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Dr. Lopez ran his tired hands through his daughters thick dark hair as he gazed out the window at the flashing lights of cars racing past. He should of felt excited that Santana was finally getting what they had all been waiting for, praying for, but something kept scratching around at the back of his mind and his nerves were boiling over all his senses.

He reached into his pants pocket and brought out his phone. With one last glance towards his daughter, whose head was still resting in his lap, he began searching through his contacts. When he found the name he had been seeking he took in a short sharp breath before pressing the call button.

Ring...ring...ring.

He waited and waited until it went to message bank. He immediately called again.

Ring...ring...ring...ring...ring...ring...ring...

As it went to message bank again he quietly ended the call and the phone slipped from his hand onto the car seat. He closed his eyes trying desperately to hold in the tears which were threatening to fall.

'Ok ladies, Nationals is coming up. Do you know what that means? It means protein shake portions will be cut down, i can't have any hulk look –a-likes out there, practices will now be Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday and the only acceptable reason for you not attending would be if you died via wind sprints during one of my work outs which i have now renamed that section of practice as Torture Time.' Coach Sylvester announced as Tuesday night practice came to an end. 'Now i want you all out of my gym. Oh and Bob Marley...' She pointed to Leena who had long scraggly hair after coming back from vacation at Bali. 'Get a hair cut, i won't have any hippies on my team.'

With that everyone turned and made their way home after another vigorous training session.

'Sand bags, in my office' Sue said and the girls just stopped and looked at each other. Santana could see the worry in Brittany's eyes.

'It's ok Britt, i'm sure it's nothing, wait for me?' Santana said as she picked up her gym bag.

'Um, yeah ok i'll be just here' Brittany replied with concern laced in her soft voice.

'Sand bags take a seat' Sue said pointing to a chair in front of her desk. Santana sat down without speaking. 'You looked like you were struggling a bit today, and as much as you and tweedle dumb were trying to hide it i could see that something was wrong, and as your coach i feel i should be informed if there is something interfering with your performance.'

Santana sat there dumbfounded. Yes she had a panic attack early on in the training session but Britt pulled her to the back out of sight and relaxed her, and then they quickly formed back into the routine.

'Santana...' Sue started when the Latina couldn't find the words. 'I do care about my team and everyone – well most of the people in it, and if there is a problem i need to know about it. If you can't perform at Nationals then i need to know now – '

'There's no problem' Santana quickly interjected. 'I was just having an off day, it won't happen again.'

Sue stared and analysed Santana for a few moments before speaking again. 'Alright then, i'll see you tomorrow' she said motioning towards the door. Santana quickly picked up her bag and hurried out of the office to meet back with Brittany.

'What was that about?' Brittany asked as soon as Santana was within talking distance.

'Um...she noticed my little...attack today' Santana said trying to brush it off as nothing as they made their way to the locker rooms.

'What did she say?'

'She just wanted to know if i was ok i guess'

'And what did you say?'

'I said i was fine' Santana shrugged as she opened her locker and took out her towel.

'Sannn...' Brittany said as she saw the wall the Latina was trying to build. 'I think it's time we told someone about your heart, i mean at least your dad he might be able to fix it.'

Santana just scoffed. 'He is far too busy with work to even notice me, as long as i'm getting good enough grades to get into medicine, there's no problem in his eyes.' The girl said angrily as she stripped down and started the shower. By now everyone else had all gone home and she was comfortable enough around Brittany to get naked in front of her. Brittany lost her train of thought for a few seconds as she stared at Santana's smooth tan skin with water glistening over it. The blonde shook her head to stay focused on the important subject.

'I think you should tell him anyway, i hate seeing you like this.'

'Really, you hate seeing me like this?' Santana turned slowly in the shower with a flirtatious grin back at the fully clothed blonde.

'You know what i mean' Brittany said shyly as a blush crept onto her cheeks.

'I'm sorry what i can't hear you?' Santana said 'the showers too loud.' Brittany missed the playful glint in her eyes.

'I said you know what i mean' Brittany said raising her voice slightly and stepping closer.

'What?' Santana asked again. Brittany walked further up to the Latina before she could feel the steam from the hot water on her face.

'I said – '

Suddenly Santana turned around and grabbed Brittany around the neck and pulled her into the shower and in line with the falling water.

'San!' Brittany squealed looking down at her soaked shorts and shirt. Santana just giggled and placed a passionate kiss on Brittany's lips. Brittany tried her best to stay angry, she tried so damn hard but with each playful flick of the tongue and nip of the lips she melted further and further into the kiss. Eventually giving in completely Brittany deepened the kiss and let out a small moan as Santana pulled her closer and she could feel her naked body pressed up against her clothed one. Brittany feeling aroused with the situation pushed Santana back against the shower wall and began spreading hot kisses down her neck, reasoning that she was already wet so she might as well enjoy herself. Santana wrapped her hands in wet blonde hair as Brittany moaned into her neck.

'Oh Britt...'

