"Connor get up, please." I heard Mandi call threw the door. But I just acted like the music zoned her out; it usually worked when we were 14. She just go home after about 20 minutes, but now that we share a house can't really want till she leaves to go home can I?
"Connor, I know you can here me! You'll only make yourself feel worse by listening to the crap! Harley yelled, threw the door. A shiver went down my spine when she called their music crap; I mean how could she? After all the time we spent with them!
"Please, just come on out!" Scar whined. Waiting till the song was over; I turned off my ipod and walked over to the door. This depression was awful; I hate them for bringing me into this horrible feeling. I swallowed the lump in my throat as I opened the door.
Harley put her arm around me as she said. "Oh, I feel honored that we finally get to be in your presence." I removed her arm from my shoulder and, gave her my best glare. "Come on you two we're going to be late." Mandi exclaimed, as she grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the stairs.
"Wait? Where are we going?" I asked, as Mandi started shoving me down the stairs."An audition!" she said grabbing the keys to her beetle. "An audition? For what?" I asked, grabbing my shoes before heading over to Mandi's car. "Stop with the questions!" Scar whined as she pulled me into the car.
"But why… never mind."I mumbled, I was just wondering why all of them where dragging me around I have two feet of my own. It's like am a child… ok maybe I am one… but still they shouldn't drag me around. "Come on Connor, stop blankly out! You've been doing that a lot lately." Scar whined.
"Sorry, just I have a lot on my mind." Shaking my head I looked at Scar. "And will you please tell me where we are going." "Hey didn't I say stop with the questions!" Scar hissed, as she hit my arm. Which I'm sure will be the cause of a bruise. "Well it doesn't matter since were already here!" Mandi exclaimed as she parked her yellow beetle in front of a huge white building.
All of them practically jumped out of the car and ran into the building. There were a bunch of people staring, so I just kept my distance from them and act like I didn't know them. But that plan failed as soon as Mandi yelled. "Connor, come on!" A few people started to look at me, but I just tried to hold my dignity and acted like I didn't know Mandi. Yet again she ruined my plans, since she ran over towards me and started to drag me after her.
By the time we reached a ugly dirty brown colored door, my arm was sore. And I think it might even be dislocated. "You're arms not dislocated, now come on were late." Harley mumbled, as she slapped my arm.
Grumbling I opened the door to see a bunch of girls sitting around. Why you ask, well I don't know myself. But I have a feeling my so called friends do. I followed my blonde friend as she made her way over an elderly women that looked like she was a receptionist.
Wait! Big Déjà vu here! "Ouch!" I mumbled as I rubbed my temples. For some reason that déjà vu brought a MAJOR headache along with it. But why do I have the strange feeling that were going to play the song we writing in the last week.
"This is a talent agency isn't it?" I asked the receptionist. Her green eyes narrowed and she looked as if she was trying to stare right through me. "What kind of an idiot are you? Of course this is a talent agency! You and you friends are auditioning for a part on a hit TV show." She stated as she pushed up her glasses. "I swear there getting dumber." She murmured, a little too loud. So I doubt she was trying to hide her opinion.
Shaking off what she said, I took a seat on a grey couch right next to Harley. "Here you better study this." Harley mumbled, handing me the scripted. I went read over the whole script then focused on the highlighted parts only.
I stooped reading the line I was going over when Mandi tapped me on the shoulder. "Come on Connor it's our turn." Mandi whispered. I slowly got up, noticing how my converse reflected onto the floor. "Connor!" Harley hissed, snapping me out of my day dream.
Man in about his 30s opened a door, which had a bunch of instruments in it. I was drooling seeing all the beautiful guitars that they had. I swear I have died and went to musical heaven. "Just sing a song for the judges, then when you're done were going test all of you over your acting abilities." The older man explained to us as he walked over to a desk next to an African American Ma who looked in his 20's, and a Latino woman who looked like she should be in high school.
