Going to throw a shout out to FairyRains and GoPackGo 3 Thanks for always leaving a review!

Also bit shout out to wordsaremyspells I had actually been in a writers block and didn't know how to progress and also had not even thought of my plans for Rosie. Oh I have plans now… lots of plans.

Some good Nalu fluff is coming soon just bear with me. I am still technically setting the stage.

We may be seeing more of Juvia then I Initially intended. Whoops.

"I don't need you to fix me

I need you to love me wile I fix myself"

Chapter 6

"Daddy? Mommy?" a quiet voice echoed into the darkness surrounding the girls tiny frail body. "Mommy where are you!" After the echo faded there was only silence. The deep black void seemed never ending. There was not even a shred of light. "DADDY COME OUT IM SCARED!"

"Im over here pumpkin" the gentle voice of a man echoed throughout the dead space.

"WHERE DADDY I CANT FIND YOU PLEASE COME OUT"

"stay strong baby I'm right here come to daddy" the little girl started running further into the blackness, Her sobs the only sound.

"Daddy im scared I still cant see you!" Suddenly without warning the floor became a liquid and began sucking the girl in. "DADDY HELP HELP ME PLEASE!" she screamed as she was pulled further Into the blackness.

"Don't worry baby it will be ok just let the darkness take over and we can be together, you do want to see daddy don't you" she coughed and sputtered as black tar like ooze began to fill her mouth.

"No daddy please im scared let me go daddy let me go!"

"be a good girl Rosie so you can see daddy again, daddy will be so proud of you. Don't you want to make daddy proud?"

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I put my hand on the little girls forehead. Her skin was ice cold, she almost felt like a dead body. I had never actually seen her awake. Sometimes I wondered what kind of person she is. She made pained faces as she groaned in her sleep.

"Daddy mommy where are you" head gently thrashed from side to side. My heart sank into the bottom of my chest. How was I going to tell her when she woke up…. If she even wakes up. I pulled the covers back and slid myself into the covers with the splint the best I could. I wrapped my arms around the small cold body and pressed my forehead to hers.

"Don't worry Rosie, big sister Lucy will take care of you I promise on my guild mark that I will see this through to the end" I pulled her in closer attempting to warm the girl as much as possible. How was I going to do this. I had never taken care of a child before. I mean we played with the kids in fairy tail but now I was responsible for a very sick human being who may not even know her parents are dead.

"Porlyusica said she will continue the research. Its difficult to understand and she said the virus is quite complex but she may be able to stabilizes Rosie a little further" Levy came in with the news and looked at me. A smile crept across her face. "She is a really cute little girl Lucy I'm sure she will fit in just fine here at fairy tail"

"I don't know how to take care of kids" I looked up at her with a worried expression.

"That's what the guild is for! You will lean don't worry!" Levy smiled and pumped her fist. I sure hope so. I cant even imagine what it will be like to be responsible for another human being.

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I covered my ears and slammed my head down on the table in front of me. I didn't feel right, something was extremely wrong with me. I clenched my hand around my opposite wrist and dug my nails into the skin causing blood to appear on the surface. I felt like I wanted to flip the damn table and rip the guild hall apart. I mean that was normal but this was… it was just different.

"Natsu your looking a little pale are you ok" I felt a warm soft hand touch the back of my neck jerking me back into reality. I sat up to look at Mirajane. Mira smiled down at me as warm as ever. She touched my forehead and frowned. "Your so cold do you feel alright" no. No I was not alright. I could swear I almost heard Miras heart beating. It was almost as if it pissed me off. What the fuck was happening. I felt like I was legitimately fighting the urge to fight with her….Also normal but also different.

"Hes having a lovers quarrel with Lucy and has bot quite been himself" wakaba laughed and teased causing a fire to ignite within me.

"THAT'S NOT WHATS HAPPENING!" I slammed my hands down on the table. Mira leapt backwards and Wakaba's pipe fell out of his open mouth.

"Oh… Ok well …" Mira trailed off still looking in my direction like I had just slapped her in the face. I lifted my hands off the table and shoved them in my pokets.

