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Knock, Knock.

Dr. Lopez lifted his head. 'Come in'. An elderly woman entered the quiet room slowly, followed by Maria carrying cups of tea.

'Mother, here take a seat' Dr. Lopez said as he got up to greet the woman. She sat down and put a gentle hand on her Granddaughters arm as Maria handed her a cup of tea. There were a few moments of silence as she took sips of her tea and stared at the girl before her.

'Now tell me, how is it that my Santana is laying here on her death bed when she has the best doctor in the state as her Father?' Abuela raised her eyebrows questioning her son. Dr. Lopez met her eyes before quickly looking back down to the floor. Maria placed a comforting hand on her Husband's back.

Before he could answer the room was sent into chaos with a loud buzzing noise. Everyone immediately focused on the pager on the bedside table which was vibrating ferociously, a bright red flashing light, lighting the dim room.

Santana and Brittany sat next to Quinn in Glee club as they watched her drape herself across Finn like a desperate mermaid to torment Rachel. Mr. Shue was flapping on and on about some one hit wonder band from his glory days, but all Brittany could hear was the gentle air escaping Santana's lips next to her. She had found herself doing it alot lately, just sitting quietly and enjoying the easy breaths she takes when she's not running or belting out big notes. Santana was very shy at the beginning of glee club but the blonde kept encouraging her to sing more and eventually she couldn't keep the smile off the Latina's face when she knew they had glee practice, although Santana would never admit it.

'Do you want to stay over tonight?' Santana asked in a small whisper, just loud enough for Brittany to hear. Brittany was shocked, sure she had been to Santana's house plenty of times before but she had never once stayed over. She was pretty sure her parents hated her anyway, so she mostly tried to keep her distance. Brittany was about to object when Santana continued. 'My parents are away' The Latina added as if she could sense the blonde's uneasiness.

'No Puck?' Brittany asked with a hint of anger. Santana sensed this and leaned in closer to Brittany.

'No Puck. I just wanted to spend some time with you tonight.' Santana said and gave her a warm smile. Brittany just nodded, she really did want to spend some time with Santana, she missed her so much when she was 'hanging' with Puck. She had caught herself spending more and more time with Kurt and Rachel over the last few weeks, to fill in her time before she got to see Santana again. They would have movie nights, or go shopping together, Kurt was very helpful in picking out outfits. Rachel liked to come and pretend that Kurt was her personal wardrobe assistant, Kurt didn't object to this title, squealing like a little girl whenever one of them mentioned a shopping day. Santana hated it when Brittany would mention that she was hanging out with them. Brittany couldn't see why Santana would get so mad, i mean Santana was off having fun, so why couldn't she?

'Movie night tonight Brittany? I'm making peacon pie!' Kurt said as he and Rachel hurried to Brittany's side after the bell sounded. Santana approached so quickly Brittany would later ask her if she was the flash.

'Look Dorothy and... weird awkward gay scarecrow, Britts is hanging with me tonight so you will have to find someone else to trap inside your house of broadway torture.' Santana snapped as she looped her pinkie through Brittany's and tugged her away. Brittany strained her head back and mouthed 'sorry' to Rachel and Kurt who looked like they were about to start fighting over which one was Dorothy. 'I don't know why you even talk to them' she continued as they rounded the corner.

'They're really nice San, i think you would actually like them if you got to know them, Rachel isn't that annoying...most of the time' Brittany defended. Santana just scoffed and kept walking to their lockers. 'I'm excited about tonight' Brittany offered with a big grin.

'Me too' Santana matched her grin as she locked their arms together. Santana had been thinking about tonight all day, and now that Brittany had agreed to come over she couldn't hide the spring in her step.

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That night Brittany's mom dropped her off at Santana's house because she had to get her overnight bag and pack some clothes.

'I'll see you tomorrow sweetheart, have a good night!' Sharon called as she drove away. Brittany waved her goodbye.

'San?' Brittany called as she walked into the big house and set her bag down by the coat stand. Santana lived in a big house, much bigger than her own, and every time she stepped inside she had an odd feeling, like she wasn't supposed to be there, like she wasn't welcome. The ceilings were high and she could only describe the colour pallet of the rooms as- dark.

