Okay, I wanted to update earlier, but I didn't, so I will try to get two chapters up today/tomorrow. PN and PCT ran away to Iowa to get married, I didn't even know they were together, let alone lesbian! so congrats to the happy couple, I will try to go on without them while they are on their honey moon. And here's my alter ego, Lola, she likes to go by Schitz, soo. . .

Schitz: she owns nothing! which is sad :(

I woke up in our (Deans, Dads, and mine) motel room, I blinked, "Wuz gowin on?" I groaned, my head hurt!

"Ahh, you're awake. Good. How do you feel?" It was Ponytail. "I'm John, by the way. You can call me Johnny."

"My fuckin' head feels like a thousand fuckin' elephants ran over it. And my wrist hurts."

"Understandable." Said Khaki, the one who looks like Deans future kid. "I'm Kevin, call me Kev."

"I," said a feminine voice, "am Melanie, Mel for short. And that," she pointed over her shoulder to the pale kid with short brown hair, "is my brother, Jesse."

"You can call me J."

J's POV

It was hard to tell him to call me J, he was the one who started the nickname. It was hard to look him in the face, he had died trying to protect me, because of my stupid move. He shouldn't have died to save me, he told me not to to tag along, that it was too dangerous, but like every 14 year old boy, I knew everything, so. Here I am, x amount of years in the past, trying my damnedest not to cry. He looked a lot like me. Mom and Mel don't blame me, but I do. My baby brother wont know Dad because of me. I ran out of the room, I couldn't be in there any more.

Okay, so not as long as I would like, but its an update, I will have another chapter up today,tomorrow, whenever, before December 25th at least.