"Im sorry Mira I just don't feel myself" My apology was quiet. It was not exactly a lie. I had no clue what they did to me and why I felt like I was consistently fighting the urge to not… I don't even fucking know… hurt someone? She patted me on the head.

"You need to go see Lucy, I don't know what's been going on but whatever it is… not matter how bad it is you are to close to let it break you. " I looked up at her. she was right we had not even actually TALKED about it. I have just been avoiding her. For all I know she may be upset and think I don't want to talk to her. I was so Into avoiding a conversation where Lucy told me she hated me and never even thought that might not be the case.

"Ok yeah we need to talk" I got up from the table. There was a new fire in my belly. More of anticipation and hopefulness rather then anger and rage. Mabie I can get Lucy back after all.

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One night at Juvia's apartment had turned into two weeks at Juvia's apartment. Well I may as well call it Juvia and Grays apartment since he seemed to always be there. He sure spent a hell of allot of time on his own at her apartment for him to still be "annoyed" by her. Not to mention every once in a wile they would both disappear at the same time with the shower in the bathroom mysteriously running. Whatever it was good for them, much better then the situation with Natsu. I had not seen him the entire time… not even once. Granted I had also only left Juvia's apartment to check on Rosie in the guild sick bay. I myself had been feeing pretty sick in all honesty. It was hard enough to get around with the bone fracture I had.

My stomach lurched again as I grabbed the trash can next to me. I had been under so much stress I had made myself just as physically sick as I felt emotionally. My head was spinning as I positioned myself almost in a ball on the bed. I felt heavy and tired most of the time and sleep had been my only way out. Juvia grimaced as she looked down into the trash can.

"I can clean it up in a second I'm sorry Juvia" she shook her head and plopped herself down next to me. Gray went to the kitchen and began rummaging through the cabinets like he owned the place… Just like Natsu used to do in my apartment.

"Do you want some crackers Lucy" Gray pulled out a sleeve of saltines and shook them.

"No I don't feel so great" The thought of trying to eat something made my entire world turn. It was bad enough that the light hurt my eyes I didn't want anything in my stomach that would upset it even further.

"I think I may go home today, my leg still hurts but it feels allot better I can walk on it for a little bit" I sat up and stepped a few times on my ankle testing it a little bit.

"You sure I mean you can stay here as long as you need to" again… Gray acting like he owns the place. I shook my head. I really needed to go home and get some rest. All three of us had been sleeping on the same bed (how did that even happen) and it was causing some major body aches. I pulled myself up off the bed. Small amounts of pain told me I should be careful on my way home… my stomach on the other hand was quite unhappy. I leaned forward again into the poor trash can I had been glued to.

"If I didn't know any better I would think you had morning sickness or something. Damn Lucy what did you eat" Gray laughed and made fun of me. I groaned into the trash can.

"Not a fucking chance…" I stopped moving and looked up at him. There wasn't a chance right? I mean it was just one time and… I mean the universe did not hate me that much right. I mean I have not even pissed my period or anything yet so it was most likely the stress.

"We need to talk" Juvia yanked me up and pulled me into the bathroom a little harder then I would have preferred and closed the door behind her.

"The only time you had sex was two weeks ago correct?" She looked me in the eyes with a pretty concerned look. "If it has only been that short of time you it would be to early for symptoms" I froze. No the issue with Natsu was a little over a month ago but she didn't know that. I could feel my legs shaking a little bit. There was no way. I mean he… it was only once.

"im not pregnant" I didn't sound exactly convincing. Juvia frowned sensing my tension. She walked to her bathroom cabnet and pulled out a box… of the many many… MANY boxes… Holy shit Juvia why do you have so many. She handed me the box and turned around to exit the bathroom. I assumed she wanted me to take it. I opened the box to inspect the contents two tests where inside.

"How many should i…"

"both" she was still standing near the door. My hands shook as I pulled the contents out of the box and followed the instructions. I popped the cap back on and waited for my answer. At this point it felt like years before something showed up. I let out the breath I was holding.

"So?" Juvia asked from behind the door.

"negative, just like I thought it would be"

Short chap sorry sorry. At least im a speedy updater. Anywaayyys

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