Hey guys I know it has been AGES since I have updated but I got kind of side tracked with 'soulmates' and 'coffee girl'. Also to be honest I lost a little motivation for this fic but I am going to try and concentrate more on it from now on:)

Also I have decided to add a few more chapters to this so not every chapter will start with a little scene from the future, this one will not.

Anyway thank you for the reviews, keep them coming! Love you all, and I hope you are in the mood for a little fluff:)

Santana was the first to stir from her blissful slumber the next day. The first sign that she wasn't in her own bed was the bright stream of light shining into the room and over her face, if it were her room the blinds would be shut and the room would be dimly lit, if not completely dark. The second sign was the tight fist balled up and clutching her shirt tightly on her stomach like a life line.

She shifted slightly to watch pink lips gently push in and out against her chest with each intake of air. She had missed this. Missed the feel of strong but caring arms clutching her and keeping her close, the smell of strawberries filling her nostrils and calming her mind, and most of all she missed knowing that in a few minutes those bright blue eyes would be staring back at her behind lazy eyelids.

Santana let a small smile grace her features. She had Brittany in her arms again and for now, everything would be ok. She didn't want to waste time worrying about the future, she would take those days as they came. Right now she just wanted to enjoy every second with Brittany that she could and soak up every single detail about the gorgeous blonde. She did this so that when the time came that they had to part, either from Brittany leaving or from her leaving this world, she will part with her having known everything about her, and loving everything about her. Santana had spent too many tears and lonely nights on being angry and sad, they were wasted days she could have spent on loving. So that's what she will do.

'Britt babe..' Santana hummed quietly. The room was so silent that she could have whispered under her breath and Brittany would have still stirred.

'mmm.' Brittany exhaled with closed eyes. Santana watched as a small smile crept onto her cute little face.

'The suns out babe, wanna get up?' Santana pressed a light kiss into blonde hair and felt Brittany shuffle closer.

'mmm I don't want to go to school.' The blonde huffed and pouted against tan skin. Santana let out a light chuckle at how adorable her girlfriend was being. Girlfriend? Were they back to that? Santana had no idea, but she didn't want to bring it up again, she didn't want to fight anymore.

'It's a public holiday Britt, no school today, and plus..' Santana leaned down so her lips were close to Brittany's ears. 'I have a surprise for you.'

'Really?!' Brittany just about bounced off the bed in excitement and Santana had to shield her body from the blonde falling back down. 'What kind of surprise San?!'

Santana giggled and took a hold of Brittany's hands to stop her from further injuring her. 'The kind of surprise where you will need your sneakers.' Santana winked and Brittany gasped and clapped on her knees.

'For sneaking?' she whispered. Santana nodded her head and Brittany began bouncing on the bed again.

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'San are you sure we're not going to get caught?' Brittany whispered as Santana helped her climb over the steal gates. Once Brittany had her footing again Santana picked up the takeaway bag of food from Breadstix and used her other hand to lead Brittany through the yard.

'I'm sure Britt-Britt. What lonely pathetic teacher would actually come to school on a public holiday? This place will be deserted.' Santana assured a nervous Brittany as they roamed through the grounds of their old school.

'Ok.'

They finally stopped when they reached the monkey bars that Santana used to sit upon of a lunchtime and secretly watch Brittany run around with the other kids. The playground looked like it had shrunk to half its size over the years. Santana hardly needed to use any strength anymore to lift herself up and over the monkey bars. Brittany was quick to follow suit and soon they were sitting side by side again and looking out over the empty playground. It had barely changed since they left. A few things were different, like the see-saw had sadly been replaced by a drinking fountain, but Santana's favourite red slide was still there, maybe a little more rusty but probably just as fun as she remembered.

Santana turned her attention back to the blonde who was staring at her with curious eyes and a playful smile on her lips. 'What are you thinking about blondie?' she teased and Brittany giggled.

'Just how sweet you are, sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who catches these moments.' Brittany smiled when she spotted the blush creep onto tan skin.

'Yeah well, don't tell anyone alright, it's only for you.' she winked. 'Let's eat shall we?'

Brittany nodded her head quickly and just about ripped open the takeaway bag. They had decided to skip breakfast because it took them so damn long to finally get out of bed, but Santana couldn't really complain when Brittany was peppering kisses all over her face.

Brittany handed Santana her pasta, which Santana ended up placing over the top of both their thighs because she knew Brittany would want to try it anyway, and sure enough it was the first thing her fork hit. Santana giggled quietly to herself when Brittany missed half of her mouth and a few strands of pasta slid between the gaps of the monkey bars.