'Kitchen!' Santana yelled back. Brittany walked past the living room of black leather couches and made her way to the kitchen.

'Hey' she said and Santana spun around on her heels mixing a bowl of chocolate cake batter. Brittany broke into a laugh when she saw the girl had chocolate on the side of her chin.

'What? What's so funny?' Santana looked down to see if she had gotten any batter on her cheerio's clothes but they were fine. 'Brittany!' Santana pleaded. Still laughing Brittany walked up to the girl and cupped her face in her hands, she then smirked at the Latina before running her tongue along the girls chin and jaw line cleaning the chocolate from her face.

'Yum' Brittany smiled as she licked her lips. Santana just giggled with flushed cheeks. 'You're not baking that are you?' Brittany asked with a pout, gesturing towards the bowl.

'Of course not! I know how much you love the batter' she smiled.

'Good' Brittany giggled as she scooped her finger through the bowl, before she could reach it to her mouth however she noticed Santana's pouting lips. 'What's wrong?'

'Don't i get any?' Santana's pout turned into a smile as Brittany sighed and brought her chocolate coated finger to the Latina's lips. Santana stared into blue before gently closing her eyes and sucking every bit of chocolate from her finger. A shiver went down Brittany's spine as she felt Santana's smooth tongue drag across her skin. 'mmmm...' Santana moaned as she opened her eyes.

Brittany couldn't speak, her eyes were trained on Santana's lips. She wanted to lean in and taste the chocolate in her mouth but she restrained herself. They hadn't kissed since that night after school months ago, the most they did was snuggle into each other as they slept...But she wanted to, so so badly. Every night that Santana was in her arms she wanted so desperately to stroke the fallen hair from her cheeks and press her lips all up her neck until she was kissing Santana deeply. Instead she took another scoop of cake mix and shoved it into her mouth so she didn't have the urge to taste Santana's lips. She looked back up to see the Latina giggling at her.

'What?' she asked in a panic. Could she read my mind?

'You have chocolate on your lips' Santana smiled.

'Oh' Brittany blushed wiping at her mouth. Santana continued to giggle at her.

'No, you're not getting it, here...Let me help you' Santana's hand came to cup Brittany's face, she glided her thumb over the blonde's lips before she began to lean in closer. Brittany breath hitched in her throat as she felt tingles from every touch. Soon their faces were just inches apart. Am i dreaming? This can't be happening can it?

Brown eyes met blue ones as their lips connected, both immediately shutting their eyes at the impact. Santana's tongue escaped her mouth and ran along Brittany's chocolate lips at a teasingly slow pace, sucking up every last ounce of the liquid heaven. 'You taste so good' Santana mouthed into the kiss, the vibrations sending chills down Brittany's body. Brittany wanted to smother her whole body in chocolate and have Santana lick it off. 'I thinks it bed time' Santana said with a seductive smile as she pulled away from the kiss. Brittany's brow instantly furrowed.

'But it's still earlyyy. I'm not tired yet' Brittany whined, not quite getting the hint.

'Britt we're not going to be sleeping.' Santana winked with a giggle.

'Oh...Ok then' Brittany agreed as a blush spread over her cheeks at the realisation of what her friend was suggesting. Santana put the cake mix on the kitchen counter and took Brittany's hand to lead her upstairs into her bedroom. Santana closed the door behind them and instantly pushed Brittany up against the door, pressing her lips hard against hers, taking Brittany completely by surprise.

'San?' Brittany asked between kisses.

'Mmmhm...'

'Where are your parents?'

'They're not home tonight i told you that, now kiss me' Santana said pushing her back onto Brittany's lips.

'I mean w-why aren't they home?' Brittany tried again, attempting but failing to ignore the soft lips trailing along her jaw.

'Um dad had a conference in the city and mama went with him. Why do you care?'

'I just wanted to know...Your room looks bigger'

Santana pulled away from the kiss and looked up at Brittany whose eyes were trying desperately not to meet with hers. 'Britt, what is this about...Do you not want to do this?'

'No, no of course i do! I 've wanted this for so long, it's just...I haven't done anything like this before, and you have...What if i'm not any good.' Brittany dropped her head and fiddled with her hands. Santana's heart dropped and she lifted Brittany's chin up so she could look into her beautiful blue eyes.

