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After the day at the beach Emma started to avoid me like the plague. She stopped asking me to help her fix the Camaro and she never really seemed to be around the house.
"Where's your sister?" I asked Kate, cornering her in the kitchen one morning. She looked at me and sighed. "Ya know I told her that you were going to figure it out soon. She's been hanging out with our grandmother and uncle at La Push."
As I turned to walk out to the garage she grabbed my arm and turned me to her. "Let her come to you. I know it seems like lately she's been all happy and stuff to have you around but she isn't really sure how she feels."
I stared at her and shook my head, not really comprehending what she was trying to tell me.
"Part of her wants you here, but another part wishes that you were gone again. So, I understand if you see her behavior as bipolar, she's just confused." She said, her hand resting on my arm.
"You know, Twin, you kinda have a big mouth."
We both turned to see Emma leaning against the door of the kitchen with a rueful smile tugging on her lips and a bag on her shoulder.
"Well, someone had to tell your imprint what was going on with you. And you do realize that we're pretty much the same so if I have a big mouth then you do too." Kate said, walking over to her sister and leaning on her shoulder. Emma just rolled her eyes and gave Kate a slight push. She handed Kate her bag and asked her to take it up to her room. After Kate left she turned to me and gave me a small smile.
"Sorry I've been away from you for so long. Um, Kate already gave you the rundown of how I'm feeling so I guess there's no need for me to make this elaborate speech." She said, with a chuckle.
I smiled back at her and nodded my head. I watched the way she moved. It was different, as if she was finally comfortable with being around me. She made her way to the island in the middle of the kitchen and hopped up on the chair facing me. She smiled a little wider at me and motioned for me to join her.
"You shouldn't be apologizing. I understand why you feel that way towards me. I know that how I handled things wasn't the right or best way to go about it, but I really do want to be here with you. I get that it's gonna take you a while to get over what I did and forgive me and if it takes you twenty or fifty years to forgive me, then I'm okay with that." I told her, looking down at my feet. I really didn't have the courage to look her in the eye.
"I don't think it'll take me fifty years to forgive you. Twenty does sound about right though." She said laughing.
I looked up at her and rolled my eyes playfully and gave her a wide grin. She smiled back at me, with…what looked like love shining in her eyes.
"Honestly, I do think that it will take a little while for me to forgive you. And I do believe you when you say that you want to be here with me forever. I want us to have a relationship, but we should start out slow, as friends." She said, giving me a look that I couldn't really identify.
"I would love to start out as friends. I don't really think I could ever really describe just how sor…"
"Stop saying you're sorry. Please. I've heard you say it enough. But I wouldn't mind if you showed me." She said with a wink. I stared at her and felt that if I was human I would more than likely be blushing.
Over the next couple of months Emma and I spent more time together. Either we were in the garage or we were out at an abandoned lighthouse she had found in La Push. She ended up telling me about the girls she slept with when we were having a movie night in our room.
All in all things were good. But there was one thing that had been nagging me. Sex. I wanted it so bad. It didn't help that she either wore tight tank tops or no shirt at all. The bedroom eyes she gives me almost all the time is enough to make a nun forget her vows of celibacy.
"Guys, I'm dying. You have no idea how hard it is for me to keep it in my pants!" I heard Emma's voice float through the closed bathroom door. I could hear her footsteps as she paced the floor of our room.
"We can tell. It's actually pretty funny." Nessie giggled with Kate. Emma suddenly stopped pacing and I heard a somewhat menacing growl erupt from her chest.
I looked at my self in the mirror and saw my wide eyes, lust filled eyes staring back. Yeah, that growl broke my resolve not to bring up sex. I made sure the towel was wrapped securely around my damp body and exited the bathroom.
I pretended as if I didn't hear them and acted startled when I saw them. "I'm sorry I didn't know that you guys were in here. I just got out of the shower."
Nessie and Kate looked at each other with wide eyes, then Nessie's eyes narrowed and she said "I didn't hear the water running or anything."
"She said that she had just got out of the shower. Of course you didn't hear the water going. How about you two give her some privacy to dress." Emma said, staring at my legs.
Nessie rolled her eyes and left without another word. But Kate locked eyes with her twin, they were silently talking to one another. In addition to their own special gifts, they had a shared gift of being able to talk to each other in their heads.
Emma let out an exasperated sigh and rolled her eyes at her twin, while Kate shook her head with a small disapproving look on her face. "I'm gonna grab Ness and Emmett to go out hunting. You two are welcomed to join." Kate said, leaving the room.
After the door clicked shut I looked over at Emma and found her watching me with a lustful predator gaze. I could feel myself get wet as desire filled the air. Before I could blink I was on my back in the middle of the bed.
Emma's darkened eyes staring back into my black ones. She leaned down and brushed her soft lips against mine softly. Her body shuddered from the contact and I could myself get even wetter. Her lips were replaced on my bottom lip by her teeth, gently tugging my mouth open just enough for her to slid her tongue in.
I was in heaven. We hadn't even scratched the surface and I felt like I was on fire. Or it was just her red hot skin that I could feel though the material of her tank top and my towel.
Her lips traveled down to the column of my neck as her hand strayed across the inside of my left thigh and slowly inched further up. She alternated between leaving small kisses and nipping my neck.
She pulled away and looked at me, lust clouded her eyes. She stared at me and slowly licked her lips as she brought her hand up to undo the knot, holding my towel up.
Her hand froze midair and her eyes lost some of the lust fueled haze. She looked at me and gulped.
"I…I…I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me." She apologized as she backed away from me and got off the bed. She stood at the foot of the, running her hands though her hair and eyes darting to look everywhere but at me. She finally met my eyes and gave me a sad, sheepish smile and leapt out of the open window.