Brittany loved hearing Santana moan, apart from her laugh it was her favourite sound in the world. She wanted to hear more of it, everyday, no every second of every day. She pushed Santana further back into the wall and hooked her hands under tan thighs, lifting them upwards and wrapping the Latina's legs around her waist. While easing her tongue into Santana's mouth she moved her hand down the naked girls stomach before slipping two fingers into her wet centre. Santana instantly let out a moan at the contact and gripped onto Brittany's shoulders for support, she wasn't expecting Brittany to be so forward at school, with teachers probably still walking the halls preparing to go home to their sad sad lives. However the look in Brittany's eyes told her that she was too far gone to care and by the way she was gripping Santana's thighs, Santana couldn't bring herself to give two fucks either. While keeping the girl hooked around her waist with one hand Brittany began thrusting with the other. Slow at first but quickly gaining speed.

'Fuck Brittany, more...' Santana breathed through the shower of water running down her face. Brittany began bucking her hips into her hand causing her fingers to dig deeper. She sucked on Santana's bottom lip and bit down when she felt a hand slip into her shorts and tease her entrance. She bucked her hips harder at the contact causing Santana to let a loud moan.

'You're so hot San, please...' she pleaded and Santana immediately complied, thrusting two fingers into the blonde. Brittany continued to buck into The Latina's hand and soon they were both getting close.

'I-I'm coming Britt'

Brittany could feel she was close too, she brought her thumb to Santana's clit and rubbed tight hard circles as she pumped harder. Santana's moans got louder and Brittany knew she could get off on those sounds alone. With one final thrust the two girls came undone and Brittany's legs slowly buckled in weakness. She eased onto the shower floor with Santana still straddling her hips.

'Shit' Santana panted as she kissed the blonde. 'I love you so much'

'I love you too' Brittany smiled breathlessly and watched as Santana readjusted her position so she was sitting in Brittany's lap.

'Come over tonight.' The Latina burst out with a wide grin.

'Thinking of round two already?' Brittany asked with a cocked eyebrow.

'No, well yes, but that's beside the point.' Santana blushed. 'I- I want to tell my parents about us, will you be there with me?' Santana asked with a nervous smile. The blonde couldn't contain her excitement, she thought it would be months before Santana would be ready to tell her parents, and even more amazing is that she wanted her there with her.

'Of course!' she almost screamed. The shower was still raining down on them as they lay snuggled up in each others arms. 'Have i already told you i love you today?' Brittany asked, kissing Santana's temple.

'Yes' Santana giggled 'But i'll never get sick of hearing it. I love you too by the way.'

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FromBrittBritt : Are you super sure about this babe, i mean your parents don't even like me, maybe it would be better if i didn't come.

ToBrittBritt: No you're coming, please i need you, i can't do it without you.

FromBrittBritt: you can do anything without me, you're amazing, but i'll be there to hold your hand every step of the way:)

ToBrittBritt: Thanks babe:) where are you?

FromBrittBritt: Mom just dropped me off, walking to your front door now:)

Santana raced down to the front door and opened it before Brittany had time to knock.

'Hey you' Brittany said. 'Nervous?'

'Terrified' Santana answered honestly. Brittany wanted desperately to hug her but she knew she couldn't here, not yet, she tried to convey her comfort with her piercing blue eyes and Santana just gave her a knowing smile.

'Mama, Brittany's here' she said pulling Brittany into the kitchen where Maria was preparing dinner. The woman turned and like she did every time she was greeted by Brittany she slowly looked her over before giving a hardened smile.

'Um, hi Mrs. Lopez. It's nice to see you again.' Brittany tried desperately to sound non threatening and friendly. Maria just nodded her head and continued to stir a pot of pasta.

'When will Dad be home?' Santana asked, trying to keep the mood light.

'Any minute now dear'

Brittany could already feel her palms getting sweaty. Mr. Lopez had really never expressed any friendly feelings towards the blonde and he always seemed to speak in Spanish when she was around. Suddenly the front door swung open and Mr. Lopez marched into the living room.

'Maria, i can't do dinner i'm needed back at the hospital in half an hour, i just came to grab some of my med books.' Santana led Brittany into the living room where her father was searching through the book case.

'You won't be here for dinner?' Santana asked and Mr. Lopez turned to face his daughter.

'No dear i have to go back to the hospital and – whose this?' he said as he eyed Brittany.

'Oh dad you remember Brittany, you have met her a few times..You were her doctor when she broke her leg'

'Oh yes that's right, why is she here?' he asked bluntly. Brittany felt her cheeks redden and shifted her weight from side to side nervously. Santana could sense she was uncomfortable and without registering what she was doing she swiftly moved protectively in front of her.

'Um she's having dinner with us...Actually i was kind of hoping to talk to you and mama tonight about something' Santana said pleadingly, trying to ignore how blunt her father was being towards her best friend.

'What did you want to talk to us about?' Maria asked as she walked into the living room.

'Um...' Santana stumbled. She hadn't expected to be cornered so quickly.