'That's not possible Britt' she stated sweetly, trying to convey all the love she couldn't speak of. The way Brittany looked away from her tore at her heart. 'We don't have to do anything tonight alright?'

Brittany eyes shot back to Santana's and saw the genuine kindness that the Latina would never show anyone else. Brittany grabbed Santana's arm before she could turn away and brought her into a passionate kiss. 'I want you' she breathed. Santana moaned in approval and immediately pushed Brittany back into the door and kissed down her neck, her hands trailed up Brittany's sides and lifted the tight cheerio's top over her head and left it to fall to the floor. Brittany did the same to Santana's shirt and then guided her backwards until she fell onto the bed, not breaking their lips for a second.

'Are you sure about this?' Santana breathed as Brittany kissed down her neck. The blonde bit gently down on her shoulder in response before swinging her right leg over and straddling Santana's hips. 'This is so hot' Santana barely spoke as Brittany trailed kisses back up to her ear.

'What do you want me to do?' she breathed. Santana gulped as her arousal shot between her legs. Did Brittany know i had been thinking about the answer to this question ever since we kissed?

'I'll show you' Santana said as she flipped Brittany over so that she was now laying between the blondes legs. Her hands ran up the blondes sides and Brittany arched her back so Santana could unclasp her bra and throw it to the floor. Santana looked down at her bare chest and perfect pink nipples in awe before placing small kisses around her right nipple and then taking it in her mouth, flicking it with her tongue. Brittany moaned at the sudden contact. Santana could feel her legs moisten at the sound, she wanted to hear more. she placed her left hand on the inside of Brittany's thigh and slowly edged her way up towards her core, she could feel her hand getting warmer as she got closer. Santana looked back to Brittany for any signs of panic but the blonde seemed to be utterly engrossed in pleasure, so she eagerly continued. Brittany let out a deep moan as Santana's hand pressed against her core. Santana's eyes widened at just how wet her friend was for her. She decided she couldn't tease her any longer.

'Let's get this off you' she said while pulling off Brittany's cheerio's skirt and chucking it behind her. Brittany just whimpered in response, ignoring the fact that she was completely naked in front of her best friend. Santana brought her hand back up and cupped Brittany's heat.

'Please..' Brittany breathed. Santana didn't need to be asked twice, she eased two fingers inside and instantly felt Brittany's muscles tense around them. She knew the girl wasn't going to last long, so she began slowly pumping her fingers in and out as her hand was being coated with warm juices.

'Oh san...' Brittany moaned. She was so close already, she could feel it. Santana had never done this with a girl before. Sure she had sex with Puck every time he suggested it but she was never the one to instigate it, and she never really got anything out of it. She had to shake her head as she thoughts came into her head about how just doing this to Brittany brought her more pleasure than all the times she had been with Puck put together, and she hadn't even been touched yet. Santana was determined to make this the best experience ever for her best friend.

'F-fuck me San, please'

Santana lowered her mouth to Brittany's core and flicked her tongue against her clit while still pumping her fingers. Brittany screamed out in pleasure as her walls tightened around Santana's fingers. Santana pumped her hand a few more times, helping the blonde ride out her high before she collapsed on top of her in a sweaty heap.

'Jesus...' Brittany breathed

'You just had your first orgasm' Santana smiled as she kissed her lips. Brittany giggled with flushed cheeks before flipping Santana back over. This caught Santana off guard, she wasn't quite sure where Brittany got her surge of confidence from.

'W-what are you doing Britt?'

'It's your turn' Brittany wiggled her eyebrows suggestively.

'Oh Britt, You don't have to do that' but before she could finish Brittany was fumbling at her skirt.

'Take off your bra' Brittany demanded and Santana immediately did as she was told. She liked seeing Brittany in control, it was a side of her friend she had never seen before, it turned her on. Once the Brittany had gotten the skirt off she went back to kissing Santana's neck, causing a moan to escape from her lips. She brought her hand s up the girls side and grabbed her breasts eagerly, rubbing her nipples until they went hard. Santana ran her hands along Brittany's back, digging her nails in when Brittany thrusted her core against hers.

