You're what Keeps Me Sane

Chapter 1: The Big Day

I looked through the bay window that looked out onto the city Of New York. It was 8 o'clock in the morning two hours before my first guitar class at the University of Juilliard! I'm excited and I would have never thought someone like me, a girl from a small town in Alaska, would ever have the opportunity to attend a school like this. Walking into the bathroom I looked at the mirror pondering at what I should do with myself this is a big day and a special occasion like this deserves a new look. I grabbed a pair of hair scissors in the cabinet under the sink, looking at myself in the mirror and back at the scissors I braced myself for what I was about to do. Pulling all of my hair back in one hand I opened the scissors in the other, I started to cut my hair, cringing at myself in the mirror and watching as a couple strays of hair fell into the sink and on the floor around me and when the job was done I held my hand out, that had the hair in it, and the rest of my hair fell to a cute chestnut look that hugged my face. I took a deep breath and said to myself as I looked in the mirror, "This is it, this is the look." I smiled and set the scissors down giving my head a little shake and left the bathroom to pick out my outfit for the day.

"Thank you! You were taking forever and a day to get out of there, other people have class too you know!" Opal, my roommate, said as she pushed passed me to get into the bathroom.

"Sorry Opal but the early bird catches the worm you know this and-" I Sniffed the air, "Ahh Opal really warning much?! When did you start your heat? You know I'm an Alpha you can't be sleeping up here when you're on your heat you know that!" I yelled covering my crotch because my penis was started to take its shape.

"I just started this morning and I was about to move all of my stuff to one of the bedrooms in the basement of this building, but I have my first day of class today and I can't miss that so I'm just going to mask the scent with the perfume that I have." Opal said in matter of faculty. Meanwhile I was trying to control myself by scrunching my eyes closed and counting to 100 while I held my pulsing dick in my cuffed hands. "Uhh are you okay?" Opal asked as she watched me fall apart from the bathroom door.

"Y-yeah umm I've just never experienced this before that's all and I'm just having a hard time trying not to pounce on you…. why is that?" I asked genially confused as to why I can't control myself around Opal when I've never thought of her in this way.

"Honey you're an Alpha that's normal, but unfortunately as much as I want to fuck you right now to satisfy my own needs I don't have the time, so go jack off somewhere else and we'll see about doing that later, Oh and nice hair by the way you look hotter if that's even possible." She said biting her lip as she closed the bathroom door behind her.

"Thank you." I whimpered out as I was finally able to breath because the smell of Opals scent was gone.

"Ugh what the hell Korra!" Opal yelled from the other side of the door.

"What?!" I yelled back.

"You left your hair all over the place in here!" Opal shrieked with disgust.

"Oh…. sorry." I said rubbing the back of my neck.

"That's ok you'll make up for it later." She said in a sultry voice.

"O-okay." I gulped my face turning scarlet red. But I've never had sex before. I thought to myself.

I walked over to my dresser and looked through all of my clothes. Mmm what to wear…. oh, I know.

I looked at myself once more in the full body mirror in our bedroom, I'm wearing a long-sleeved gray and white baseball tee that hugged my muscles, a gray benny on my head, black skinny jeans with a black and red plaid shirt wrapped around my waist and last but not least a pair of my lucky red converses. I smiled vigorously satisfied with my outfit. I grabbed my bookbag and guitar case and headed for breakfast in the dining hall downstairs but before I could do so Opal came out of the bathroom and the scent of her heat hit me like a tidal wave. I dropped my guitar and did the same thing I did earlier expect this time I covered my nose with one hand while the other cuffed my crotch. "What the fuck can't you wait until I leave!" I yelled taking deep breaths to calm myself before I get horny again.

"Oh, sorry Korra I thought you were gone I was just about to get dressed." She said coming out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her. She was soaking wet from her shower and her scent was fuming more because of it.

"T-that's okay just give me a sec." I said taking one last breath, I grabbed my guitar from off the floor and made a b-line for the door. I slammed it shut behind me and headed down the hall.

As I walked into the dining hall many students were already there getting their breakfast and eating their food as they chatted with their fellow classmates and dormmates. I searched through the crowd and found a face I recognized, I walked up to his table and sat down across from him. "Good morning." I said to him.

He looked up from his coffee and smiled at me, "Oh hey good morning to you too."

I held out my hand, "You're that guy from freshmen orientation right, the one who played the guitar?" I asked as he shook my hand.

"Sure, am and you're the one who gave me a standing ovation huh?" he asked back giving me a toothy grin.

"That's me!" I smiled back.

"Haha," he laughed, "Well it's nice to know I have fans, it was a pretty tuff crowd but you made me keep my confidence, so thank you." He said as he took another sip of his coffee.