"You can start anytime." The woman whispered. I slowly slide my figures over the freshly polished keyboard and waited till everyone was ready.
(Connor ScarMandi HarleyAll)
Hey
let me tell you no,
ooh (ooh)
babe (yeah)
hey
Try'na decide Try'na decide if
I really wanna go out tonight
I
Never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to
Gonna be late Gonna be late but
All my girls gonna' have to wait 'cause
I dont know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on (oohoo)
With nothing but your T-shirt oon
Hey
Gotta be strong, gotta be strong but Im
Really hurtin now that you're gone I
thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldnt get past the door and
Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go and I
Couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it
now
Nothin feels right (now) when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off (hey)'cause I feel a fool
(Try'na dress up)
Try'na dress up when Im missin' you (Im missin' you)
Im'a step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes(hooo)
In bed I (lay) lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on (I'm all by myself with)
With nothing but your T-shirt on (ooh)
With nothing but your T-shirt on
('cause I miss you, 'cause I miss you)
With nothing but your T-shirt on
(said I missed you ... baby)
Try'na decide Try'na decide if
I really wanna go out tonight
I
Couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it
Cos
Nothing feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos (oohoo)
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you (when Im missin you)
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes (hooo)
In bed I lay (lay)
yea hey
Nothing feels right when Im not with you (hoooho)
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos (yeah yeah)
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you (cos i miss u)
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes (promise if u do)
In bed I lay (im ma bed)
With nothing but your T-shirt on
said i got nothing but ur T-shirt on (hey)
(cos i wana b close to u)
With nothing but your T-shirt on (i remember when, u would like to see me with nothing but)
With nothing but your T-shirt oon
hey
I let out a huge breathe after all the music died. But started to die a little when I heard nothing but silence. Slowly I raised my head from the key board to see the judges writing down something. "Nice job girls now for your acting portion of the audition.
I wanted to being last, not wanting to show of my horrible acting skills. Watching all the other girls audition made me more nervous. Mandi was perfect as always., Harley was amazing, and Scar was just plan to good for words. I guess having them star in those short films really did help them out.
"Alright, Connor I believe it's your turn." The man nodded towards me. Slowly I made my way over to the center of the room never taking my eyes off of my sparkly red converse, and now wishing I dressed up a little more.
Taking a deep breath I started my acting from where it began, trying to put real emotions behind everything, saying them as I would if I was in that situation, and almost crying when the scene was over. I really did feel upset, but apparently I wasn't that convincing, since they wasn't a sound what so ever after I ended.
My cinnamon eyes scanned over all the judges and my friends faces to see a common emotion shock. I was that awful, they couldn't speak. I'm surprised none of them ran out crying it was that bad. This is why I was always behind the scenes I never had o deal with my acting being good enough. Swallowing the lump in my throat I opened my mouth to speak but one of them cut me off. "That was amazing"
Now it was my turn o be shocked, "Say what?" I exclaimed. "Connor, that was truly beautiful. That's it call the producers we have found our talent." The woman exclaimed as she picked up her phone. "Congratulations girls you got yourselves a part on Big Time Rush!" The 30 year old exclaimed as he started to shake all of our hands.
"Wait wait wait!" I yelled causing everyone to stop what they were doing. "We were auditioning for a role in Big Time Rush?" I exclaimed. "Um, yeah you didn't know?" The Latino asked me. I shook my head and looked over at my friends. "You…" I mumbled before I attacked them.
"Hey Connor stop it with the hugs already." Harley whined as she tried to get put of my hug. "How come you didn't tell me?" I asked as I released them. "How come you didn't tell you could act?" Harley replied with a hit on the shoulder. Why is everyone abusing me today!
OK Hoped you liked It! Oh and here's the link to the outfits. Yes I said link as in one since it's a lot easier for both us right? Well I hope so!
Don't own song T-Shit on. Wish I did but nope.
(polyvore)
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