'Sannn don't be mean, it's impossible to eat pasta up here without getting it everywhere.' Brittany pouted and Santana just shook her head with a smile. 'Why are we up here anyway, you know there are tables over there right?'

Santana finished her mouthful of pasta before speaking. 'Becauseeee…' she bumped her shoulder with Brittany's before gazing back over the empty playground. 'This is where I fell in love with you Britt. I wanted to show you that.'

Brittany's smile was as big as the sun itself which was shining down on them like they were the only people in the world getting the sunshine. 'really?' Brittany beamed.

Santana nodded her head in thought. 'Little Santana didn't have a chance at resisting that smile of yours, she was a goner the first day she met you, she just didn't know it then.'

Santana looked to Brittany when silence had overcome them. The look she found in those blue eyes was nothing but love and adoration. 'What?' she smiled knowingly.

'Hurry up and finish your lunch San, I want to show you something.'

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'Wow…it's so small, omg look how tiny the chairs are! They're like the size of the chairs Berry must have at home.' Santana smirked when they walked into the small classroom they used to share. It looked so different but at the same time, strangely the same. Everything was miniature, surely they were never that small…

Without even needing to speak both girls subconsciously walked to the back of the room and sat down awkwardly in the seats they used to occupy back when they were little. Santana squeezed into her chair and instantly found herself leaning against the windowsill and gazing out the familiar window towards the playground.

'Watcha looking at San?'

Santana turned her attention back to the blonde twisting and turning to fit in her chair. 'You know Britt I used to spend years of class staring out this window and watching the weather change as the months went by…just waiting…'

'Waiting for what?'

Santana smiled and tapped her finger on Brittany's arm. 'For you…the day you walked through that door I didn't need to look out the window anymore, because I had the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my life sitting right next to me.'

Brittany shook her head and buried her reddened face into her hands. 'Stopppp' she whined through a giggle.

Santana laughed and tried to take Brittany's hands away from her face. 'What?' she asked.

Brittany gave Santana a pointed glare with a smile playing on her lips. 'San you're being extra cute today and I can't handle much more, I'm being overloaded with love.'

Santana through her head back with a laugh before nodding. 'Alright, alright. What was it you were going to show me Britt?' She couldn't stop smiling. Yes she was being really cheesy today but Brittany always brought out her cute and playful side and she just couldn't help herself.

'Oh right!' Santana watched as Brittany inspected her table thoroughly. Her brow was creased with intense thought as her eyes glazed over every inch of the desk. 'Oh here it is! San look right here.' Brittany scooted her desk across the wooden floor until it was flush against Santana's desk.

Santana leaned forward to inspect the desk, not really knowing what she was looking for until she spotted it just underneath the built in frame. Carved into the wood were the words: 'I love Santana Lopez'

Santana was awe struck. Did Brittany really carve this when they were just kids? She knew that early? Or maybe she just meant it in a friends kind of way… either way, it made her heart melt.

'Britt…when did you do this?' Santana asked as she traced her index finger along the carved letters. Brittany didn't even have to think to answer.

'Remember when I passed you that note asking what your name was?'

Santana nodded.

'That's when I did it. When I was standing up at the front of the class on my first day all I could see was this girl sitting down the back watching me with the deepest eyes I have ever seen, and I knew I had to sit next to you. Falling in love with you was the only thing I could do when you gave me your first smile, I was blushing so hard I had to pretend like I was really interested in what the teacher was saying.' Brittany laughed.

'Britt…I don't know if we are supposed to be saying this stuff right now but…I love you.' Santana eyes were coating in tears which she refused to let fall. She wasn't going to cry. Not today.

She watched as Brittany leaned forward so that their faces were inches apart. 'San it's us' Brittany smiled. 'We tell each other everything. It took me years to get you to say those words, do you think i would want you to ever stop?' Santana smiled and shyly ducked her head. ' I love you too.'

When she looked back up Brittany was even closer than she remembered. Their lips were almost touching, Santana could taste the strawberry drifting from pink lips with each exhale of air. How did she do that? Santana was sure she had never even seen Brittany eat a strawberry in her life…

'You taste like strawberries babe.' She breathed.

Brittany giggled against parted lips. 'Mmmm that's because you taste like cream, perfect mix.' And with those words Brittany lips moulded perfectly into hers. Brittany was right, it did taste like strawberries and cream. Santana moaned into Brittany's mouth when she felt a hot tongue glaze over her lips.