"Man, please like you need the confidence you'll be good regardless, you see I'm a guitarist myself and I can tell when someone has talent and you my friend have got it!" I said as I praised the man beside me, he really was phenomenal.

"Oh, stop it you're just trying to get in my pants haha." He joked.

"Nah I just like to speak the truth, plus you're not even my type." I joked back.

"Ahhh oh that hurt." He said pretending to be shot to the heart by a bullet. "Haha you're pretty cool, my name's Bolin by the way."

"Korra."

"Well Korra I'll see you around I have a voice class that I have to get to." Bolin said as he started to get up from his seat.

"Wait what I thought you played guitar you're a singer too?!" I said in utter shock and highly impressed.

"Yep I have a voice of an angel some may say and I do drama too. Oh hey," Bolin said as he reached into his bookbag to retrieve a pink flyer, "You should come to karaoke night at this club this weekend we'll love to have you and if you're a singer yourself you can do a little song if you want to or a guitar solo if that's your thing." He said as he handed me the flyer.

"Thanks, I'd love to come." I said as I looked over the flyer.

"Cool well see you Korra." Bolin said as he waved goodbye and left the dining hall. I checked my phone for the time and saw that I had 30 minutes to spare before my class, so I grabbed a bagel with butter and headed for the Juilliard school building across the street from my dormitory.

Walking the halls of the Juilliard music school there was a new melody at every corner. I looked at my phone for my class schedule and saw that I was in classroom 341, I looked up from my phone and sure enough I was right where I needed to be. I was about to go in my classroom but something caught my attention something beautiful. It was a melody like no other played on by a piano and it was coming from the room across from mine, the jazz rehearsal room 340, I checked the time and it was 9:50, 10 minutes before my class started, so I had time to kill. I peeked my head into 340 and my mouth dropped as the woman playing the song started to sing with a voice as slick as butter.

"What is it with you, you never sleep alone girl you won't listen to

Me, won't listen to your home girls you don't need a man

You say that shit but I see right through, right through….

What is it with you constantly fighting me and lying to me

tryin' me one of these days I'll be gone, what is it

with you, you haven't been the same since you got a new man,

changed your hair started spending all of his money, tell me

how'd you get so codependent girl, all of his money….

justify your independence girl

tell me how do you cope with it….

How do you sleep with yourself at night….

How do you cope with it, how do you sleep with yourself at night….

Proud of you, proud of you go head girl make daddy proud of you spending

His money!-"

"Good Asami that's a wrap for today, you had so much emotion in that one where did all of that come from overnight huh?!" A man said as he cut off the woman's singing.

"I just had a lot on my mind last night and it's just all coming out I guess." The girl said looking plainly at her resting fingers on the piano keys.

"Do you feel better?" The man asked sitting down next to her and resting his hand on her shoulder to comfort her. She nodded her head as she wiped away a tear that escaped her eye, and the man pulled her into a hug.

"Wow." I whispered amazed by this girl's emotion and how it derived her so much that she began to cry. She reminds me of myself in a way, back then in Alaska when I wrote songs to escape my everyday life, pouring my soul into my lyrics and singing my heart out on a snowy mountain where no one can hear me while I strummed my guitar with vigorous motion. I remember crying my eyes dry on those mountains then treading back home to my parents with an attitude like nothing had ever happened, with my guitar slung on my back.

I ducked my head from out of the room being careful not to be seen, and walked across the hall to my classroom. I sat my guitar next to my seat and checked my phone one last time, it was 10:00 o'clock and the professor wasn't here yet.

I took out my guitar and started to strum it as I waited patiently for class to start. As I started to play a tune on my instrument someone behind me joined in with me as they had recognized the song. I turned around, while still playing, to greet the person with my lopsided grin as I stood up to play along with her. We were about to finish the song when the professor came in the classroom demanding everyone to take their seats, and yelling at me and the girl to put our guitar's away. "Freshmen I swear." She murmured under her breath while shaking her head. She turned to face the white board and picked up a marker to write something down. After writing it down she turned back around to face the class, "Hello class my name is Mrs. Moreau, and welcome to the first day of the rest of your lives." She said with great vigor.

Authors Note: Hello everyone I hope you enjoyed this first chapter because I had fun writing it. This is an omeagaverse story therefore if you're not into SMUT or omeagaverse in general please click out of this story and don't continue to read, because if you don't like the content what's the point in reading it.

I've never wrote and omegaverse before so bear with me if I get something wrong and feel free to correct me in the comments. But other thoughts are appreciated as well :)

Song that Asami was singing: Make Daddy proud- by Blackbear