I could see they were all a little hesitant about it. Mandi and Scar just smiled trying to be nice while Harley was giving the stink eye. "Ok fine, and to make the deal even sweeter, you can pick what I wear on stage." I squeaked out. "Now that's one heck of a prize." Harley said with a mischievous smile. This was going to end badly; I thought I hid behind Kendall.
Harley shrugged, grabbing me by the collar, and started dragging me to my room. "Help!" I cried out, but when it looked like the boys were about to move Harley shot them the stink eye, causing them all to flinch. I looked over to Mandi and Scar, who just shot me a smirk.
"Oh no! There is no way I'm wearing that!" I shouted, running down the stairs but slipped causing me to fall on my face…Ow. "Come on Connor, you promised." Harley said running right after me, I ran to the nearest thing for cover which just happened to be James.
Harley rolled her eyes trying to get around the star, but failed. "Who I didn't think girls would be all over me this fast." He said flashing her a smile. I rolled my eyes, almost laughing when I saw Harley gag. "Ego much." She mumbled. "Admit it you like it." He said, but I didn't hear the rest of the conversation since I suddenly felt two strong arms wrap around me, taking me away from the two.
"They seem like an old married couple." I heard them joke, knowing that it was Kendall. I shifted around, trying my best to glare at him. "Yeah, doubt they'd ever become one though!" I mumbled trying to pout, but failed. I mean its Kendall. A ridiculously hot and cute guy, holding me in his muscular arms, and I could swear that the sudden bolt of electricity I'm feeling isn't that I was hit by lightening.
"You never know." He said releasing me, which caused me to frown missing the warmth of his arms. I was about to say something when, Scar came right behind me and grabbing my collar. "Wait, Scarlett no!" I whined as she pulled me away from Kendall. And I swear he was frowning when I left. "Shut up Connor, and put this on." She said shoving me into the bathroom.
I gulped, looking at the pink shirt and plaid skirt I had to change into. I closed my eyes, changing into it knowing it was going to be a long day. I took a glance in the mirror gagging at my reflection, I looked dare I say girly. A knock on the door distracted me from the awful reflection. "Come on Connor, time to come out we need to leave." I hear Mandi say from the other side of the door. I gulped, shuttering looking at the reflection one last time before I stepped out into the main room.
Ass I stepped in everyone was starring at me, I started pulling at the skirt wishing it was longer. "I sure can pick them huh?" Harley exclaimed high fiving Scarlett. I sighed, walking over to the boys. "I look hideous." I mumbled. "No!" they all screamed, making me confused raising an eyebrow. "Um... you look great." Kendall said, a blush crossing his cheeks. "Thanks." I mumbled blushing myself.
"Connor's Blushing!" Scar sang, I turned around glaring at Scar my blush growing deeper. "Connor loves Kendall!" She continued to sing ignoring my glare. "Scarlett!" I yelled running after her. Well I tried running, but I remembered I was a skirt and stopped. "Ugh! Harley I hate you!" I screamed pouting.
"Baby." Harley replied sticking out her tongue. I was about to walk over when I felt someone grab my hand, as the familiar shock filled my body. "Calm down, she's just jealous that you look so beautiful." Kendall whispered making my face turn red. "Um…" I stuttered, trying to think of something.
Come on I still have the mind of a 14 year old girl whose boy crazy! And has had a crush on this super cute guy forever, and now his holding my hand, and he just called me beautiful. Not that I'm complaining, I love this weird dream or whatever it is, but I can't help the strange feeling of déjà vu.
"Come on we better head out for the concert." Logan said snapping me out of my day dream. "Okay." Kendall replied, letting go of my hand, and I couldn't help but feel sad as soon as his hand was gone. But then we were soon out and into a limo…SWEET!
Me and Scar shared a quick glance before we fought over who gets to stick their head out of the sun roof. But sadly Harley pulled both of us down with such force it caused me to fall onto Kendall and Scar to fall onto Carlos. I looked up blushing madly at Kendall, who was just stared down and smiled at me.
I got lost looking into his amazing green eyes, which I wished for so long to see in person. This is a dream come true, and I'm sure it wasn't just my imagination, but we were inching closer to each other. We were just an inch apart, when Scar saw us. "Oh Kendall and Connor sitting in a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G!" She sang.
I jumped away from Kendall face red and glared at Scarlett. "I'm sure I'm not the only one that noticed how you always are next to Carlos." I replied back sticking out my tongue. But that didn't go so well, since Scar sent me a looked that could kill. Ok need a safe spot, someone that Scar could never be mad at, that's not Carlos. That's it!
I looked over to my fellow youngling for help, but she was converting Logan into a hippie. "Mandi, help Scar's going to kill me." I said, grabbing the blonde. Mandi sighed and looked between us sighing, "Scar, Connor apologize to each other." She mumbled before she went back to flirting with Logan. "Hey why do we have to apologize?" Scar pouted. "I swear the two of you are five year olds." Harley mumbled.
"I'm sworry Scar." I said, adding a little sniffle. "Me two, bwest fwiends." She said holding back a laugh. "Fowever!" I said back pulling her into a hug, getting weird glances from everyone. "Hey Mandi said to apologize." I said shrugging; taking my seat next to Kendall.
