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Summary: Sesshomaru has lived centuries without the one thing he desires the most only to have her return with no memory of him or the life they had known. Can he accept her as he had once or will everything be lost to time once more? Will she love the beast within the man as she once had in a time lost to her? Will they learn to love or will their love vanish as though it had never been? Read and discover the untold story between Sesshomaru and Kagome and you might discover a love that can span the centuries!

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Moonlight's Embrace

Chapter 6

Moonlit rain illuminated the dark cavern of the cave that lay hidden within the mountains side in such a manner that the rain could not enter it. Hana sighed as she stepped through the opening, shaking herself of the water that clung to her to the best of her abilities, before returning her sights to her charge.

Her body paled against the white fur Sesshomaru had laid out for her. A thin sweat coating her form as breathing became even more difficult. She wondered just how much longer she would last at this rate as the poison seemed to be consuming her faster than she would have originally thought.

Her eyes scanned the darkness as they searched for him. Finally settling on him, he sat his back against the cave wall at the opposite side of her looking lost and fractured. So vulnerable looking that she had to remind herself that he was in fact the lord of the west and this side of the infamous western lord wasn't something she had gotten used to seeing.

"Sesshomaru," she tested waiting for his eyes to move towards her own but when they did she wished he hadn't. She wished he hadn't looked at her with those golden eyes that reflected the same brokenness that he must have felt. "I have gathered the herbs that will stave off the effects until we can reach our destination." She offered hoping to see the soft glimmer of hope, but it was a hope of something she would see.

"She is in this state because of me." His voice holding a numbness that sent a chill down her spine before her mistresses soft 'no' was heard. She had to agree with her that the blame for this act did not rest with him.

"No, Sesshomaru she is in the state because of the likes of Ayumu-"

"And because I love her" he said cutting her with his heart felt words.

"No, Sesshomaru it is because you love her that she will survive. That she has survived and she will continue to go on surviving." Her emotions wreaking its own havoc throughout her as they reached her vocal cords trembling. It angered her that he would blame himself for this, that he would place the blame on his shoulders when the blame belonged to Ayumu and furthermore herself. She hadn't been able to kill him and she knew if faced with the same situation again that she would hesitate the same way she had. She cursed at herself for the power he still held over her. 'Damn.'

She watched him as her words struck a precious cord. She watched as he locked his eyes one hers and further more as he moved towards her. His body language telling her she should run but her heart having not the will too.

"You blame yourself?" it wasn't presented as a question more of a statement, but she answered it nonetheless.

"Yes." Her voice shaking as she answered. 'Damn it' her mind cursed as she realised that he possessed a quality about him that could make anyone spill more than they wanted to, just as she had.

It wasn't shocking when he turned from her having got what he needed. It wasn't unnerving when he took off into the rain heading for god only knows where. It was just something one couldn't quite get use to. She knew he couldn't bear to see her like this anymore than she could. Reluctantly she pried her eyes away from the caves entrance turning her amethyst gaze towards Kagome.

Kagome's eyes slowly opened before closing rapidly against what she assumed was pain. As she neared she could hear her nearly silent plea to help her sit. Hesitantly Hana griped her shoulders, fluffing up the white fur belonging to Sesshomaru behind her before leaning her against it. She heard her mutter a barely audible 'thank-you' before her next words stopped her completely.

"Sesshomaru, I don't fear Sesshomaru." She breathed as she turned her eyes to hers.

"There is no reason to fear him, my lady." Hana replied curious as to what had brought that up.

"No," she shook her head causing ink black bangs to sway with her heads movement. "There is….he" she paused. "he has tried to kill me more than once…..but even so….even though I know this…..even though I have seen him…….in such a rage……even towards Inuyasha I still…..can't brig myself…….myself to fear him……..I can't" she breathed the poisons effect on her system evident in the short amount of time.

Hana waited chewing over what her response should be or even if she should in fact respond at all. But until such a decision could be reached she set about occupying herself while her mind wandered. She retrieved a small blade hidden in her kimono sleeve before freeing the herbs that were pressed against her chest hidden between the two layers. She laid them out before her as she slid her blade along them in smooth long strokes.

She could feel her eyes on her as she set about her task, setting a small fire willing it to life before setting a small pot with minimal water from her canteen over top the flame. As she waited anxiously for it to boil when she decided she should answer, thinking for a moment longer before beginning.

"Maybe you don't need to fear him," she paused. "For some part of you knows the true Sesshomaru," She heard her sigh and than continued. "The very one he tires to hide from others but never could from you."

"Why me?" she questioned.

"Who is to say why we love who we love?" she felt her nose tingle with the tears she wanted to shed but couldn't find the will to. 'Ayumu you will never touch you, that much I promise you my lady.'