Tan hands flew to pale hips and pulled the blonde closer. Brittany reluctantly had to break the kiss with a groan when Santana tried to pull her onto her lap.

'San it'll break.' Brittany pouted. Santana looked around frantically for somewhere comfortable but there really wasn't anywhere that they could lay down unless – 'San the tables!'

She giggled as Brittany raced around the room and strung a few more tables together. Brittany had an adorable little smirk on her face when she was happy with her work. When Brittany pointed to Santana she pointed to herself as if to ask 'what me?' and Brittany nodded.

'Come here babe.'

Santana swayed her hips until she was locking lips again with Brittany. Seconds later she was being easily lifted up onto the row of desks and laid onto her back. In the back of her mind she registered that it was slightly uncomfortable, but when Brittany followed and climbed onto the table to reclaim her lips, all those thoughts went out the window.

Brittany settled herself between Santana's legs and quickly went to work with sucking her neck.

'Ugh Britt.'

'mmm'

Santana couldn't believe they were doing this. Were they really about to have sex on a bunch of desks which little eight year olds sat at every day to learn?!

Her answer came when Brittany began subtly rocking her hips into her core. Shit, yes, yes they were. They might be going to hell after it but they're sure as hell going to enjoy the ride down!

'Britt, harder baby.'

Brittany listened and slowly built up her pace. She wanted to drawl this out and bask in the feeling of Santana writhing underneath her. She wanted to remember this feeling. She didn't know it, but Santana was thinking the exact same thing. They both needed to feel all of each other, memorize the bumps and dips, the freckles, the birth marks, the scratches and the scars, everything that made them who they were.

Brittany was the first to grow frustrated. 'Ugh San I need to feel all of you.' she growled and begun hastily unbuttoning Santana's jeans. Santana nodded frantically and instantly went to work helping the blonde rid her of her clothing. When it was just her panties left however she quickly snapped from her arousal and stopped Brittany's hands from taking them down her thighs. 'Wait Britt, don't take them off.' She pleaded. 'please.'

Brittany was looking at her like she had no idea what was going on. Shit she's going to get mad. Ugh why did Santana have to ruin everything.

'Why?' Brittany's face was curious and a little saddened. Her fingers were playing nervously with the hem of Santana's panties and it was just about driving Santana nuts with arousal.

Why? Well how was she going to answer that? She knew she couldn't lie to her that option was already crossed off her list. But it would hurt too much to tell the truth. She didn't want to ruin the day, and this moment, it was beautiful.

'Britt, just not today ok?'

Brittany's face dropped and she shuffled awkwardly on top of her. 'Oh ok…sorry I d-didn't mean to make you uncomfortable San, I just thought that –'

'OH GOD BRITT NO!' Santana was quick to interrupt, Brittany was already trying to put distance between them. 'No, no, no baby I want to do this, promise so bad Britt. I just…' How was she going to do this without making a complete fool of herself? Brittany was looking at her with deep confusion. 'argh ok you really wanna know?' Brittany nodded. Well obviously she would want to know. Dammit. She took a deep breath. 'I never got to show you your birthday present Britt.' She breathed.

Brittany scrunched up her face. 'What are you talking about San you got me my Alice costume and you threw me that awesome party?'

Santana shook her head and swallowed thickly. 'I got you something else, something more…permanent.' Brittany brow was still very much creased so Santana thought she should just put her out of her misery. 'You can take them off Brittany.'

Brittany smiled and slowly began easing her panties down her legs. She didn't have to go far before she saw it. Santana watched the blondes face for any signs of emotion. Anger? Sadness? Love? Pitty?

'San…' Brittany looked back up into her eyes. 'You did this for me?' Brittany was shocked. Just below Santana's left hip bone was 'Brittany' written in beautiful cursive writing with a small love heart after the 'y'.

'Yeah well…I was gonna show you the night of your birthday but it was still a little red so…guess it kind of backfired though.' Santana laughed half heartedly.

'Why did it back fire?' Brittany asked as she traced her fingers along the tattoo.

'…Because you're leaving me…' Santana answered sadly. 'I got it so everybody would know that I belong to you and only you…but I guess that's not the case anymore…'

Santana watched as tears filled blue eyes. 'San…'

'No Britt don't worry, I'm not being sappy Santana today ok? no I'm just going to enjoy every second I have with you, and take the future as it comes.'

She wiped the falling tears from Brittany's eyes as the blonde tried to construct words in her mind. Any words at all. 'I love you.' Brittany choked.