Before anyone could say anything the limo stopped. "Looks like were here." Kendall said, just as the door opened to reveal a he concert hall. I felt a little upset that we were already here, and after the concert I'll most likely never see Kendall again.
"Connor, is something wrong?" Kendall asked his voice filled with concern. "Yeah, I'm fine." I mumbled getting lost in his green eyes."You two coming or not?" Mandi asked from outside the limo. I looked around and saw that it was empty, I didn't know how long we stayed starring in each others eyes, but it seemed like it was a long time. A shock of electricity went threw, and I wasn't surprised when I looked down and saw Kendall's hand caused it.
"Come on we should get going." And with that we were out of the limo, and started chillin' out back stage. My mouth was practically on the floor, I was in such awe of what it looked like back stage. The room that they hanged out in was awesome, flat screen TV 3 HUGE couches, bean bags chairs, and it had a wii and an Xbox. "That's it I'm totally jealous." I pouted, walking over one of the huge couches. Blushing when Kendall walked over putting his arm around me, "Yeah being famous has its perks."
"Yeah like all the hot fan girls." James said putting his arm around Harley. But stared hoping around, since Harley stepped on his foot. Hey she just might like him, or else she would have done MUCH worse. I couldn't hold back my laughter anymore as he fell over the coffee table, which had many sweets and a few beverages, causing it all to fall on him. "Say Cheese." Harley said taking out her digital camera.
"New profile pic?" I asked, already knowing the answer. "Oh yeah." She said sharing a quick high five with Carlos. ""Yeah, doesn't look like you'll have all those crazy fan girls anymore." Kendall said in between laughs. His laugh was so cute, it made my tummy feel really weird or was it the pancakes I had this morning.
"Oh man." James mumbled flinching when he saw himself in the mirror. "Don't worry it mainly got on your shirt." Mandi said with a little giggle. "Yeah just get a new one." I agreed, but what happened next I didn't prepare for. He took his shirt off, and I had to close my mouth. He has abs… not just any abs, washboard abs. And even though I still like Kendall better, I have to admit that James did have amazing abs.
"Hey don't strip in front of us!" Harley yelled, snapping us girls out of are drooling moment. "Oh like what you see." James said doing a few poses. Ok, his hot but that cockiness just ruins his hotness. "I think I'm going to puke." Harley gagged, making James frown and put a new shirt on. Though I have to admit I miss the shirtlessness.
"So how long before you guys have to go on stage?" I asked shifting so I was more comfortable. "In about 20 minutes." Kendall replied with a little frown. "And when do we get to go on stage with you?" Scar asked, "Oh and can we sing something please!" she begged, giving them all puppy dog eyes. Which all us girls soon followed. "Please Kendall." I asked, pouting making my puppy dog eyes hard to so no to.
"Fine, but it's your own fault if you embarrass yourself." He mumbled. "Thanks you!" I squealed pulling him into a hug, and from over his shoulder I saw Scar and Mandi, did the same to Carlos and Logan. But poor James held his arms wide opening looking for a hug from Harley, but she rolled her eyes and then just gave up and hugs him.
I didn't care if the others saw, but I just loved being in Kendall's arms, and I never wanted to let go. But sadly it ended when some old guy came in. "Come on boys it's time to perform." He said, and sadly Kendall let go mouthing 'sorry' before he and the boys left to go on stage. But he stopped at the door looking started at me "Don't worry will be back soon to take you girls on stage." He said looking at each of us, before stopping at me and smiling before he closed the door.
"Connor, you like Kendall don't you." Scar said breaking the silence. "What… what made you say that?" I stuttered, face turning red, and started to freak out. "Come on you were all over each other." Harley laughed taking a seat on the couch. I sighed, and looked at the stain on the floor "It doesn't matter, after today I'll never see him again." I mumbled as tears started to form in my eyes. "I mean his famous and only here in Nevada because of the tour."
After saying that I saw the pain in all their faces as realization took over. "Oh man and I was hoping I could take Logan to one of my Peace-Rallies." Mandi mumbled as a tear ran down her face. "Yeah, and I wanted to talk to Carlos more he sounds cool." Scar agreed."What?" Harley asked seeing us all staring at her. "Well… Come on, you have to like James just a little or you would have killed him by now." Scar said crossing her arms. "What no. NO!" Harley protested, but soon she caved under are intense stares. "Fine ok, I might think his hot. Happy?"
"Ok, so it's decided we have to do something to get into Hollywood." I said, seeing all of them nodding in agreement. "Well Connor, you were always good at writing and we all got compliments in our acting in your short films." Mandi said getting our attention, and we all looked at her to continue to go on. "So why don't we try to get roles on their show, and show them our amazing band, with amazingly written original songs, saying we'd get the show more views." Mandi beamed smiling at all of us.
