Helllloooo people, so this is in christina's pov the whole time and is just after Uriah kisses her, AKWARD! soooo, can't think of anything else to say, oh all rights to Veronica Roth (funniest author ever!) Now i cannot think of anything more so behold, Emergent chapter 13, picture the "emergent chapter 13" in a darth vader voice, thanks!
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Christina's POV
My world is spinning all at once, throwing me to the left and right. Uriah keeps his grip on my hips making sure I don't fall. I can still feel the soft pressure of his lips. I don't know if I should feel happy or upset. One part of me feels alive and free. As if I am rebuilding myself, erasing the pain from Will and starting over. The other part of me is intent on pushing him away, keeping my promise to Will that I will always love him. I never considered the thought I might not be able to keep that promise. Uriah tights his arms around me and pulls me in closer. He starts to kiss my neck, but I am too far into thought to react. My hands twitch to push him back, but I remain still.
"Christina?"
I had not noticed that he had stopped kissing me.
"What's wrong," he whispers looks me dead in the eyes.
I realize that I am not breathing and gasp for air at that moment. Uriah immediately grabs my shoulders, wide-eyed.
"Christina please, did I go too far?"
When I speak my words are broken and clattered, "please, I uh… I need to think… about this."
He nods silently and releases his grip. I try to move, try to breath. I start moving one part of my body at a time, first my toes, then my knees. I finally start to move my fingers when I make the mistake to looking up. Uriah raises his arms above his head and back muscles flex. I really think I am drooling. He pulls on a white t-shirt and runs his hand through his hair he is about to turn around, so I use the strength in myself to turn the other, as if I was never watching.
I can feel his gaze on my back as I pull my hair into a short ponytail. Even though I am guilty of watching him, I don't want him watching me. Without turning around I pick up my clothes and tell him I am going to go change in one of the outside bathrooms.
As soon as I open the door I feel like vomiting, flies circle the top of the ceiling. I hold my breath and quickly step in. I change into a red tank top and navy blue jeans and run out as fast as I can.
When I come back Uriah sits against the wall of the building with one leg stretched out and one up against his chest. He must have seen me coming, because he stands up and shakes the grass from his pants. Without the need for words we grab our wet clothing and make our way back to the dining hall. We are almost there when I remember what Uriah had said to me, "Divergent." What? Suddenly my mind is only intent on knowing what that is.
"Uriah," I mumble just loud enough so he can hear.
He whips around and stares at me, I must look really confused, or upset, or both.
"What is..," my lips from the word just as Tris comes running up to us. I am left unanswered.
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