Santana pulled her back down to her lips gently. 'I love you too, now make love to me Britt.' She whispered against quivering lips before taking them in her own.

Brittany nodded into the kiss and instantly felt her tears cease. She continued in taking Santana's panties all the way down her legs until the rested on the floor.

'Britt dress.' Santana said and tugged on the summery dress Brittany was wearing. Brittany instantly lifted it over her head and landed it on the floor. Her bra and panties followed suit. When she laid back down between Santana's legs the skin on skin contact felt like heaven. Both girls moaned deeply when Brittany made the first slow grind downwards.

'Kiss me' Santana breathed between ragged breaths. Brittany was quick to comply.

They started up a slow rhythm, neither needing anything faster, they both wanted this to last as long as possible. Brittany was practically resting her whole body flush against Santana's as she grinded into her. Her arms had woven under Santana's and were resting on the sides of her face as she kissed her deeply. Santana were running soothingly up and down Brittany's warm back while her legs wrapped around the blondes calves. Their cores were meeting in hot wetness with each thrust and it caused delicious friction. Their mouths stayed connected for as long as they could until air was needed. They were one.

'I love you, I love you, I love you.' Brittany panted softly against plump lips. She needed to let Santana know. She must know this. She must remember this forever.

'I love you so much Britt. Harder baby please I'm so close already.'

Santana could tell Brittany wasn't going to go any harder because the slightly harder thrust she did after was nothing like what she was capable of. She knew why Brittany was doing this, and it only made her heart swell more. 'Britt I'm fine seriously, my breathing is good, go harder baby.'

Brittany was looking at her with worried eyes. Santana reclaimed her lips and put a little more pressure on Brittany's lower back to encourage her. It worked. Soon Brittany extracting deliciously intoxicating moans from her mouth with every hard thrust down. She was still going slow, but the friction was sending sparks through Santana's body.

'I'm c-close Britt.' Santana panted. At this Brittany stopped for a second. Santana threw her head back in frustration when Brittany slowly began placing hot kisses down her body. 'Britt! What are you doing babe?'

Brittany didn't answer, she just continued her track down. Santana couldn't really complain too much when Brittany was sending shivers all down her body with each open mouthed kiss to her warm skin. When Brittany reached her tattoo she ran her tongue slowly over it with a hum and Santana felt arousal shot all through her and come out her mouth in a moan.

'Baby…' Santana pleaded. Brittany smiled against her skin and kept peppering kisses down over her hips bones until she reached her destination. Santana was literally dripping onto the desks below her. Brittany hooked her arms underneath tan legs and took one long slow stroke of her tongue over Santana's heated core…and that was all Santana needed to come undone. She let go with a string of curses mixed with I love you's and a bit of Spanish. When Brittany was finished lapping up her juices she came back up a spent body and kissed her girlfriend sweetly on the lips.

Santana smiled into the kiss and brought her hand down to Brittany's sex to rub lazy cirlces. 'Oh San, I love you so much, UGH!' Brittany tumbled over quickly after and collapsed ontop of Santana.

For what felt like an hour they laid there naked exchanging loving kisses and stroking smooth skin.

'So did your eight year old self ever day dream about making love to me on our desks one day?' Brittany asked with a quirked eyebrow and a cheeky grin.

'Maybe not at eight Britt. But a girl could only hope right?' Santana winked with a giggle.

After a couple more minutes of recovery time, and Santana writing a less than appropriate message on the chalk board, the two began the walk back to Brittany's house.

Santana had felt good today, she had felt sooo good, but after that rather intense physical exercise she was completely drained. Her legs could barely move at the pace Brittany was setting and she could feel the tug of her hand each time she trailed too far behind. Brittany would look back each time to see why Santana had slowed down and she would always just pretend she was looking at flowers on the ground or something. However, once her breathing became noticeable Brittany quickly stopped her.

'San I want to biggy back you.' She smiled. Santana could see straight through it. How does Brittany do that? 'Pleaseeee' Brittany pleaded. Santana rolled her eyes and Brittany quickly ran to stand infront of her and brace herself.

She would deny it, but Santana was so glad the blonde could read her so well, because she never would have given up her pride to ask for help walking home like she was a little kid who couldn't keep up. She heaved herself onto Brittany's back and steadied her hands around her neck. Brittany took off in a flash. The wind was racing past Santana's face like a train and she had never felt so free. 'San you're flying! Hold out your arms!'

Thoughts?