Chapter 21
It's been a week and while they all have given me space, I have still been checking in and talking to them a little. I know that Koz and Hap said they are still options but I miss Juice. So, I decide what I'm going to do. I want to work things out with Juice. Gemma comes by and says "Guys are heading out on another run. Leaving this afternoon." she tells me. "I know. Juice told me. Thought I'd come see everyone off." I tell her. "You decide what you wanna do yet?" she asked. "Yeah. I miss Juice, Gemma." I tell her. "Good. You need to tell him." she tells me. "I will." I tell her.
That afternoon, I go to the clubhouse and walk in. Tig walks over and hugs me and I look around for the guys. Seeing Hap and Koz over to the side I walk over and ask to talk to them alone. We head outside and I tell them. "I am going to try to work things out with Juice. I know he fucked up but I forgave you both for the same thing, I need to forgive him. I miss him." I tell them. "We get it. But just know we are still here for you." Koz tells me. "Thanks." I tell them before going to look for Juice.
I walk inside and see him sitting at the bar. "Can we talk?" I asked. He looks over and smiles softly at me and nods. We head to his dorm and he closes and locks the door. "What's up?" he asked. "I thought about things. I'm not going to just jump right back in and say that I'm not still hurt, but Juice, I'm hurting more being without you." I tell him. His eyes shoot up to mine but he doesn't speak. I walk over to the bed and sit next to him. Lacing my fingers with his, I lay my head on his shoulder. "Do you still want to be with me?" I asked. "More than anything Princess." he whispers. I raise my head up and look at him. I place a small kiss to his lips and say "I do too." He kisses me again and says "I love you Maci." Laying my head back on his shoulder I say "I love you too." It's silent for a minute before he says "So where do we go from here?" I look at him and say "I move back into the house, you keep your dick in your pants and we take it a day at a time but I swear if I find out that you even think about touching another woman, I'll cut your dick off and sell it on ebay." I tell him. He pulls me into his lap and says "You know we have a little bit before we have to leave." Kissing his lips softly I lay him back and finally make love to my Old Man.
Stepping outside, waiting on time for them to leave, he has his arms around me. Tig walks up and asks "You good?" I nod my head and say "We're taking it a day at a time but yeah. I'm good." I tell him. The guys start heading to their bikes. I hug Tig and tell him "Please be careful." He nods and kisses my cheek. Happy and Koz walk up. "Be safe guys." I say. They kiss my cheek and head to their bikes. I turn to Juice and say "We're not where we need to be yet but I promise we're getting there. Please be safe and call me when you get there." I tell him. "I will baby. I love you." he tells me and I can see the honesty in his eyes. "I love you too Juan." I say before kissing him. I let him deepen the kiss and he says "I'll call you when we get there."
A few hours later, I have moved my things back into the house and sitting on the couch watching tv when my phone rings. "Hey baby." he says. "Hey. How was the ride?" I asked. "Not bad. Would have been better if you were with me but it was okay." he says. "Miss me already huh?" I asked. "Always. You know I'm not gonna mess this up again. I promise." he tells me. "I believe you. Just make sure your head is right while you're there. I need you to come home in one piece and breathing." I tell him. "I will. I promise." he says and I can hear the smile in his voice. "Are you alone?" I asked. "What? Of course. I'm in my dorm." he says like he thinks I suspect something. "Are you laying on the bed?" I asked. "Yeah. Where are you?" he asked. "Laying on the couch in just my panties and one of your shirts." I tell him. "Mmmm. Which panties?" he asked. "The dark blue thong. The one you like so much." I purr. "Fuck." he says. "Take off your shirt and pants." I tell him. "Okay...now what?" he whispers. "Are you hard?" I asked. "For you, always." he says. "Stroke your cock." I purr. "What are you doing?" he asked. "Rubbing my fingers over my clit. Fuck Juan, I miss your cock so much. I wish you were here now, fucking me, making me cum. Mmmm." I moan. "Fuck baby, you better cum for me. I won't last much longer." he rasps. "Oh Juan. Fuck baby. Fuck. I'm cumming." I moan and then I hear him grunt his release. "Holy fucking hell. That was hot as fuck." he tells me as we catch our breaths. "Thought I'd remind you of what you have at home." I tell him. "Home? You've moved back in?" he asked hopeful. "Yeah baby. I moved back in. That's okay...right?" I asked. "That's perfect baby. You know we will be back late tomorrow night right?" he asked. "I know. Thought that it'd be nice for you to come home to your Old Lady being in your bed." I say. "But Juice, we still have a lot to talk about when you get home but I do miss you." I tell him. "I miss you too baby. I love you so fucking much. I promise I'll make things right." he says. "I know and I will too." I tell him. We say our goodnights and head to bed.
The next morning, I wake up to a text from Juice. Good morning my Queen. Hope you have a good day. I'll see you at home tonight. I love you more than anything. It says. I smile softly and text him back. Good morning my King. I love you. Be safe and see you tonight. I text before putting my phone down and heading to the couch with my laptop.
I look around online for jobs but none seem to be available in my field. I start thinking about things. What if I opened my own practice. Then I wouldn't have to worry about answering to someone. I might talk to Juice about it when he comes home.