'Fuck Britt, I'm so wet right now...'

The blonde raised her eyebrow at the whimpering girl beneath her, never seeing her so submissive. 'Can i feel?' she asked shyly, Santana just nodded as she bit down on her lip. Brittany brought her hand up her thigh and moaned as she felt the wetness seep through her fingers. Santana's hips bucked up into her hand at the contact. Brittany took the hint and hesitantly entered a finger, pumping it slowly, not knowing it she would hurt her or not.

'More!' Santana pleaded. Brittany immediately entered another finger and pumped harder, using her hips as leverage so she could go deeper.

'Fuck B-Britt, how do you know how to do all this stuff?' Santana panted

'Well ever since we made out, i've been watching a lot of porn, you know just in case.' Santana let out a guttural moan at the thought of Brittany watching girls doing this, probably thinking about Santana while she watched it.

Santana's breathing started to pick up as her arousal continued to build. Brittany didn't know if this was normal during sex or not so she slowed down a bit.

'Faster!' Santana demanded at the loss of speed. Brittany picked the pace back up and the girls breathing became even heavier. Brittany placed desperate kisses up the Latina's chest until she felt her heart thumping underneath her lips.

'Britt...you make my heart beat so fast...' Brittany lifted up her head and stared at the girl beneath her in worry.

'Maybe we should stop' She said with a knitted forehead.

'No, no, i want this, i want you...please b...'

'But what if – '

'No, don't think, just kiss me' Santana pulled Brittany in closer and kissed her intensely, feeling her orgasm building up. Brittany trailed kisses down her stomach until she was close to Santana's centre. Brittany kissed her inner thighs before retracting her fingers and leaving the girl cold. Santana groaned in annoyance.

'Brittany please, i said i co – '

Suddenly Santana jerked her head back in pleasure as a tongue brushed against her entrance and up to her clit.

'OMG BRITTANY...DON'T STOP' she screamed. Brittany kept licking long strokes up and down, as waves of heat radiated from the Latina's core. Santana's breathing had gotten dangerously heavy, Brittany knew she needed to finish this fast before she had an attack.

'San, baby, come for me' she said as she took her mouth away for a second before Santana's hands were dragging through her hair and pushing her head down harder into her heat.

'I'm...so...close baby'

Brittany could tell she was close, the quiver in her voice indicated it. She stole a glance up Santana's body and saw that she was tightly clutching her chest. Shit i have to make her finish right now! Without a second thought Brittany darted her tongue straight into the girls centre.

'BRITTANY!' Santana screamed. Brittany thanked God Santana's parents weren't home to hear their daughter scream out her name as she orgasmed. She did quick kisses up the Latina's stomach before kissing her panting mouth.

'Are you ok?' she asked as she noticed her breathing had started to ease down again.

'I am now...Britt...That was amazing, i swear i've never come so hard.' The girl panted as she stared up at her friend who wore a sad smile. 'What's wrong?'

Brittany bit her lip hesitantly 'Has...Did that ever happen with Puck...I mean did you ever have an attack when you were...with him?' Santana tilted her head in thought, still a little puffed out.

'Um no actually, this would be the first, he has never made me feel like that Britt. It's weird it's like you're the only one who can make my heart beat so fast but yet you're also the only one who can slow it too...I guess you're like my kryptonite and my saviour all at the same time' Santana giggled and looked up to see Brittany adoring her from above, a sappy smile playing on her lips and blue eyes which held a look she had never seen anyone direct at her before.

'I love you' Brittany said simply, looking down at the thin layer of sweat that had appeared on Santana's forehead. She had said it like she had been running a marathon for the past eight years and had only just stopped to catch her breath and deliver the message she had been holding on to for forever.

'Britt...' Santana started, her breathing back to normal and her eyes wider than she thought possible. Brittany fought against all the thoughts in her head demanding the Latina say it back, instead settling for the fact that somewhere inside, Santana had to feel the same way, she just didn't know it yet, or was too scared to know it.

'Sssh, don't say anything... i just wanted you to know' Brittany gave Santana one last kiss before she rolled off her. Santana sighed and quickly rolled back into Brittany and rested her arm across the blondes stomach.

'Thankyou' she whispered before they both fell into a peaceful sleep.

