Over the next few weeks Emma slowly started to warm up to me. We ended up spending almost every weekend in the garage fixing up her car. She had a great sense of humor.

One Saturday the whole family went down to a private section of La Push beach. It was owned by the wolf pack, so none of us risked any exposure.

I laid in the sand with Alice, Bella, and Esme. The pack had a volley ball match going on with the rest of the Cullens. From the look of Emmett's pouty face we were losing pretty bad.

"I'm really glad that I convinced Emma to get those orange and brown trunks they go really good with her bikini." Alice said, watching her daughters play in the surf with Ness.

"And I still can't believe that you let my granddaughter get tattoos. She'll have to live with them forever, you know." Esme scolded.

"What tattoos?" I asked, whipping my head towards Alice. I had never seen any on Emma's body, but then again I try extremely hard not too look…for too long.

Alice smirked and looked back to waves.

I followed her line of sight and I had to bite my lip at the sight. Emma was walking out of the water towards us. Beads of water were rolling down her tight abs and her skin glowed.

I could feel Alice, Esme, and Bella's eyes on me. "Um, Rose you know that when she gets closer she'll be able to smell that right?" Bella asked.

"I can already smell her from over here." Emma said, still walking towards us, she had to be about five feet away.

I desperately tried to think of something else. But my eyes stayed fixed on her body and the way she moved. I didn't realize that she was right in front of me until she snapped her fingers.

I looked up at her shit eating smirk and felt myself get wetter. Her pupils were dilated and both eyes were darker. Oh dear God. She wanted me.

"Emma, Rose can you two please stop, I'm getting uncomfortable. And we don't want the pack and your mother to smell you two." Alice said, with slight amusement in her voice. She did look a bit uncomfortable, but I would be too if my daughter and her imprint were eye fucking and I could smell their arousal.

"Sorry, Mama, but Rose started it." Emma replied, smirk still in place and eyes still dark.

"Yes, well maybe if you will show her your tattoos then she can stop staring at your abs and everything will go back to normal. At least I hope so." Alice said, trying to get back into her Vogue magazine.

I looked back at Emma and watched her pull her board shorts down just a tiny bit to reveal two Japanese characters on each of her hips.

"The one on my right is passion and the one on my left is wolf." She said, with a grin.

I squashed the urge to reach out and touch the raised skin. We hadn't touched each other since I had come back. Plus I might just let my hand travel a little lower.

She then turned around and pointed to another Japanese character that graced the back of her left shoulder.

"This one says rose." She said softly.

I starred at the black character for a moment. I got up and gently brushed my fingers over her shoulder, feeling the way the ink raised up her skin.

She turned and locked eyes with me. Her eyes giving her emotions away. She seemed to be on the verge of forgiving me, but something was stopping her.

"Um, I just came to get some water from the cooler." She said, suddenly, turning away from me and grabbing a bottled water out of the cooler that sat next to my chair.

She gave me one last unreadable look and jogged back to her sister and cousin. I plopped myself back into my seat and watched her retreat back into the waves.

"She really wants you Rose." Bella, said giving me a reassuring smile. "I don't think I've ever seen her truly smile until you came back."

I nodded my head and concentrated on the words that were coming out of Emma's mouth, well more on her mouth than the words that it was forming. I realized that I could hear them from where we were sitting.

"Dude, she touched my shoulder tattoo. I swear to God I think I'm gonna die from sexual frustration." Emma said to her twin. while she ran her fingers through her short hair.

Kate laughed and said "That's not at all surprising. I could see you two eye fucking each other from over here. When will you forgive her?"

"I don't know. To be honest part of me wants to, but another part of me says that I really shouldn't. She makes me so confused." Emma huffed,looking at her sister.

I frowned a little bit. She was right I kind of didn't deserve for her to forgive me. I had left her when she needed me the most.

" Well, it's a well known fact that she doesn't make you sexually confused. I don't think I have to bring up how many times the whole house has heard you having sex dreams about her." Nessie, laughed, poking Emma in her side.

Emma swatted Nessie's hand away and glared at her laughing twin and cousin and splashed them both, causing the two to laugh even harder. She rolled her eyes at their amusement at this and settled for trying to dunk both of them.

I looked over at Alice to see if she was paying any attention to the girls' conversation. I smiled when all three women seemed to preoccupied. Then I smiled even wider when I realized that Emma had sex dreams about. Really good sex dreams, judging from what Nessie said and Emma's reactions.

"You do realize that if you two do work things out and get together, finally, you will have to tell her about the girls you've slept with." Kate told her sister seriously, after she had gotten her sister's hand off the top of her head.

Emma looked pensive and nodded her head, lost in her own thoughts.

I looked to Alice to see if what I heard was true and was met with three sets of golden eyes.

"Only us three and the girls know about Emma's…..past activities. We kind of eavesdropped on one of the girls' weekly sleepovers and Emma told them everything. It happened last year and from what she said she's….been with three different girls on different occasions." Esme, said gently.

I sat there staring at them, shocked. It broke my heart that she didn't wait for me. It angered me that some sluts had touched her places that were only meant for me.

"She did it because she felt like you didn't want her and that you were never coming back. We think she also did it because she was angry and to…..spite you." Bella told me, with a sympathetic look.

I sat back and thought about it. It made sense. I would have probably done the same if I were in her shoes, but it still didn't make it hurt any less. I looked at Alice and saw her watching her daughter with a sad look in her eyes. I could tell that she was still trying to get use to the fact that her daughter had lost her innocence.

I looked back up and watched her sit on top of the rocks at the water's edge. She was watching her sister and cousin splash each other. But her eyes said that her mind was miles away from their happy faces.

Suddenly a new fire struck up in me. I would never leave her side, ever again. I would make her see that I am here for the rest of time. One day I'll make her forget about those girls and I'll make a new first time for her.

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