'Well spit it out Santana i won't be here all night' Dr. Lopez demanded.

This wasn't how everything was supposed to happen. They were all supposed to sit down for a nice civilised meal filled with easy conversation, and when the moment was right, Santana would reveal her love for her best friend in the best way possible for everyone. She was not meant to be cornered almost instantly and forced to reveal her deepest feelings within a time limit! Brittany could feel Santana's uneasiness, and before she could stop herself she reached out and took her hand. Santana latched onto it tighter than she ever had before.

'Um well...Brittany and i...' Santana started nervously, the quiver in her voice evident. 'We are...ah' She looked to Brittany who nodded softly and gently squeezed their joined hands '...i love her' Santana said as she looked to the floor. 'We're together.' She added. Santana couldn't quite believe the words had just come from her mouth, they sounded so foreign but also so new and exciting. The deepest feeling she had ever expressed at home was either being pissed off or feeling hungry, she could only imagine the thoughts running through her parents heads.

Mr and Mrs Lopez eyes quickly glanced at the girls laced hands before looking back at their daughter.

'Get out' Dr. Lopez grunted and Santana flicked her head back up in shock.

'W-what? But...' she started as tears began streaming down her cheeks. Brittany stood in shock, rooted to the floor and wouldn't move even if she could.

'Usted obtendrá esta escoria de mi casa y no volver!' Dr. Lopez yelled at his daughter, throwing disgusted glances to Brittany. Maria didn't say a word, she just stood with an unreadable expression on her face.

'No hablar de ella de esa manera!' Santana yelled back as his words slapped her across the face.

Santana took Brittany's hand, dragging her as she ran through the living room and out the front door, not daring to look back for fear of what she would say or do.

'San, wait up, what did he say?' Brittany called but Santana just kept running down the dark street crying, the only light coming from the street lamps and passing cars. Brittany kept her hold on the Latina's hand and with her other hand she pulled out her phone and called her mother.

'Hey Mom can you pick us up...Um you will see us on your way'

She hung up the phone and tried to stop Santana from running.

'Slow down San, your heart' Brittany pleaded but Santana didn't listen. She wanted to get as far away from her parents as possible. She stretched her legs out further and further until she was practically sprinting, even Brittany was having a hard time keeping up with her. Santana's breathing was getting very heavy and it wasn't going to slow any time soon. She pushed through the pain coursing through her entire body and throbbing in her chest. She needed to feel it to keep her from hearing those words in her head again, keep her from thinking what the fuck happens now?

'San, stop!' Brittany yelled and yanked back on Santana's arm, finally blazing them to a stop.

'Don't!' Santana snapped back and was about to start running again when she found her heart beating in very irregular patterns, but she knew the feeling all too well. She clutched her hand to her heart and leaned over gasping for air.

'San!' Brittany screamed 'I'm calling an ambulance!' She said fumbling for her phone. The Latina couldn't answer. This was much worse than her other attacks. She couldn't think, she couldn't breathe and she could barely hear her girlfriend screaming out her name. The cars racing past her felt like they were flying straight past her face, blowing wind into her lungs only to be coughed back out.

Suddenly a car screeched to a halt beside the girls and Brittany's mother jumped out in a panic.

'What's happening?' she asked rushing to Santana's side.

'Mom we need to get her to the hospital!' Sharon nodded quickly and helped Santana into the backseat. Brittany jumped in next to Santana and immediately went to work in calming her down. She could do this, she's done this too many times to count, but it never made the nerves go away. Every time Brittany had to do this for Santana there was always an aching fear that she wouldn't be able to calm her, that she wouldn't be enough anymore.

'San, look at me, it's ok, everything's going to be fine, just breathe, like we practiced ok?' Santana mimicked Brittany's breathing but it wasn't helping, she was still clutching her chest. Sharon looked back at the girls in the rear view mirror with her brows knitted together.

'Brittany has this happened before?' she asked. Brittany didn't reply, she kept her eyes locked with Santana's.

'Britt...It hurts so bad' Santana exhaled shakily as she scrunched up her face in pain.

'Nearly there babe' Brittany said and gently kissed her on the lips. Sharon saw this and quickly turned her shocked eyes back to the road. She had suspected they were more than just friends but she never thought this was how Brittany would let her know. How long had all this been happening? Sharon shook her head. Now was not the time for these thoughts.

'We're here, come on sweetheart' Sharon called as she parked in the emergency wing of the hospital. 'Brittany, you bring her in, i'm going to get help' Brittany's mom raced into the emergency ward as she helped Santana out of the car, she practically had to carry her before Sharon and two nurses came racing out to meet them. They took Santana from her and wheeled her away before she even had a chance to say that she would be alright. As soon as Santana was out of sight Brittany turned to her mother and broke out into tears.

'Ssshhh it's ok sweetheart, she's going to be fine...'

'Usted obtendrá esta escoria de mi casa y no volver! - You'll get this scum from my house and not come back!

'No hablar de ella de esa manera! - Don't talk about her like that!