We were all nodding in agreement, till something hit me. "Wait we don't have a band or amazingly written original songs." I mumbled, making them all graon and pout sitting back on the couch. "That's were you come in Connor, you're an amazing poet, writer , and singer I have no doubt you can't write an amazing song." Mandi replied. "You have an eye for the arts." Scar added. "And your not going to do it all on your own." Harley said, soon they were all staring at me looking for an answer. "Well I have writing a song here and there." I mumbled, giving in. "Great do you think you can come up with one right now." Mandi asked her smile growing bigger. I shrugged, and opened the door to the room looking for someone to talk to.
"Hey, um… is there a sound proof room here with instruments?" I asked a big guy that looked like a body guard. He didn't say anything just pointed us to a room. Opening the door I couldn't believe it there was a piano, drums, guitars both acoustic and electric, basses, a sound board, and even a banjo.
Just being in that room gave me inspiration and before I knew it, I was handed each of them a copy of the song. "You never going to let that go are you?" Harley asked looking at the song. "No, now come on we only have an hour to practice." I mumbled before we went to work.
"We should probably head back to the room, the guys could be there any second." Mandi said, putting down the drum sticks. "Alright." And with that we were back in the room the boys first took us to. Just as I sat on the huge coffee colored couch the door opened to reveal their manager. "Good you girls ready to go on stage?" And before you can say Big Time Rush, we were just steps away from millions of screaming fans.
"Alright we have some very special friends here today!" Logan said trying to quite the crowd. "With out them we wouldn't be here." Carlos said. "And he means it, we kinda got lost and they helped us find the concert." James said, before flashing them a smile making the girls, and even a few dudes, go crazy. "So why don't you welcome them." Kendall said. The crowd began roaring with screams and applause, and my feet began moving towards them even though my brain said to runaway.
"And their even going to sing." Kendall added, as the crowd became even wilder. He then walked over to me handing me the microphone, sending a shock through my body as our hands touched. "Good luck." He whispered, his lips practically on my ear sending a shiver up my spin.
"Um.. Hi there." I mumbled, I always had stage fright, that's why I was always behind the camera instead of in front of it. The light was blinding me and my throat went dry. I wasn't able to speak at all, I closed my eyes wishing it all away. But only opened to see I was still there, and the light was even brighter. My eyes started roaming around trying to find something to calm down, what did they always say oh yeah picture the crowd in their underwear. It's not working!
My eyes landed on Kendall, it was his entire fault. If it wasn't for him I'd still be celebrating Katie's birthday. Ugh! I can't stay mad at him, why'd he have to be so cute, and those eyes. Looking into those beautiful green eyes, made all my fear fade away. They looked worried, why? Oh right!
"Hey, I'm Connor I'm the kicking lead guitarist, that's Harley over there on Bass, Mandi on drums, and Scar over there on guitar." I said with new found confidence. "And boy do we have a song for you." I said, getting a roar from the crowd. I looked over at Mandi, only to look forward as the beat filled the stage.
(Connor Scar Mandi Harley All)
Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud
And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
So So is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch
But I (I) feel so alive (feel so alive)
I can't help myself (I can't help myself), don't you realize
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah (Yeah)
Runaway Runaway
away away
Runaway Runaway
away away
Runaway Runaway
Runaway Run Runaway
Runaway Runaway
Runaway Run Runaway…
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go (Let it go…)
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah(Runaway….)
Runaway Runaway
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go(Let it go…)
Forget about everything and runaway yeah(Runaway Runaway Runaway…)
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
Once the song was over all you could hear was the echo. I didn't think we were that bad, disappointed I put down the guitar. But soon the silence was broken by a tremendous applause, I couldn't wipe the smile off my face. "Thank you everyone, it means a lot since we grew up in this amazing city!" I said voice filled with excitement. And with that, I walked over to Kendall handing him the mic. "Good luck!" I beamed, before walking off the stage letting out a huge breath.
"We were amazing!" Scar cheered, as we walked in to the room. "Yeah, and did you see the look on their faces." Harley added. "Who cares, they loved us!" I said as we all let out a laugh. I couldn't breath I was laughing to hard, and for a really long time. As soon as the door opened, we went silent. In came the four stars with shocked faces.
"So whatcha think?" I asked breaking the silence. "W...wow." Kendall mumbled, I let out a little giggle, which I have no idea where it came from. "Thanks." I replied walking towards the door. "Where are you going?" Kendall asked , grabbing my hand. "Well it's getting late, I should head home." I said, staring into those green eyes, their just so beautiful. "Well what are you doing tomorrow?" I almost chocked, so surprised that Kendall asked.
"I don't know, do I?" I squeaked. "Well how about hanging out with me… and the guys." He said, adding the last part rather quickly. "Sure sounds cool."" I said blushing like crazy. "Here give me your phone." Kendall said, I instantly handed the phone, frowning when he let go of my hand. "Here there's mine and the guys number." He said handing back the phone. "OK, guess I'll see you tomorrow." I replied, blushing still staring at his eyes. But noticing never of us moved in 10 minutes, I gave him a quick peck on the check and booked it towards the exit. "I'll see you tomorrow." I heard him call after me. I'm certain of one thing, I can't wait till tomorrow.
Don't own song. Wish I did but nope.