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The next morning Santana woke up in Brittany's arms, and for a few minutes she watched the girl sleep, like breathing was the easiest thing in the world. The girls needed to get ready for school so when they really had to get up Santana hesitantly lifted her hand to the face of the sleeping blonde.

'Britt...Britt come on we are going to be late' Brittany slowly stirred to life and smiled as soon as she saw the other girl smiling next to her. 'You're so cute when you're sleeping'.

'What about when i'm not sleeping?' the blonde pouted.

'You're always cute' Santana laughed. 'Now get up we have to leave soon' She said getting out of bed before she realised she was lacking in the clothes department. She stood there shocked trying to cover up her body with her hands as Brittany just laughed at her. 'Well i guess you've seen it anyway' Santana shrugged as she let her hands fall and walked to the bathroom, a distinct sway in her hips. The blonde continued to chuckle as she did the same.

'What do we have first today?' Brittany asked as the two opened their lockers.

'History' Santana replied quickly not paying too much attention, her focus was on death staring the new cheerio Puck was flirting with a few lockers down.

'Awesome! I love hearing stories' The blonde claimed excitedly. As the two made their way to class Santana made sure to give Puck an angry glare to which he pretended like he wasn't talking to the girl and quickly walked off. Santana smiled with satisfaction.

'So that class is why we hold our hand to our heart when we sing the National Anthem.'

Santana was thinking about the events of last night and what would come of their friendship, only half listening to the teacher babble on, when she received a note from Brittany which landed on her lap.

What side is your heart on?

Santana tried to suppress a giggle as she read the note before she replied.

Whatever side yours is on:)

Brittany looked at the note for a few seconds trying to figure out what she meant when it finally clicked and Santana noticed a blush creep over her cheeks.

'I meant - ' Brittany started before Santana stopped her with a giggle.

'I know, here' Santana laughed as she took Brittany's right hand and laid it to rest on the left side of her chest. 'Do you feel that?'

'Yeah' Brittany smiled causing the Latinas smile to grow brighter.

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That night Brittany stayed up waiting for Santana, by this stage Brittany's mom always just left the door unlocked for the girl, and she didn't care as long as she didn't wake her going up the stairs. Brittany didn't know how much her mother knew about her relationship with Santana but she figured whatever she knew, she was happy for her daughter.

It was nearing one o'clock and Brittany was starting to get worried when she finally heard light footsteps coming up the stairs. She moved herself to the edge of the bed when Santana slowly guided the door open.

'Sorry, did i wake you ? I thought you would have been asleep by now'

Brittany ignored the question as Santana made her way over. She wasn't dressed in her usual cheerio's sweats, she was wearing a short black dress and carrying heels in her left hand.

'Where have you been?' Brittany asked as the girl neared.

'Um..you know i just...went out with a few people and...'

'Who?' Brittany tried not to sound angry and demanding like a jealous girlfriend but it was evident in her tone.

'Um...Mike, Matt, Hannah, Krystal...Puck...' Santana averted her eyes to the floor as she spoke. 'Are you mad? Because i thought we had an understanding that this was just – '

'Just what, Santana?' Brittany argued standing up off the bed. Santana was startled by the sudden movement and tone of her friend.

'...I...I didn't want to hurt you' Santana said as tears began forming in her eyes. Brittany wanted to yell, she wanted to scream in her face and ask her why? Why would she go back to Puck only to sneak back to her? Why couldn't she see how much she loved the blonde? Why couldn't Santana see how much it was killing her to see her with him?

But Brittany didn't, if she yelled and that was the thing that tipped Santana's heart over the edge then she would never forgive herself. So with all the will power she could muster up she placed a light kiss on the Latina's scotch soaked lips.

'It's ok, i know' Brittany conveyed with a sad smile before making her way to the bathroom. When she closed the door behind her she let her silent sobs take her to the floor. She buried her head in her hands and let all her emotions fall as silently as she could, her body shaking with fury and sadness.

She cried for what felt like hours before she carefully cleaned herself up and made her way back to her bed. Santana was already fast asleep, and with another dose of will power she placed her arm around the girl, as scotch stung her nostrils, and drifted slowly off to sleep.

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