'It's going to be a long decade.' Lucy thought as she was sitting on top of her old house at night. She watched as the people of magnolia just walked around like there was nothing wrong. She was enjoying the crisp air. She was happy because her body was inside the bedroom below her and so no one could interup-" HEY, Lucy! " of course, ichigo had to come here now. I gave an annoyed smile "What kurosaki?" I stated clearly annoyed. "Caption commander said you needed some assistance here." Of course. " No I don't." fuck you ichigo, fuck you. "Sorry it's a order, no choice."

"bha, fuck orders just go around town in your body and get caught by those fairy basterd's." i said spitting their name out, giving a murderous aura while doing so to. "Okay, I'm leaving." he stuttered in terror. I smirked at his terror despite my bad at the moment. Once he flash stepped out of here I laid down on the roof 'have I really gone soft, god mother fucking I have. ' . I chuckled, feeling the deep hatred already trying to convince me to give control to the hallow inside of me. like giving control to you will help anything, I'll lose control and force me to spend time with the emotionless orange headed freak more. I have to stay sane. that beast will attack soon and try to gain control, ... and sadly they will kill me if I give in to the sickly addictive freedom that madness gives you. So addictive once you've had a taste your left starving for more. A taste so good it's

bound to be wrong. Then I remembered that the first time I had a taste of it. It was when my beloved mother had died, and because she had died my father became abusive. The second time there was even more insanity because I had broken Aquarius's key and I had known her longer and loved her just as much as I had loved Mama. Most people wouldn't still be sane after having two frightening but enjoyable encounter's with madness, but the key is to have a strong mind. Why did I sacrifice Aquarius if all there going to do is hurt me? AND weaken my mind! Letting my hollow out for a bit isn't a crime ... right? But then again the orange headed idiot is going to catch me before I attack at least Natsu, knowing my luck, so fuck. Then I giggle and think but if I were to go inside the guild and attack, he would be a little to late to stop me. So then I can revert back to shinigami form and say there was a hollow in here and I defeated it so I can prove to him I can be in magnolia by my self and also get revenge. I laughed again. I wonder if the laughing fits were do to me going insane, or something else. As I walked to the fairy scum, I thought about killing Natsu just to let him be devoured by the monster's that are masked, and surprising enough, that are persuasive enough to try to get them selves in control by using words. At least my hollow is. As I arrived I felt like a hollow was near by. I'll be nice and let him handle it. I stepped into the guild, and guess what? It was I fairy-tale. I groaned as I flash stepped on the ugly things head. I mean it looked like a dog had a three some with a cow and a duck, and had this monster. Well any way once I was on it's head I split the mask open, thus killing it. After I was done I saw ichigo in shinigami form watching it fade away into dust bound for the soul society. I laughed and said " To late slow poke, now go back cause I don't need any help. " " Than why were you near here?" "ummm, doing round's?" I said trying to sound the least bit convincing. " Try again, and bad Lucy." he said wracking me on the back of the head then, oh so rudely dragging me by the back of my uniform out of the guild. there confusion and torture sounds wonderful doesn't it? of course cue the hollow now please. You could hear more of it, and inflict it upon them. You could, and all you would have to do is stop fighting the insanity. I ignored my hollow and started to yell at ichigo, cause I could handle magnolia alone, and not harm the basterd's. "YA DAMN MANGO, I CAN HANDLE MY SELF SO LET ME GO!" "NO" he said in a stern voice. " fucking mango pervert." I mumbled "What was that?" he asked surrounded by a scary aura. "Nothing!" I squeaked . like I said a lllooonnnggg decade is ahead of me.