and I tell her thanks. Haley and Kyle come out and we go home.
After we pick Anna up from school I tell them both good bye and that I will miss them. I leave Sam's address just in case they ever need it. I hug them both and try not to cry as I drive away. I'm glad they have Haley.
I go home and go to bed early because I'm moving everything tomorrow with Sam and Jake and my dad's help. My dad is bringing a truck and Sam and Jake are coming in one and I'll have my car so we're hoping to get it all in one trip.
Early the next morning I wake up, eat breakfast and then watch TV until they show up. Everything is already packed; I started packing as soon as I was back two weeks ago.
Finally they knock on my door and we put everything in the trucks, I already packed my car too and we head home. Good bye Josh.
We spend the rest of the weekend unpacking my stuff at Sam's house, my house now. Sunday night we're watching Criminal Minds and Sam laughs at me every time I jump. I smack him every time he laughs at me.
I fall asleep on the couch and wake up in his bed. I get up and get ready for my first day as a kindergarten teacher. Sam and I eat breakfast together then he kisses me on the forehead and I leave.
As far as first days go, it's pretty good. The kids are wild but I know they are testing their limits with me because I'm new. All of the other teachers are very friendly and I know this is the right job for me.
The rest of the week goes by quickly and drama free and finally it is Friday. Once I sit in my car I check my phone. I have a text from Sam saying he'll pick up dinner, it's just us tonight. Leah and Jake are going out. I have a text from Jake telling me he's going out with Leah tonight. And finally I have a text from Haley saying she gave the karate instructor my address because he needed to mail me a check for an overpayment or something, she wasn't really paying attention.
She's also an idiot; the checks are always written by Kyle's mom not me. Damn barely out of high school stupid teenagers!
I don't know what to do. Do I call him and tell him whatever he wanted the address for forget about it or do I pretend I don't know? Maybe his plan was for her to tell me and me to freak out and call me.
I decide to ignore it and for months it seems to be the right choice.
Sam and I fall into an easy routine of living together. I love my job; I'm closer to my dad than I have been in years. Everything seems to be going great. Until one day Leah drags me to the drug store with her because she needs tampons and I realize I haven't needed them since I've moved. Three months ago. So while she's getting those I'm getting a pregnancy test, I try to hide it but she sees it flips out and drags me to her house, luckily Jake is at work.
10 minutes later we're both flipping out.
"Bella please tell me you're screwing Sam?" She begs me and the sad thing is she's serious. And the sadder thing is I wish I could tell her yes.
I'm so screwed.