'Sesshomaru,' Kagome called with the only thing she hadn't exhausted, her mind. 'Come back to me.' She prayed awaiting his return.

Sesshomaru relished in the cool rain that seeped through his clothing promising to render his armour useless but he didn't stop, not even as the rain stung against his eyes and her image was all that he could see. The image of her sprawled and blooded on the forest floor, the image of the deep violet veins that threatened to consume her and the image of her smiling face, all these raced through his mind with resonating force. The type of force that left you breathless, shaking and yearning for the sort of solace you could never find.

He was becoming an emotional wreck and he knew it. After all the times he had let it slip that he cared about her and almost admitting that he still loved her, why he was rapidly and steadily breaking his promise to protect her. Wasn't he?

All the technicalities were enough to drive anyone insane. He wanted to be with her, didn't he? Then why the hesitation? He growled knowing that he couldn't answer it, knowing that his duty was to her needs and not his own. It was frustrating to no end knowing what he did. Knowing what he couldn't say. Remembering what she needed too, alone.

The forest around him was of little interest as he burst past the trees on either side, shifting his direction once again to loose himself in it's green embrace. The night was of little importance as he continued to think about her. To think of the life he wanted and the way it had been. What had been said and what had needed to be said but never was and all the 'what ifs' he never dared to think of before assaulting him at every turn.

"Kagome." He breathed the name of the very being that used to be of comfort to him, the very being he feared to loose above all others.

"Damn." Sango cursed having lost sight of Ayumu near an unknown valley. She stood looking towards the place she had last sensed him only to feel nothing at all. 'What's going on?' she wondered, 'What is happening?' feeling lost and alone and vulnerable all rolled into one.

Kirara felt the tension that laced throughout her at not knowing where Kagome was. Her frustrations of not being able to find her, and the sorrow at knowing why Kagome was in that clearing in the first place, she knew all of this. She could feel it and thus rubbed up against her as a means to comfort but to no avail.

"DAMN IT!" She cried, her voice echoing off of the surrounding hills and trees as it than reached back to her. "Why?" she cried. "Why do you do this to her you, STUPID INUYASHA!" she hollered.

"Sango?" he tested unsure if he should even approach her when her darkened cinnamon eyes locked onto his brimming with the tears that were rolling down her cheeks. His heart ached for her knowing that she felt the brunt of it. She viewed Kagome as a sister, her only family since Kohaku and the uncertainty of the whole situation was killing her.

He didn't care if others would see him and what he was about to do. All he knew was that the woman that he loved needed him and he would be damned if he let anything stand in his way. As he approached her he watched her body shake with the evidence of her tears and even more so as he embraced her. Holding her tightly against his in such a manner that he could feel her ever breath.

"Why?" she asked against his neck. "Miroku why must-why must Inuyasha treat her like that?" she sobbed. "Why must he treat her like she's nothing, like she means nothing?"

"I don't know my dear Sango, I don't know."

Ayumu sighed in relief having lost her when the rain began obscuring his senses. He would have to halt his pursuit for the night until his keen senses could be of use. He would have cursed but a peculiar sight stopped him.

The vision before him reminded him of a dream, only a dream he had long since forgotten. 'Kagome' his mind echoed the very name of the woman he had loved for so long, the very woman who had betrayed him. He saw her ghostly image dancing in the rain with a skill and grace hat was all to familiar to him. 'Why couldn't you love me?' his mind asked himself before he shook his head and the image of her vanished. It wouldn't do to have these thoughts sneak up on him. No it really wouldn't do.

His resolve hardened once again, or so he hoped, as he set his sights on a nearby overhang in the cliff ledge. There he would rest for the night waiting for his clothes to dry. Under the stone over hang he would wait for a sleep that in all likelihood would never come. A sleep that had eluded him since the day she fell for the enemy, since her betrayal had been made known to all.

With a single leap he made the nearly impossible jump throwing himself against the rock face. He knew what he had done had not been solely his actions but even so he couldn't stop the blame from resting on him. No his body had not been in the realm of his own control for sometime and this was just more evidence that his lord owned him. That Katsurou owned his life, controlled his body except for the moments like this when his lord slept, when control was granted his again. Those times were too few and fleeting to have any lasting effect but what he did when his body wasn't his sickened him.

It made his blood run cold threatening to still altogether as he remembered what he had done. What his lord had done to the being who shared his blood. It revolted him but he couldn't take it back. He couldn't stop the poison that spread through her now.

"I'm so sorry Kagome," he whispered to no one but himself. "It isn't me, it isn't me." His body shock as the totality of what he had done began to sink in. "I'm so sorry, Lady Kagome."

Authour's Note: Alright another chapter posted, and yet another twist!

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